The Cold Empress But Very Loving
Part 22 Walking On The Beach Alone.
Emperor James was sleeping with Ariana in his arms. Ariana, for the first time, felt her heart and mind were not working together while carrying out her duties as Emperor James. His mind hates David-faced Emperor James, and Ariana keeps her eyes closed whenever they both do. But lately Ariana began to enjoy the treatment of Emperor James to him. Ariana is confused by her feelings for Emperor James. Ariana slowly let go of the hand of Emperor James who was holding her, and Ariana was sitting on the bedside looking at the face of Emperor James, her husband who was sleeping. The handsome face was very similar to David and saw the handsome face of Emperor James, making Ariana always remembered the betrayal of David who incised a very deep wound in his heart.
"My heart hurts every look at your face, it hurts but every day I have to interact with you, James," Ariana said in her heart.
"Surprisingly, lately my feelings have been mixed up with you. I hate you but the gentleness of your attitude towards you makes me start enjoying our relationship" Ariana's inner self again in her heart.
Ah,"******* Ariana was heard when Ariana sighed because her chest felt tight with pain. To relieve the sadness and pain felt by her, Ariana decided to take a walk to the beach.
Ariana put on her robe and walked out of the room and slowly closed the door of the room to keep Emperor James from waking up. Ariana noticed that her surroundings were quiet and decided to go through a door specifically reserved for servants to go in and out, and there were certainly no guards standing guard at the door. Ariana continued to walk to the door of the waiter, and sure enough no one stood guard at the door. Ariana easily left the villa and walked towards the beach. Even though it is night, on the beach there is still a torch light that is deliberately placed on the beach, so the beach is not completely dark. Ariana walked slowly and finally reached the beach. Ariana stood on the beach and looked at the sea and the waves that came breaking the beach. It's been four weeks since Emperor James and his honeymoon in this villa. The atmosphere of this villa is on the beach so that romance is always created when Emperor James invites his wife, Ariana to walk on the beach at sunrise and sunset. On the beach Emperor James always embraced him affectionately and even had sex with him.
Ariana who stared at the waves and looked at the night sky felt a great silence in her heart. The pain of being betrayed by David always overshadowed him and made his heart ache and sad every time he saw Emperor James. Tonight Ariana felt very longing for her parents. Ariana has not seen them for a long time.
'How are Mom and Dad?" ariana in his heart.
"They must have been very sad about my situation, and couldn't meet me" Ariana said.
The strong Ariana felt her heart was very sad and somehow Ariana tears just fell and fell on her cheeks. Ariana feels lonely in this country, feels foreign and misses her parents very much. Ariana despite being the queen in this country and having a husband, the ruler of this country still feels very lonely. Emperor James was very kind to her, treating her gently and even loving her very much. But still, Ariana found it difficult to love James, the pain in her heart always tormented him every time she looked at the face of Emperor James. Indeed, the two faces are similar, which distinguishes only hair color and eye color. Ariana was sad to be in this place in the 18th century, and became the wife of an Emperor whose face resembled David.
Ariana shouted loudly on the beach, venting all the flavors in her heart. Ariana shouted as loud as she could until her voice became hoarse. Ariana sat in the sand and daydreamed while looking at the sea with tears still falling.
"I hate you David" Ariana screamed again. Ariana's screams colored this silent night. When Ariana was crying and screaming suddenly Ariana felt her stomach cramp and it felt very painful.
"Sick," said Ariana, holding her stomach.
Ariana sat down while holding her stomach, cramping. Tears of sadness and tears of pain Ariana fell on Ariana's cheeks. Ariana was about to return to the villa and asked Emperor James for help, but Ariana, who was in pain, did not move her legs. The pain was even stronger than the pain when menstruation was usually every menstruation Ariana felt her stomach cramp but never as sick as this. Ariana continued to hold her stomach and a glimmer of awareness slipped in Ariana's mind that this month Ariana had not got a period and Ariana was already five days late from Ariana's menstrual schedule.
"Why is it sick like this?' asked Ariana while holding her stomach which felt very painful.
"James," Ariana groaned painfully while holding onto her stomach. The pain slowly made Ariana's consciousness disappear. Ariana felt her eyes begin to blur and Ariana who was crouching while holding her stomach, slowly fell into the sand and did not move anymore. Ariana fainted due to the pain in her stomach which was very painful.
Meanwhile, in the cold room of the large bed, Kajsar James who was sleeping soundly, having a nightmare, his beloved Empress Ariana was standing on the beach facing the high seas, tears on Ariana's cheeks. Ariana cried and shouted at the beach, shouting her name and shouting words containing Ariana's hatred for her.
"I hate you so much, James. Until whenever I won't love you" cried Ariana in tears.
"Ariana, no," cried Emperor James who finally woke up with sweat on his forehead.
Emperor James clutched his chest in fear of losing his wife, Ariana.