
''Do you recognize this, Van?'' asked Arga while showing a necklace with a blue-eyed pendant to Vanya. The necklace he once found under the pillow of the hotel was dug.
'That canyon?' it was Vanya who recognized the necklace. The necklace is his true identity. The necklace left by her parents when she was a baby. He lost the necklace while he was in Bali.
Vanya who saw the necklace instantly glared in surprise. Then he unconsciously stood up from his seat. His hand grip began to loosen, making the glass drop beneath him.
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Crushed. The glass shattered like his heart at this moment. His mind drifted away considering the events of five years ago. The incident that became the point where he felt to be the world's most despicable human being.
'How is it possible?' inner Vanya asked.
Lost her honor on the night of her graduation. Especially with someone he doesn't know. Whereas during his education, Vanya always limited himself with men. Never once did he have a lover because he was still focused on his studies.
But who would have thought, on the night of the celebration, he was even eaten by persuading his friends to make himself drunk. Even so bad, he entered the wrong hotel room to make himself end up in the bed of a man he did not recognize.
''Ba-how is that possible?'' asked Vanya with eyes that had started to water. His body trembled violently then slowly retreated backwards.
The panicked Arga saw the reaction shown by Vanya instantly tried to approach him. But just one step, Vanya has given the code for him to stop.
''Stop, Ar-Arga. Do not come closer, said Vanya with tears that began to drip from both corners of her eyes.
''Van?'' call Arga.
''Is that man you, Arga?'' ask Vanya. Although the evidence is in the hands that shows that Arga is a man who has taken his holiness, but in his heart he still wants to reject the reality.
''Van?'' call Arga again. He was very tormented to see Vanya who now looks tearful with hateful look at him.
''ANSWER ME!'' snapped Vanya. Arga.
Seeing Arga's inertia proves the truth that he is the man who came from his past. A jerk who has taken his honor.
Vanya shook her head, as if in disbelief with this extremely painful reality. The man who has always filled his mind lately is the man who has made him lose his pride. Wh why? Why is fate so cruel to her. When he began to have a sense of himself, but it turns out he was also the man who played a role in his life that turned messy.
Vanya continued to shed tears, but there was no sound of sobbing from her. His gaze gradually dimmed, repeatedly trying to exhale. The tightness in his heart was tormenting him greatly. While Arga can now only bow, regretting his actions in the past. Although it is not actually Arga's fault entirely because at that time Vanya was the one who knocked on the door of his room.
''You know? That day was actually the happiest day of my life, Vanya said breaking the silence of the night. He told me about the incident. Arga just kept quiet while lowering his head. Now they are facing each other, although their distance is quite far.
''It was my graduation day and also the day I got my first job in modeling. You can shadow, right? How happy am I?'' vanya asked as her gaze glared away in the past. Arga was still faithful to his lordship without interrupting Vanya's words.
''But who would have thought, it turns out that behind the success I achieved, there is a price I have to pay for it all. Yes, I admit I came to your room. I was under the influence of alcohol at the time. But shouldn't you have made that an opportunity for you to desecrate me, Arga? Why?'' vanya asked Arga. He looked at Arga with both of his cheeks wet with tears. Especially because of the loss of purity that also makes Marcell treat him very rude. Marcell's disappointment in him was deep because he thought Vanya was still holy. But in reality he considers it the same as other women out there.
''Forgive me, Vanya. On the events of the past. But why did you leave me in the morning?'' said Arga who now turned to ask Vanya. He remembers how he woke up in the morning alone. He even knew if they did it repeatedly until the early hours of the morning. But when he woke up in the morning, he could not see who was next to him.
Vanya looked towards Arga. He seemed to be inexhaustible with the way of Arga's mind at this time. In fact, he was very frightened when he realized he was in bed with a foreign man without a thread. Can't think long other than running away as fast as possible.
''You still ask why, Arga? Since childhood I was taught by the mother of the orphanage in order to take care of myself as best as possible. Do not fall into a free association that can later have a bad impact on me. Moreover, the mother of the home strongly upholds the cultural values and self-esteem of a woman, replied Vanya.
''Then, when I had finished my education, I also made that mistake. Only fear is in my heart and mind. Therefore I must leave as soon as possible before the man beside me awakens.
''But do you know, Vanya? When I woke up and did not see you, I immediately looked for you, said Arga.
Hearing these words instantly made Vanya look up. He looked at Arga with an incredulous look at the words coming out of Arga's mouth.
''You don't believe it, do you?'' asked Arga with a faint smile. Vanya just kept silent not answering.
''That morning I ordered my men to search for your whereabouts, Vanya. But I don't know you either, this necklace is the only thing you left at the time. There's no way I can find you with this necklace, right?'' said Arga. He remembered how frustrated he was when he could not find Vanya. Even his search for the woman he smeared last night was fruitless even for months.
''Even I checked all the cctv around the hotel, but I can't track your departure, Vanya. Plus the damage to the cctv in the hallway front of the door of the room makes me very difficult to find you. Now it's time for me to ask you, Vanya. How did you escape then, hm? Not even my men can find you. Moreover, the hotel was crowded because there was a party held right on that day, said Arga while staring fixedly at Vanya. He moved his foot forward towards Vanya.
While Vanya he actually rewinds his steps trying to avoid Arga who is getting closer and closer.
''A-i ...''
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