The Change Destiny Of Worst And Cursed World
2.Mother and Trauma

Yurukkkk!!! stomach noise..

"Ugh, I want to sleep but I'm very hungry" I said

...[.Answered]...

...[.You are starving because your body has been unconscious for 3 days]...

"So because it's yes"

"System, what's in the shop selling food? " many

...[.There is but the price of food in the shop is a little expensive]...

...[.I'd recommend you to go to your kitchen]...

"Well, can you show me the net"

...[.Understood]...

I stood up and followed the direction of the System and looked around as I walked.

This house is quite large and there are many paintings on the walls, I'm quite surprised why the paintings in this house are so many, are Yuki's parents art collectors?, I don't know.

A few moments passed and now I had to go down the stairs.

"Sadly, this will be my biggest enemy right now" I said quite irritatedly

I've been walking for 5 minutes with a very weak body state alone has been tiring.

After replenishing stamina for 2 minutes I decided to go down the stairs that are quite long.

Step by step I went through to reach the bottom floor.

'Fight on a little more'

...[.Warning Your body is experiencing excessive fatigue, because You are hungry]...

"uh... "

I haven't spoken a word yet I slipped down the stairs.

All I could do was close my eyes and wait for myself to fall.

I can't avoid it because this body is already so exhausted.

'Is this my end?....'

Before I fell I was caught by a woman with white hair that resembled mine.

I landed on his face and reflexively I hugged him, he returned my embrace very tightly as if he would not let me go from his embrace.

"Yuki's..... You finally woke up" said the woman anxiously and crying.

"I guess you'll never get up again" he said sadly.

After hearing her words, almost all the memories yuki had entered my mind....

The memory of a mother who accompanied her child wholeheartedly without complaining at all.

Suddenly tears dripped from my eyes soaked my cheeks, and the pent-up feeling that had now overflowed as if I wanted to let out.

I hugged my mother and cried loudly.

"i-mom. i-mum.." I cried and called my mother.

"Yosh-yosh.

This feeling I never had in my first life, the feeling of parental affection for her child.

Even though I had parents in my first life, they didn't really care about me and I grew up without affection and became lonely.

I felt in the past that everything in the world was very boring, but in the future I understood it was not a dull feeling but a deep loneliness.

I understand that feeling, therefore I will make Yuu understand how something called happiness is.

After a long time now I'm letting out my cries and starting to calm my mind.

"Yuki, why did you leave your room" mother asked

"umm, I'm hungry" I said with an innocent child expression.

I say this is not an expression that is made, but it is a natural expression of yuki.

"Well, I'll make it, but next time don't walk alone, where's your waiter? "

"Servant? there are no servants in my room at all" I said with a puzzled expression

After hearing my words mother gave off a terrifying aura like a demon king.

"Based on the waiter, I have tolerated his behavior quite a lot but when Yuki was sick he disappeared" said the mother with an annoyed expression

And it was as if nothing had happened that mother smiled at me with a sincere expression and now she was holding me.

"I'm sorry mommy, I can't keep you company when you're sick"

"Mommy has accompanied you for the last 2 days, but on the third day I searched for a cure for you and finally I managed to find it, I gave the medicine to you when I was unconscious and it seems like it really works" say mother with a very sincere feeling and very subtle words.

"you, I forgive you" I said with a bright smile

Ughhhh I reflexively said that.

Now she walks into the kitchen holding me very comfortably and very warmly.

as I remember at home there were no waiters or cooks and maybe the waiter called the mother was my nanny when the mother was not there because there was interest.

in the few steps we have now reached the kitchen, our kitchen is pretty good but not as good as the kitchen for the super rich.

Maybe because the mother does not really like things that are luxurious so the mother chose to live in a simple house.well even though the house is large enough for the size of a simple house.

Mom put me in a chair by the dining table and now I'm ready to cook.

well, even though I know, I will be in porridge cooking because I have not eaten for 3 days.

I'm so grateful to have such an understanding and loving mother, unlike my old mother, she never spoke to me and she was always indifferent to me, even when I do something amazing, he doesn't seem to care.

I just wanted to get compliments from him....

"Sorry to have waited long enough, here's the porridge"

After a long time of daydreaming mother presents a porridge that looks very tempting.

"Is yuki okay not the mother's bribe"

"Umu, yuki definitely can because yuki is an adult"

I lifted the porridge spoon and it was very difficult, was this weak as I was.

"See, I told you this is a bribe"

I resigned and gave the bowl of porridge to my mother.

"Ahhh" I said as I opened my mouth

"Hap" I said as I devoured the porridge

"Bitter.".

My words made my mother worried and she tasted the porridge

"Yuki, do you want a drink"

"Yes"

I drank the water my mother took and it tasted

"bitter.. "

"As I expected your sense of taste seems to change because of the pain, even though it tastes bitter eaten a little so you are more " said the mother with guilt

"No, I don't want to eat it"

At the same time I said so, this is not my feeling or my words but yuki's words.

Yuki had a bad trauma with bitter things because since childhood he was always given bitter drugs.

"Dear Yuki, forgive me but I beg you to eat this food yes" said the mother worriedly

"Mom doesn't want you to be sick anymore"

"So please eat this food even a little bit"

I could not bear to see my mother say that, if that was me in the future I would eat anything even demonic meat because in the future it is very difficult to find good food.

But however I myself cannot fight the trauma let alone the trauma it has been remembered this little body.

...[.Huhh]...

...[.If you want to eat it at least 6 spoons I will give 1000 points]...

My 1000 points are pretty big but still I don't want to eat that

...[.Pissed]...

...[.Well, if you want to eat it at least 6 spoons you will get 2000 points]...

Even so I still won't eat it

...[.There are not many reasons if you do not eat it The system will disappear.]...

Eh

Oy oy use threats anyway.

System coercion and mother sincerity....

I can't fight him...

All right, I'll eat it.

"Mother.I will fight, mother can feed me again"

"don't push yourself too much, if yuki doesn't want you to find another way to solve this problem"

"It's okay mom I'm gonna fight"

I don't want to trouble you any more so I'll try

"Ham, nyam-nick" is chewing

"Ughhh, bitter"

"Ham, twitching"

"Ugh, swunguh pwahit" I said as I chewed

"Ham, twitching"

"....."

"Ham, twitching"

".........."

"Ham"

My system is no longer strong.

...[.Don't let it be just 5 mouthfuls]...

Tap

...[.Nothing but a fireplace]...

Well okay.....

"...... Ham... nyam"

"Ughh, it tastes amazingly bitter"

"Mother, I'm full enough"

"Alright, sorry for forcing Yuki to eat while yuki's mouth is hurting"

"It's okay mom" I said with a smile

My suffering is finally over

...[.Get 2000 points]...

...[.Points 1000>3000]...

...[.Increased confidence]...

...[.Permit 55%>60%]...

Eventually I became more feminine.. ummm The system of whether the level of femininity could be reduced.

...[.No, because femininity is a permanent thing]...

Ughhhh, my male personality will disappear if it continues like this. But I will fight for a better future.

...[.Notices]...

...[.You get the sub-Quest]...

...[.Do you want to accept it]...

...[.((Yes/No)]...

Uh, sub quest at this time seoerti.

...(.(.Yep)...

- Sub-Quest: Thank you to Mom by calling her Mama. 500 Points and special items. Time limit of 5 minutes.

Uh, the quest is like this.

This is easy.

"Anu. m. ma'am"

"Eh did Yuki say something to mom"

"Anu.. Thank you Ma-ma" I said with a flushed face

The mother who had wanted to move from the table to the kitchen to wash the porridge bowl had suddenly frozen and..

Clark!! the sound of the plate breaking due to a fall

"Ma-mom?"

"Kyaaaa, Yuki called me Mama"

Mom jumped up and hugged me softly.

"Yukkiiii, why are you so cute"

Yuki's face that had been reddened was now reddened with embarrassment.

I thought it was easy but who would have thought it was so embarrassing.

...[.You get 500 points]...

...[.Points 3000>3500]...

...[.You get the Por*o Book]...

...[....]...

"...."

...[.Sorry you have to. don't forget]...

"....."

"...."

Thou shalt....