The Charm of the Geeky Girl

The Charm of the Geeky Girl
Apologies


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Jonathan again got a rejection, and finally with a giant step Jonathan went back into his Uncle's house.


Meanwhile Kanaya went straight into her room, the tears she had been holding back from earlier finally dripping as well. Kanaya patted her chest, really at this moment Kanaya felt very tight.


"Why do you have to be present again in my life? you know, with the presence of your return the wound that I have been covering must finally open again" muttered Kanaya.


The incident was a long time ago but the treatment of Jonathan and his friends used to not be forgotten Kanaya could even be that the incident will continue to remember Kanaya for the rest of his life.


One that Kanaya still wants to know, which is who used to spread slander so that Kanaya must be expelled from school and threatened not to take the exam even though in the end Kanaya can pass with the best score.


Even more painful, his house was destroyed and Kanaya and his parents were expelled from their hometown due to the slander.


"I'm sure that the one who spreads slander is his work, and if it's true that he did it I will never forgive him at any time" Kanaya murmured.


Jonathan laid his body on the bed, his gaze glaring over the ceiling of his room. Jonathan recalls what happened in High School, and remembers the treatment for the treatment he had done to Kanaya.


"I should apologize to Kanaya anyway, I don't care as hard as Kanaya's heart I have to get an apology from her. My treatment used to be very cruel and I also have to tell the truth if the first person to slander it was me" muttered Jonathan.


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Evening arrived...


"Bi, Kanaya to the minimarket in front there first want to buy Kanaya needs."


"Yes, you be careful."


"Ready Bi."


"Tea, I'm picking chocolate one!"


"Yes." Yeah."


Kanaya immediately left home, Kanaya walked to the mini market because the distance is not too far just at the end of the road there.


Not long after, Kanaya also arrived at the mini market and immediately entered the mini market. Kanaya looks around and looks for something for her needs, when Kanaya wants to take a snack turns out someone also wants to take the snack so that the person accidentally holds Kanaya's hand.


"Kanaya..."


Once again Kanaya meets Jonathan, Kanaya quickly throws Jonathan's hand. Kanaya quickly took whatever she needed after that Kanaya immediately headed for the cashier.


"How much is everything, Ma'am?" ask Kanaya.


"Everything eighty-five thousand."


Kanaya takes the money out of her wallet, but Jonathan hands her ATM card to the cashier.


"Sir, all I pay for Miss's groceries" exclaimed Jonathan.


Kanaya stared intently at Jonathan and quickly handed the cashier a hundred thousand.


"Sir, I pay for the change myself just take it for Mama."


Kanaya took the bag and immediately left the mini market and again Jonathan could only exhale. After paying for his groceries, Jonathan chases Kanaya.


Jonathan pulls Kanaya's hand, causing Kanaya to flinch and be shocked.


"Wait for Kanaya, I beg you I just want to talk to you. I want to apologize for all my previous treatment with you."


Kanaya threw out Jonathan's hand and looked at Jonathan with a very sharp gaze.


"Sorry?"


"Yes, I confessed wrong and all this time I couldn't live quietly because I was always haunted by feelings of guilt with you, I beg you to forgive me so that I can live in peace without being overshadowed by guilt again."


"If every mistake can be solved with an apology, everyone will not be deterred that he will continue to make mistakes because he thinks he will be able to finish with an apology. Don't you have a brain? after what you've done to me, now you can easily apologize? was it when you treated me cruelly, you thought about how I felt? do you think about the consequences of your actions? there are many children out there who go crazy and even commit suicide because they do not have the strength to accept the bullyan they receive!" kanaya.


Jonathan was flabbergasted, and he found out that his treatment made Kanaya suffer.


"I hate you so much more than anything, so it's useless for you to apologize to me because I will never forgive you and I'm asking from now on don't bother me and get out of my life don't show up in front of me again!" kanaya.


Kanaya immediately ran away from Jonathan, really Jonathan was confused how else.


"How about if Kanaya finds out who slandered her turns out to be me, surely Kanaya will hate me even more," said Jonathan.


Kanaya entered the house and ran straight to her room.


"Why are you?" shouted Wati.


"Tea, where is the chocolate of Sisi's order!" shouted Sisi.


Kanaya did not listen to the cries of Wati and Sisi, Kanaya went inside her room and immediately dropped herself on the bed.


Kanaya drowned her face on the pillow, it is true what Kanaya said a lot out there children who became crazy, traumatized, even to suicide because they did not get the bullyan they received.


Kanaya not only did not feel that, she even used to commit suicide as well but Kanaya still had faith and she also thought about her parents because she was the only hope of her parents. Honestly, only both of his parents had been the encouragement of Kanaya all this time.


"Do I hate him wrong? am I wrong not to forgive him? even I just hate and don't want to forgive him, unlike those who have been mentally tormenting me constantly" said Kanaya.


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Time went very fast, since returning from the mini market Kanaya did not leave the room making Wati feel worried.


Tok.dok..


"Come on, let's have dinner!"


Kanaya, who had just come out of the bathroom, finally opened the door of her room and how surprised Wati was when she saw Kanaya's eyes that looked so swollen.


"Yes Alloh Aya, why are you? are you crying?"


"It's okay to be Bi."


"Don't lie to Auntie, honestly why are you?"


"She just misses Mom and Dad, Bi."


Wati rubbed Kanaya's head while smiling. "Yes, next month we go home later let your aunt come home from the village."


"Thank you Bi."


"Yes, don't cry anymore, now we eat first."


Kanaya finally followed her Aunt for dinner, Auntie as well as her Mom not to know that she was crying because people in the past often came back.


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