The Charm of Love Tiara Khoerunnisa
Bitter Reality

'Who is that woman?, it feels familiar, the longer the clearer, but who is she?', Ustad Fikri again spoke in his heart.

"It is better to rest first, the problem will be discussed again if Tiara has graduated, so now Tiara can focus on the final task first", suggested Umi.

"Yes...Abah.., don't worry, if the matter of santri, it goes without thinking, I will take care of them, besides there is Ustad Fadil and Ustad Dzaqi who can help" said Fikri.

Fikri deliberately spoke so to steal the sympathy of Abah and Tiara, even though his heart was upset with Umi's proposal earlier.

"Yes.thank you Ustad, Abah entrusts the business of this cottage with Ustad", said Abah as he closed his eyes.

"I also ask Abah's permission, from now on I will take Tiara anywhere, let Abah calm down, I will soon be her husband Tiara, Tiara, so I'll start guarding and protecting Tiara" Fikri.

Abah was silent, he glanced at Tiara who was looking down. Abah is not good if you have to refuse Fikri's request, because Fikri's speech had a point.

"Please, if Tiara feels unperturbed, because Tiara used to go everywhere herself, so it seems like she is not used to it" Abah said as she glanced back at Tiara.

"Oh.iya, thank you, let's get used to it, so it should start from now on Abah", Fikri smiled.

"Yes, I may, Abah believes Ustad must know his limits" Abah smiled.

'Ouch...Abah kok even allowed anyway, the more he felt winning, thought Tiara.

"Oh, I say goodbye first, so from tomorrow morning I will start to replace Abah's duties at the Mosque and in the Madrasah, if Abah needs something, do not hesitate, I am always in the kobong, I am always in the kobong, because now my sister is healthy, so I will not go back and forth to the house, I will refocus here" explained Fikri.

"Yes, thank you Ustad",

"I'm sorry, Assalamu'alaikum", Fikri said hello and immediately left Abah's house, before Fikri greeted Abah and Umi.

"What is not too fast Abah, Umi really does not agree with Abah's decision", face Umi.

"Then Abah must be how Umi, Abah's condition is weak, to whom else Abah must believe, if not the same Ustad Fikri",

"Son Robi how is Abah?", look at Umi.

"Robi is still sick, after all Robi said he will start to plunge in his papih business, Nak Robi is unlikely to be able to continue Abah's duties here",

"Son Robi also has obligations to his family and parents, it can not be contested Umi, as well as Tiara, he's the son of Abah, so Tiara who will be Abah's successor here", obviously Abah.

"Darling yes", said Umi.

"Don't be so Umi, this is his way, hopefully all goes well, Tiara and Robi can succeed even though there is no one way" Abah looked at.

"Here you go. Now Abah rest first, don't think of heavy things first" Tiara smiled.

"What weight Ara, Abah was calm, at least there was Ustad Fikri who would replace Abah's duty here",

"Let's take a break, tomorrow there's a lot of good things to do, spirit" Nyimas smiled.

Nyimas glanced at Tiara, hoping that tonight he could talk to Tiara.

Abah and Umi had gone into the room to rest, Nyimas and Tiara lived, two small children seemed to have slept in the cowboy with Mang Daman.

Gilang and Risman now often sleep there, he said to always be close to Robi.

Nyimas glanced at Tiara who was now back struggling with her laptop.

"When did Tiara graduate?", asked Nyimas in silence.

"Yes, about five weeks away" said Tiara lazily.

"Oh.., it's near, yes, when you get married" Nyimas murmured.

"Hah.., it feels like I just want to stop this time, let that day not pass" said Tiara.

Her eyes began to dew, remembering her never feeling it, Fikri ruining everything, Nyimas had to seclude herself in order to hide her pregnancy, and it was painful.

Tiara who was focusing on her laptop did not see the look of sadness on Nyimas' face.

"It should have been, but I didn't really want that to happen", Tiara stopped her activities, she looked at Nyimas.

"I do not love Ustad Fikri, all this I do is to fulfill Abah's promise to him", Tiara said.

"You are indeed a child of Sholehah, you are a dutiful son of Tiara, you are willing to sacrifice your life for the family, but dear..., why should you be the same Ustad Fikri?",

"Why indeed?, he's the best Ustad in this cottage, Abah's choice will not be wrong, I'm sure of it",

"Eum..., Tiara.., there's actually something I want to talk about, but ..", Nyimas glanced at Abah's room.

Tiara clenched her eyebrows together, astonished at Nyimas' words.

"Nyimas?, you why?, what's the matter?, just say it!", look at Tiara.

"I. I.m., I am actually.., euh..", Nyimas was silent again, his tongue was stiff, he looked into Tiara's eyes.

Tiara closed her laptop and approached Nyimas.

"Nyimas...., what are you?, what are you going to talk about this has to do with the person in the cottage?",

Nyimas nodded slowly, his eyes began to dew. This is the hardest thing in his life, he has to reopen old wounds, he has to tell the greatest disgrace in his life.

Nyimas felt the severity of events had now returned to milling in his memory. Shame, pain combined into one.

Tiara was shocked to see the change in Nyimas' attitude. Tiara was now holding onto Nyimas's two arms, which were already sweating coldly and trembling.

"Masya Allah Nyimas..., what is this?, you are fine right?", Tiara now began to embrace Nyimas' body.

And Nyimas was crying in Tiara's arms. What a bitter event once, now it feels like he is experiencing again.

"Cry..!!", Tiara said while still holding Nyimas .

After some time, Nyimas's cries subsided. Tiara broke her embrace, she held both shoulders of Nyimas and looked at him.

"Nyimas...What is it?, say!!, you believe me?, I will keep your words, no one else will know", said Tiara.

Nyimas wiped his tears, he looked at Tiara.

"Tiara.., stay away from Ustad Fikri", said Nyimas.

"What...?, Ustad Fikri?, why him?", Tiara grew curious.

"He's not a good Tiara.", though...",

"Yes.., but why?, what did Ustad Fikri ever do, until Nyimas said that he was not a good person, he was the number one student of Abah",

"Yes, but still he's not good for Tiara",

"Oh..., I'm dizzy Nyimas, speaking clearly, what's wrong with Ustad Fikri?", look at Tiara, now he speaks a little loudly because he was also annoyed with Nyimas' speech which he said was not clear.

Nyimas was silent for a moment, he took a deep breath, he wanted to gather strength to be able to speak honestly to Tiara.

"Eum...Tiara .., Ustad Fikri it , He..he.the father of my son", said Nyimas.

"A..p.A...?, and....?,