
I sat down with Doctor Damar, curiosity I could no longer hold. The vanilla latte in session hasn't even been tasted at all.
"So tell me what exactly happened ?" I asked Doctor Damar.
"What do you want to know?" askalanya.
"Everyone, why did Nadira's doctor and mother know Mas Refan?" what message does Miss Nadira mean?? " why weren't you honest from the beginning?" I can no longer control myself, rather than asking one by one I'd rather just ask everything, save time.
Doctor Damar again sipped a pitch-black coffee from his glass.
"Hm.. Actually Refan is the son of my uncle" he explained making me more curious.
"But I've never seen Doctor Damar present at the big family event Mas Refan" I said.
"My parents died when I was in Junior High, after which I lived with my mother's family in Malaisya "he replied.
"Then, since when did the doctor and Mas Refan meet? "
" I was one of the Team Doctors who treated Refan when he was admitted to the Hospital, I accidentally met Uncle Nando, Refan's father . From there I knew that it turned out that Refan was my cousin's sister.
"Then the message?" fact after fact began to unfold, it turns out that from the beginning we already have a connection.
"Before Refan's operation had time to leave a message to me, if something happens to him I have to take care and... " Doctor Damar's sentence paused, he looked me in the eye with a hard-to-understand look.
"And what's doc??"
"And married his wife and loved his son like my own son" concluded the doctor Damar.
Like being hit by a big stone, again - again my chest is crowded to accept new facts, How could Mas Refan leave me to the person he just knew, he just said, even though they were mating but they only met while in the hospital, is it true that Mas Refan trusted Doctor Damar, then why should I ask doctor Damar to marry me, ah... I feel like I'm going to lose consciousness.
"Why is the new doctor seeing me now?" why not 4 years ago?" ask again.
"At that time I and several other expert doctors were assigned to the conflict area in country P, more than a year we settled there, busyness made me forget the mandate of Refan" explained Dr. Damar again.
"Then, why are you seeing me now? I mean, what because now the doctor needs me to be the doctor just remember Mas Refan's mandate,?" I held my sobs, somehow I felt disappointed in Doctor Damar . If Madame Nadira is not sick and needs help, maybe the doctor Damar will ignore the mandate of Mas Refan.
"It's not that Akira, when I came back from there I tried several times to see you, but your very closed attitude made me retreat, several times I called but not even once my phone you picked up" Call Doctor Damar, now his eyes are red. Maybe he doesn't accept my accusations.
"Doctor Damar can go to Mas Refan's parents and ask them for their help to get a message to me," I still chuckle with my conclusion that Doctor Damar never tried to convey the mandate of Mas Refan.
"Then, if you've heard the message and trust Mas Refan from me what would you do? you want to marry me ? or at least do you want to accept my help?" You're so secretive of Akira, you shut down all access to people who want to get close to you" Doctor Damar said in a firm and heavy tone, as if he was holding back his emotions.
I fell silent, realizing that this was happening mumgkin because of my very closed attitude and avoiding the world around me, after the departure of Mas Refan I was like losing my world, I have absolutely no interest in interacting or opening up to anyone, except Ziko, my son.
"About, even though I wasn't present in person to you and Ziko but, I was always watching you, "it's clear that his voice is starting to soften.
"Aren't you curious, why Ziko was able to accept me so quickly?"
"Doctor mean?"
"Before knowing you I've known Ziko, several times I met Ziko at her school, You can ask her after meeting later "Doctor Damar again sip his black coffee is almost exhausted.
my breath, I don't know what to say anymore, every fact just makes me confused.
Doctor Damar shifted the vanilla latte towards me, "Drink first, whatever your decision I will make you accept it, at least you know about Refan's message"
"Thank you doc, I need some time to think things through" I said "I'm sorry to accuse doctor Damar of not being - not "more on that.
My doctor and I were sitting in the cafe for a long time, and he even ordered a serving of toast and fruit salad.
We just got up when Sarah contacted us that Nadira's mom would be taken to the lab room to do some checks.
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At 21:00 I, Ziko and Doctor Damar decided to rest at home, in addition to being tired we also feel sultry, we have not cleaned ourselves since arriving this afternoon.
Ziko had already fallen asleep after the shower and had a slightly late dinner.
I put our clothes in the closet, Ziko's clothes were more than I thought, besides she also brought a bag full of toys.
tock..
tock..
tock..
"About, may I enter "cried Doctor Damar from the door.
"Please dock, the door's unlocked"
doctor Damar stepped in, he took his place on the edge of the bed, fixed Ziko's blanket and rubbed his head slowly.
" What's up, doc?"
"Nothing, why haven't you slept?"
"Not sleepy doc, I also just finished tidying my clothes into the closet "I replied.
"Hm.. I'm sorry to make you and Ziko tired like this" he said.
I smiled, I believed that whatever happened between us was not a coincidence, this was all a fate that could not be avoided.
"No matter the doc, I did this sincerely, Ziko also seemed to enjoy it, even earlier she looked very happy to be playing with Amar and Sarah ".
"Hm..Akira, I guess when are you going to make your decision?" ask Dr. Damar.
" Do you mean doctor ?"
"I mean, the decision to marry me or not, to be honest I'm just an ordinary man Akira, sometimes I can't help my own feelings "doctor Damar looks at me, the net is foggy.
"I may have been a month doc or .." My sentence paused because Doctor Damar changed his position to be close to me.
"Akira's week, just a week "I can no longer hold back on you," Damar's doctor grabbed my cheek and grabbed his forehead on my forehead, I could even feel his warm breath hitting my face.
"Hmmm.." I again dared to open my mouth, now that our neutrals met and somehow Our lips have been linked to each other, the longer the deeper until the consciousness re-ruled me, I pushed Doctor Damar's chest hard, I pushed hard, our bodies drifted away but I could still hear his irregular heartbeat, the same as mine . I tried my hardest to manage my breath, the sweetness was still attached to my lips, a taste that a few seconds ago made me lose my mind.
"I'm out Akira, have a good rest" Doctor Damar stepped out of the room without looking at me,"
"Ah...Almost Only, "murm.
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