
Rendra went into his room and locked it from the inside, Rendra did not immediately go to sleep instead walking towards the window opening a window of standing and staring at the sky scattered with the brilliance of stars there.
The atmosphere of the Night was calm and Beautiful but not as calm and beautiful as his restless heart. Between prestige and Missing, Between Love and self-esteem all work in his soul.
"What you are doing now Nes, is there really no room for Me anymore, is it true that we will no longer be together, I miss you so much but I also don't want to look weak and whiny in front of you, even though my heart really wants you so much, Are you able to accept Bara with her current state, as well, I'm sure you must have known everything, knowing Bara's cheating but why you kept quiet and didn't come to me, don't tell me you don't have my phone number, I'm sure my number is out of your head whether you hate me that much, so that you don't even call me. "
Rendra smiled wryly by occasionally rubbing his face rough by still continuing to monologue himself. Maybe it's not a mistake that makes you not want to remember and care about me but your hatred, I want it to feel like I don't care anymore so that between us have the same taste, he said, but my heart could not until this very moment and until this very moment I am still waiting for you to come back to me, but why is your attitude so cold to me such a fortunate man, although doing wrong still get sorry and your love is proven until this moment you still choose with him, while I, _____
Rendra paused his words again smiling, a real smile laughing at his own stupid self, no longer cared for but still faithfully waiting even no matter how beautiful the temptation that comes to him can not make the Faith in his heart unshaken, not deaf and do not know some new and old employees who pursue him do not in the least call himself a very cold Doctor, he said, once a very Beautiful Female Sister was challenged to approach her even clearly on her ring finger there was an engagement ring with no shame and hesitantly entered into her Personal Room and locked it.
At first, Rendra did not understand the intention of the newly arrived Female Sister at the Hospital where she worked for about a week.
She is the most Famous Sister in City X due to her skills and was accidentally sent by Doctor Barazk Wiliam to join her Hospital.
Rendra was a little surprised when, without further ado, Sister Monica William was very firm and outspoken, offering to give her warmth.
At first, Rendra thought that his employee Sister was not warass or he was in a very sad position so without shame and hesitation to invite him to make love.
"Come out if nothing matters and you're wrong if you want to offer warmth to me I'm not interested" Rendra said calmly.
Very clearly visible anger from the Woman in front of him, Her face turned red and one crazy thing that Rendra never imagined, The woman actually bravely advanced closer.
" Are you not interested in seeing this, "
Without hesitation the woman immediately undressed on top of her and revealed a skin that was so smooth and white with two very challenging mountains.
At first Rendra is surprised by the recklessness of one of his new Sisters, but a few seconds later Rendra smiles in a slant.
"I don't like to be responsible for dishes that are deliberately given for free" Rendra said casually.
The woman was not surprised at all let alone disappointed by the reply of the Doctor who was in front of her.
"Doctor take it easy, I'm not asking the Doctor to take responsibility after this, because I'm getting married soon, look I'm engaged but I'm very interested in making love with you Doctor and I'll gladly give up my personality on you, let's have fun. "
Rendra raised one eyebrow and then smiled obliquely.
"You just look for someone else because I don't have any taste and yes put your clothes back on because everything you have on you doesn't interest me.'
The tone of the voice that was very calm and cold impressed made the woman in front of Rendra glare.
Rendra did not care about the reaction of the Woman in front of him, stepped calmly leaving his study with a spare key that was always in his pocket.
It was obvious Monica's disappointed and angry face even as she was upset stomping her feet on the floor.
A few minutes later, a Sister came into the room laughing loudly, making Monica even more upset and furious.
"Hahaha, let's not you undress on you that Doctor Rendra will be interested in you shopping all over it will not make him tempted. "calls one of the Sisters who entered the room.
Speech from one of the Sisters who have long worked at this hospital, Sister Yuni He said that Doctor Rendra had no interest in touching anyone other than his wife who is now his ex-wife.
Out of curiosity Monica finally asks who is his Wife or who is the Ex-Wife Doctor Rendra, Sister Yuni explains and says Vanessa is the Wife of Doctor Rendra who is now his ex-wife.
Since then Sister Monica's attitude no longer crossed the line even though occasionally Rendra could see, if Sister Monica secretly often stole a glance at him.
Rendra does everything so that the Son of Alena can feel happiness as well as Alena can continue to live happily.
Time and again Rendra gave orders to Alena to immediately find a companion but as if deaf Alena too, until now there is no intention to marry again and it is not a problem and burden for Rendra because for him it is not a matter of giving affection to the Son of Alena but does not give promises and opportunities Alena to get into his heart.
Evidently some way also failed Alena did. As if Rendra's heart is not shaken, maybe if other people who are new to know will say if Doctor Rendra is a man who is not Normal because he is not interested in any Woman and as beautiful as any she.
Even Alena who is in this House even if she would willingly give warmth and satisfaction for him but really there is not the slightest taste for other women other than Vanessa ex-wife.
The thing that was difficult for him to bear when close to Vanessa, the raaaaah gaaiii suddenly came up but unfortunately he could never convey.
Again Rendra smiled wryly, realizing how difficult it was to get forgiveness and the heart of his ex-wife again, let alone his love Remembers him not, even though it was so painful and so painful, but it was very painful, I don't know why he is still faithfully waiting even though he knows maybe everything is in vain.
Rendra again closed the window and the mosquito net and then tried to lay her body on the bed with a heart and mind that floated it would be very beautiful if you were by my side and somehow I could hold back and I'll stop myself if we meet again tomorrow.
Will I be able to see yourself making out with your Husband, it must be able and must be able to that is the determination that Rendra is doing all to want to know and make sure that the people he loves are okay and happy.
Let her wounded self as long as she can see her Son and Ex-wife happy.
Rendra began to lay down his body on the bed and put his cellphone, lament-sayup heard a song that was quite loud.
The song is currently popular where the verse is really touching, a song sung by Tri Asylum with the title Seduce God.
When I look up at the sky, do you look at it.
Try closing your drizzling eyes like tears.
I hope you can wait, I hope to meet you.
I swear to death I miss you,
I try to seduce my Lord, to pray in my prostration, if we are destined to be united how happy my Heart is...
Have you Your Grace the jewels I have, I call your Name in our Smoga Prayer together.
Hot cold it feels like Rendra's heart is listening to the song that so feels insinuated himself, the song that is currently popular and dinyayikan by Tri Asylum makes Rendra like entering in her.
With a quick movement Rendra jumped down from the bed and immediately opened the door and it appears Robi is smiling while winking her eyes.
"Robi, it's you, brisik tau, turn off the music brisik...!
"Cieeee, brisik what brisik, " said Robi tease make Rendra attractive and mengeweeer Robi's ears.
"Sir, Ren is sick, yaaa I've turned off the music,"
"Sana went back to where my workroom slept there, "
"Well I want to sleep here, I know tonight you won't be able to sleep quietly, patient Ren, tomorrow you will meet, '
"Robii...! buugh, "Rendra hits her little friend then climbs onto the Bed and pulls the blanket over her body from toe to top of the head making Robi shake her head.
"Based on love, it can also make people bapeeerann so yes I'm sure Rendra in the blanket can not sleep and he wants to be early in the morning, I'm sure Rendra in the blanket can not sleep and he wants to be soon morning, Uncle there is just I want to see the moment they meet tomorrow precisely in love duty, Huuuffp patiently, smoga tomorrow Uncle cancel his duty so I can find them must be exciting, exciting, the one stubborn one with a high prestige, I wonder what if I meet again, ' said Robi who began to lay her body on the bed beside Rendra.