
FLASHBACKS
I don't know what I'm doing right now. I held onto the cheeks of the little boy who would later become darkness. Her eyes that looked at me innocently as well and her face that was so cute, was she really that darkness?
"If you're talking to someone you should look him in the eye!?" Me tell him. That's because he just avoided my eyes when we talked. Strangely, he was crying. I was so panicked that I never saw a child cry. Right, the darkness that is now is just a child who does not know what about him. Now he does not recognize me who is his sworn enemy. This might be a good chance to kill him. I will do it quickly. Why am I hugging him now?
"S already, don't cry anymore." I patted his back like I was patting a baby's back. I think I'm the one who's crazy for daring to plop up the havoc like that.
After a few days I always played with him like a real kid. I just found out that she has a smile like that. Why am I just realizing it now, the reason he often stared blankly at the lake was because he was lonely. Not because he's starting to remember who he is. 'Maybe I can turn it into an existence that doesn't threaten the world or consider it really like family? No no no, what I was thinking. One day he will remember everything and become a more ruthless criminal figure. I can't be complacent with her innocent face right now.' Jun thought as he stared at Zhen sharply.
Not long did Zhen see Jun who was currently looking at him, "What's wrong?" Asked Zhen with his innocent face.
"There's nothing, than that let's go to the lake! Tonight there must be a lot of fireflies there." Take me while holding Zhen's wrist. As I held her, she smiled like she was enduring pain. His hands were shaking when I held them. Strange, I just held it. Is that sick?
We arrived at the gazebo near the lake. As I thought, tonight is firefly season. There's a lot of light flying here. Silently silent I glanced at Zhen, he smiled happily at the firefly. I unconsciously smiled with him. Whereas in the past all he showed was a sneaky evil smile. But now it's turning into an angel.
A few days later, I hadn't seen Zhen at all after that night. He disappeared without a trace even though I used my tracking style. Where exactly is he? I asked some of the servants who were usually on duty in his room, but they answered that Zhen was always in the room. Even though I know they're lying but I can't do anything. After a few days he appeared suddenly.
He walked into his room with limp legs. Eh? What the hell's going on? His face was as bleak as before. A face that shows no life expectancy for tomorrow. I ran towards him and held his hand before opening the door. He saw me surprised. "Tell me, what happened?" I asked without a second thought. Why do I care about him? Whether he wants to get hurt or not is his business. Why would I care? I don't get it.
"I. tripped over a rock." The answer is not long. The face was pale and there was blackness under his eyes. Could it be caused by a stone? I can't believe it.
"Then let's heal your legs." I don't know what I'm doing is right or wrong. I should have killed him without worrying like this. But I helped him without a second thought.
Zhen sat on the bed while I smeared the medicine onto his leg. When I held her leg, her bone was broken. But because our healing is fast so a broken leg like this will heal on its own. He didn't even scream in pain when I pressed his wound.
"Didn't it hurt?" Ask her.
But she smiled at me instead, "It's nothing." The answer is without doubt.
How can a child seem to say a broken bone is nothing. I mean, she doesn't even remember who she is and when she gets hurt like this she says nothing. As fast as it heals but the pain still hurts. Especially if he is a kid like this. Someone must have broken his leg on purpose, I'm sure.
Some days I always go to his room to see how he is. Zhen lay sick with a fever because his dantian was injured. Although it was not severe but it had an effect on him that still could not use his power. And I'm currently on my way to Zhen's room. But not yet inside his room I felt a black Qi from inside.
"What's going on? Are you okay? answer me!" I asked while shaking his body. He opened his eyes slowly, his eyes looking different than usual. There was a straight line in her red eyes with black eyes under her eyes. Those were the exact same eyes when he saw me first.
"I. I don't know. Suddenly.my chest hurts.and my head.it feels like." Zhen replied with a stingy breath.
Maybe it's what I thought. "Did you see another memory?" This is my estimate. But maybe this is a sign that he will remember something.
"Hah.. hah, yes, there is a memory...other....in my head..it hurts…"
I looked at Zhen vigilantly. Could it be time to kill him? He started to remember his old self. I hid the white dagger in my right hand to stab him in the heart. There was no chance of killing him. When I wanted to stick a dagger at him, he suddenly held my left hand. He looked at me with his helpless gaze.
"Sister,... You... will stay............ Right?… I'm very lonely." He looked at me as if he knew everything. But he doesn't know everything.
The dagger in my hand started to shake. No, it was my hands that started shaking. I could have easily killed him. But now it feels so heavy just to stab him. "Yes, I'll be here with you." Why would I say that? And maybe one day I'll kill him even more cruelly.
He smiled happily despite enduring the tremendous pain in his chest.
I slowly kept the sharp dagger in my hand. Maybe I'd better find another way to kill him. "Zhen, I'll ease the pain, you have to endure it?!" I put both my hands right into Zhen's chest. More precisely to his heart. I decided to seal his memories from there. Since he gave me his heart first, then his heart must be the trigger he can remember. I have to successfully seal it.
As I told her, she endured the greater pain I gave her. Without shouting one bit. He simply endured his pain by gritting his teeth and holding on to the side of the bed. This seal will not be easily removed even if the heart is destroyed and replaced with another heart. As long as I'm alive and he doesn't touch the old part of his heart, then everything will be fine.
After I gave her the eye seal, it changed back to what it was. He smiled back at me, still unbelievable the person who used to hate me so much now even smiled innocently in front of me. If you had known I sealed your memories, you would have cursed me from the bottom of your heart.
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