The Defense of a Woman..
CHAPTER 184
"Well, now if there's nothing to talk about, go. We can meet later in court, and I hope you don't complicate things. " Pinta Anita directly repels Mahesa gently.
"Well, I didn't expect An to be this simple you let our relationship end just like that. I really don't think, once I make a mistake you immediately end it all. Without forgiveness you can throw me away or even forget me. Did you not see my struggle from the beginning I got you, until we lived together. " Timpal Mahesa tried to remember Anita where the struggle was quite large at that time.
Anita smiled back, looking at the calm face of her baby child who was still in her arms.
"I don't forget Mas, so you don't need to remind me what happened behind, you know, you speak as if you are sure and know that your struggle is not small and it is easy to find myself. Then why did you forget about your own struggle ? if it's true that you feel your struggle is not easy why you betray your own struggle Mas, you get me not easy but why after I you get, you easily wasted right. Just because I couldn't fulfill your will back then, you thought this was easy for me. No. Mas what I do is not as easy as you see, if you ask I am destroyed, yes I am destroyed even more than you feel, if you ask I am sick, if you ask me, yes I'm sick. It hurts more than you feel, then why would I keep it all after the pain and destruction I feel back for ? I'm an ordinary woman Mas, maybe out there a lot of great women who want to forgive her husband when he was caught betraying her, but I don't belong to such a great woman, I can't. " Anita replied tightening her speech while holding back a puddle of tears that almost fell from her eye patch.
At that time Mahesa felt that her attempt to get an apology from Anita was a selfishness, but Mahesa's self could not and would never be willing to part with Anita as well as her child.
Mahesa just nods her head, it looks very clear if in her eyes there are so many tears that she wants to spill. I don't know where or when the tears will fall.
Mahesa left and Anita went into her room without looking at her husband.
Inside her room, Anita put her tiny baby to bed very carefully. After she felt her baby was comfortable.
Only then did Anita spill her tears without a sound in the corner of her room. The sobbing without sound was very painful, not infrequently Anita silenced her own mouth, because she did not want if there was one person to hear her sobbing.