The Curse of the Pregnant Bride
Don't Want to Be Honey

After Arsen returned from the hospital, Arsen found Edel asleep in the living room seems Edel is waiting for him, guilt dominates Arsen, about how Arsen should talk to his wife, this is how Arsen should be, edel would understand.

Arsen slowly slipped his arms between his knees and intersected his back his wife wanted to hold Edel, but he had not yet lifted Edel but the woman was awake.

"Arsen, have you gone home? is it so busy that you get home in the morning" The wall clock shows at 2 a.m.

Arsen could not afford to lie to his wife nor did he become a good man if he had to cover up his mistakes.

but Arsen was so hesitant to start opening his mouth where he had to talk about Ray and his past, about Clara and the problems that were happening to him now.

"Last day I was very busy, please forgive me yes. You must be waiting?, you sleep first I will clean myself". Arsen carried Edel and spoke while walking

when Arsen was about to move to the bathroom Edel stopped his steps. " Tell me what's up Arsen?. Don't keep everything yourself".

after thinking long enough in his silence Arsen opened his mouth with a heart

"Edel listen to me, you know I'm a depraved man who's a real jerk".

"Just say don't twist around".

Arsen breathed a heavy sigh...

"I used to have a lover named Clara, she was my first love. I was in a relationship with him from when I was 15, 3 years passed my relationship went very well until one day Clara's parents banned our relationship, because they thought I was just a poor orphan that I was hiding my identity, until one day we crossed the line in love".

"You fucked her?"

Arsen lowered his head, as if admitting his mistake. "Sorry!"

"Then?" as much as possible Edel strengthened his heart to hear the continuation of the story of the tall man in front of him now

"We used to love each other. I don't know after that Clara was lost as if swallowed by the earth, I'm afraid to try to find her until I meet her again we continue our story even in the case of her family, my relationship grew further and for the second time he left me without saying goodbye, and now he's back with a boy holding me accountable".

Krakkk... Cracks had Edel's heart wound that yesterday tried to heal Edel is now gaping back

as bitter as this is the path that must be passed by him, until happiness is reluctant to approach him

"Edel you can punish me as much as you want, you can judge me but please don't try to leave me" Arsen pleaded with both hands clenched on his knees.

"What does Clara want from you?, as a form of accountability."

"He wants me to marry him".

"It's up to you to judge me what I'm like, but I don't want honey".

"Yes I understand very well, and I also refuse to do so but...." Arsen hung his words.

"But What?.."

"My son is ill with a blood disorder and soon he has to get a spinal cord donor, but in that case it was very difficult and less likely to succeed, the doctor suggested that I have a child back so that I could get stem cells from the placenta in the blood to then do other medical measures".

Edel had heard of the disease which may be rare in the medical world.

Edel was pecking on the spot but his tears were scattering without being able to prevent the shadow of how he lived life dividing his husband in his household really hurt his pride.

"If only I wasn't pregnant now, I would gladly give you those stem cells, it would all be hard because I am Ars" the lyric sounded heartbreaking

"Don't worry if this problem doesn't find a way out we'll make a new map" Arsen wrote.

"I'll remain selfish Ars... Don't want to be honeyed, whatever the reason, if you want to marry Clara for your son or any other reason it's up to you but before Cera." Edel's words hang in stop with Arsen's kiss on him.

"I see, don't you say that damn word,"

"but..."

"I don't have any feelings for Clara, it's all over my love has evaporated nothing left."

"I believe you".

"Whatever happens later as long as you want me next to you I'll do it Edel".

"Sleep don't think about anything". I'll clean myself up". Arsen rushed into the bathroom

In her own moment she cried sobbing in silence, under the warm water, the fate of Clara's return dragged her in wounds and happy simultaneously.

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