The Bridesmaid
Thirty Eight

"So....so all this time Kak Tania's brother played a show? you've been lying to all of us for eight years? wah... you should be casting a film, because you are really suitable to be an Actor with Actress" said Ningsih cynically after Juna ended the story and Tania to date.

Juna was just silent, not evasive or assuring. Because in reality, Juna had no idea if Tania took their relationship theatrical or serious.

"God.... Hahahaha, funny y'all! Oh well, what do you think my brother should do when he hears Brother's story? Oooh, I should be happy well because Big Brother turned out to love me even long ago. Or I must be sad, because in fact Brother Tania, who can be said to be my closest person, you are no more than a con man" said Ningsih.

Juna knelt before Ningsih, "Sorry Brother Si, Big Brother knows the wrong way Brother! Therefore all this time Brother has always tried to hide this reality from you, Brother is afraid that you will leave Big Brother. Brother was afraid, Si" Juna did not even shyly cry as he placed his head on the knee of Ningsih who was sitting on the bed with his legs dangling down.

Ningsih was crying. He is confused as to what to do. It all started with a lie from the beginning, and Ningsih was afraid of it. Ningsih is convinced that Tania may love Juna, as Tania has always told her that Juna is 'the most romantic man and she is afraid of losing him', those words were what Tania often told him.

Ningsih was too scared of this marriage. Everything was more complicated than he had imagined. He felt guilty for Tania, because without realizing it Tania must have felt pain because of him. Although from the beginning all of this was Tania's proposal, but with all of Tania's comments about Juna, Ningsih was sure that Tania was not directly trying to make him aware of his position and stupid Ningsih was insensitive to it. Even without knowing himself, Ningsih always agreed that every couple invited him to go together, and Ningsih never forbade when Juna gave excessive attention to him than Tania. Ningsih cursed herself who never suspected it.

Ningsih held Juna's head still in his position, making them look at each other "I. I think I'm too selfish to say that I need time. But. I'll keep asking that to Brother. Brother knows, maybe indirectly Brother hurt Kak Tania, and the cause is me. I love Brother Tania, very much! To me he's no longer my cousin, but he's my own brother. I actually don't want to blame anyone, because our position is all wrong even though I don't know anything about it" he paused for a moment.

Ningsih can't imagine how strong Tania is when Juna follows Ningsih's will wherever they go when they date on holiday, rather than taking her to where Tania wants to be.

"Sorry..sorry Brother, baby! sorry Brother" racau Juna. This is what Juna feared all along. unlocking the secret would obviously hurt Ningsih, also maybe the impact would really hurt Juna.

"Don't think of missing Brother, dear dad! Brother please, don't stayin Brother" Ningsih looked Juna in the eyes. He could see how much frightened the man was if he left. But.. for now Ningsih is still confused what to do.

"I.. I....."

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