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me and my mother-in-law are still in the orphanage, now we are playing with the child² of the orphanage.It was fun, I did not think I would quickly get along with them.
kira² there are about 50 small children and 10 of them are children² who will enter the teenage phase.I tell stories that I know, as I guess, as I guess, they were all very enthusiastic and sat neatly listening to me tell a story.
I looked at them one by one, there were bright smiles from their faces that made my heart calm.Just like them, I also felt very happy, I don't know why I feel that I already have maternal instincts.
while I was joking with the child², I turned to look at the mother-in-law who was sitting in the chair alone while looking at us. either because my eyes were wrong or my eyes were blurred, I was so scared, I was like seeing a smile on his lips that led to me. Because it was not so clear because of our considerable distance, I also considered it a hallucination, it is impossible that my in-laws who have always been indifferent to me arrived² turned warm like that.
I left anak² for a while so that they could play more freely, I walked up to the queen mother and sat beside her, we sama² gazed towards the front, looking at the children who were playing with joy.
arriving² I heard the voice of my mother-in-law who was talking to me, I turned my head, looked at her in wonder, her mouth kept talking but her eyes were fixed towards the front.
I listened to her, it turns out she was talking about her life journey before she became queen.Unlike I imagined, it turns out her life story is not much different like mine.
"i was just an illegitimate child, my birth was not expected by anyone when I was 7 years old, I was taken to my father's palace and raised there because the mother who always wasted me was gone. I grew up in the palace without love and compassion, she said, I began to learn and learn to be the first to be acknowledged by my father, but the results were nil, he remained indifferent to me. And one day, he was, my step-sister who was very dear to my father died from falling in the pool" after speaking until there arrived² my mother-in-law was silent, she seemed to be hiding a lot of things, she was hiding a lot, but I don't know what he's covering, only he and God know.
"what after that did you get his attention? " i asked out of curiosity, I was not satisfied if I had to listen to only half of the story.
and she continued, "I kept trying to improve my academic grades, and gradually, my father started to look at me. And in the end, when I managed to become queen, she said, he just acknowledged me as a child".
somehow my mother-in-law told me all that, I'm sure she's trying to convey something that I don't understand. I'm trying to examine her every word², I'm sure, but when I tried to think about it more deeply my head even hurt. It's so damned, why I can only understand the word² from my husband while the word² from my mother-in-law does not.
it did not feel like the day was getting late in the afternoon, my mother-in-law and I went home. Anak² the orphanage and their caregivers drove us away until we entered the car.
they all waved when the car I was driving had started to run, I who saw it also responded to the wave of their hands. in my heart I hope that hopefully I can meet the orphanage's son² back.
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alan stands on foot, while Mey and Queen Elizza walk over. Alan immediately bowed his body to greet his mother when her mother was standing in front of him, as well as the bay, he also bowed.
after greeting him, Alan asked "where are you out of? ".
" my mother and I are out of the house, there is fun, pankapan I will take you there, you will certainly be very happy if you meet them" said mey with a clean face. if it's interpreted in a different way, he's actually saying 'I'm really happy to go with your mother' that's the real meaning.
"really? " ask Alan while raising one eyebrow up, and then I answer him with a reassuring nod.
"well, next time I'll collect your promise to take me there" Alan returned the smile, then took his wife's hand and said "thank you for bringing my wife to Jalan², if there is nothing else, I say retreat" he concluded, then he pulled mey's arm and took her to the room.
without them knowing it, Queen Elizzah was watching those who were walking away from her, and even Queen Elizzah herself was not aware of the small smile on her lips when she saw her son and daughter-in-law holding hands. I don't know what's on his mind right now, only he knows.
after arriving in the room, Mey immediately collapsed on the mattress.his body was very tired, for some reason after climbing the stairs the energy in his body was drained.
"heh... Why are you? " ask Alan who is sitting on the sofa while loosening the tie and shirt he still wears.
"i'm tired, I want to sleep, please don't talk to me now" replied mey in a lethargic voice.unlike usual, arrived² his body felt very weak.only the first time mey felt this, I'm sure, whereas before when he did more activities, his body is fine² only and not as fragile now.
"did my mom just tell you to take a rock until you looked like a dying man?! " Alan kept babbling, but Mey didn't say a single word.
then Alan stepped closer to mey, and it turned out that his wife was asleep like a baby. because seeing mey who was already soundly going to sleep made Alan undo his intention to ask about the problem of messages on his HP. then he confirmed mey's sleeping position and covered his wife's body using a blanket.
Alan stared at mey for a while while stroking² mey's fine hair with a smiling face, after which he continued by kissing his wife's forehead.
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the next day, Mey felt unwell, even when eating together with family, she vomited².