
Either because of his guilt or how, rais no longer dared to meet with ara. Whenever ara ordered milk, she always told mila to come to her contract. Arapun is now reluctant to go to Al-aqso mosque, she is afraid to meet rais. But the studies that have been followed so far still he runs with routine. And the queen mother chose silence not to ask what made the son and the doctor feel awkward.
Today the rais deliberately sold her milk rather early, the schedule of her studies is off and she is also not having any hours of practice.
Time off spent in her contract.
And raispun initiative to meet ara and apologize for the incident at that time.
Rais is confused as to what way he wants to meet ara, if he goes directly to the fig house is not possible, because he is afraid of being slandered. Want to ask his phone number to his mother he did not dare. Finally he dared to ask mila.
"Hallo assalamualaikum mil.." rais said by phone to mila.
"Waalaikumsalam mas, what's the matter." asked mila.
"Mas wants to ask for the mobile number of the doctor can..important..."
Mila who is not suspicious in the least immediately asserted and will immediately send a contact ara.
"Still a mile.assalamualaikum. said rais..
Had not been able to answer greetings from his brother, the phone was closed.
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Cling...
One WA notification goes to the phone.
"Assalamualaikum.mbk ara we can meet in the park near the rent ara mbak."
"I want to straighten out the incident when that time mbak.please sorry ya mbak disrupt mbak ara busyness.."
"Waalaikumsalam.baik"
The short answer ara makes the rais even more afraid of not being forgiven.
After meeting, they sat in a chair in the garden. Raispun began his conversation.
"Mbak doctor.eh mbak ara..I want to apologize equally mbak ara. because I have been slow to express my heart to mbak ara...I know that my mother is just a little boy yesterday afternoon who has never been in love before." said Rais opened the conversation.
What is in the mind of rais, is quickly finished the problem he can immediately go home, because if long he can be ashamed of himself to the fig.
"What made you fall in love with me." asked fig with a forward look at the lake near the park.
Rais fell silent, he was confused as to what to answer, because he also did not know the reason why he fell in love with ara.
"why are you silent.answer my question.."desak ara.
Rais was still silent. He was looking for the right reason to answer the fig question. But again he has no reason why he fell heart to ara.
"Why don't you answer. You are confused as to why you fell in love with me." said ara, like tau rais.
"Is..if you just play and feel sorry for my situation with the status of this widow.please sorry is...moreover, you know, my age is no longer the age of teenagers who still want to have fun like young people in general.you know what I mean is.." said ara.
Rais just nodded his head not answering.
Suddenly a quiet mood arrived. This time Rais stared in the face of the fig sitting beside him with a distance of one meter.
"Mbak.. My age is much younger than mbak ara.. and I know mbak..I am not who...not comparable to the work of a mother who works as a doctor, especially a surgeon. (silent trace, then continue), but mbak fig must know, this feeling flows... I don't even know why I should fall in love with mbak ara, my heart should be aware, if the sense of mbak ara is a big mistake.(sit's quiet for a moment, then continue again)... and it must be known also.not because of a doctor, not because of a widow or a daughter of a rich man, not because of a mother,, I promised myself that I would be happy in my own way, even if it was impossible to be ara, because judging from what I have right now..." kat rais at length.
Ara who heard the explanation rais, immediately fell her tears. I don't know what he feels at this time, ara does not answer all rais bookers. Ara was silent crying and crying.
"Mbak do not need to cry mbak..this is my absolute fault.but I beg the same mbak ara, do not avoid my family mbak..if indeed mbak do not like me, just avoid me mbak.. not mother and mila..they feel comfortable familiar with mbak ara.. mbak just calm...but even then if God wills, but if God does not want I can what mbak.
I don't know what is in the mind of the fig at this time, without the word meaning fig directly embraced rais. Rais who was shocked could not avoid the embrace of fig, as if enjoying the embrace of ara, raispun returned the embrace, sinking together in the embrace.
After feeling relieved, aapun took off his embrace, they both just remembered what they did just now is one that is really forbidden by religion.
"Oh Allah what I did just now." said Rais in his heart.
While ara who did not know what to say, the look on her face reddened, she left the park without a word, leaving behind a rais.
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Already a few weeks ago ara not seen to the house of rais, even he did not order milk again through mila. He decided to avoid Rais.
Elsewhere the mother of the rais felt something strange, why ara had not visited her home for several weeks to follow the study. Rais' mother who felt something was wrong finally decided to call ara.
Tuuut.
"Assamalamualaikum ma'am." answered fig with a phone call from rais's mother.
"Waalaikumslam mbak ara.." answered rais' mother.
"Mbak ara why not follow the study for a few weeks,, make it healthy right.." continued rais' mother while asking the state of fig.
Ara was confused as to what to answer. He did not immediately answer the question of rais' mother, because he was in good health.
"Mbak ara.. mbak ara is okay mbak..kok diem.." asked rais' mother again.
"Eh.iya ma'am sorry, ara good aja kok bu, but it is the end of this ara quite busy ma'am, because it has to handle patients who have surgery." answered ara.
Because indeed some days there are two patients who thoracic surgery and involving figs as a team of doctors.
"Ohw that is.thank you if you are healthy aja ara healthy...if you are not busy to the mother's house yes mbak...kangen mother same mbak ara." said rais' mother..
"Siaap ma'am, must have been to my mother's house." answered ara.
"Le..mas rais.. mother may enter the room.." asked rais mother in front of the door of the room rais.
"Whoever is rich..." Rais answered, letting his mother into the room.
"Le.. I want it, how do you like ara, have you apologized as mbak ara..". Ask rais's mother.
"We are good at umm." answered rais.
"Yaudah if so, but remember kalaian not muhrim you know... and never call ara on your phone silently. "message rais.
Rais, who feels guilty to his mother for having met ara a few weeks ago, can't say what.rais just kept his head down, given the events of a few weeks ago, can't say what, he sank into an undue embrace.
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Today ara was quite busy at her service place, she had already done a major operation to her patients. The operation, which took up to 16 hours, made the woman very tired. Even because he was too tired to fall asleep in the hospital. Tya's assistant doctor who accompanied ara not three woke him up. Tya let ara ber rest in the hospital, tya waited for ara to wake up from her sleep.
After two hours, I finally woke up from my sleep. He saw his assistant sleep leaning on the chair.
"What time is this" said ara while looking at the clock in his hand.
"Astagfirullah was four in the morning." said ara while hurrying to wake tya, he invited tya to pray at dawn in the hospital mosque.
After performing their prayers back in the room, they rushed to go home each.
"Dr. Ara wanted to be with him no." said tya offered himself.
"No need yes.I went home alone aja ride ojol" said ara reply.
"Yaudah dr.ara heart yes.tomorrow holiday do dok.." said tya while asking.
"Yes.you are also careful, enough rest.thank you for your work all day until you fall asleep here too." said ara while preparing to go home...
"Same as doc." He answered while busy wearing a jacket.
Once contracted to see a motorbike parked in front of the rented gate, the motorbike was no stranger to figs. But ara confused where the owner of the motorbike, if not possible because the fence is padlocked and the gate is quite high as well.
While glancing at the motorbike parked right in front of the rented gate, ara pulled out a lock key. There was a voice coming from behind.
"Sir.." call the voice.
Ara who recognized the voice immediately turned her head and was shocked. And it turned out to be true, the voice that called out was rais.
"You..why come here." said ara.
"I'm sorry if my arrival is not pleasant." said Rais.
"Let's go in.." answered the fig while letting the rais into the gate.
"Bring your bike in, you're afraid of being lost.here's what vulnerable people say." added ara.
Rais, who did not answer, nodded his head, and pushed his motor into the gate.
"Come in here is... outside the dusty dirty.yet unengined." said ara.
Raispun went into the fig house. This was the first time Rais entered the fig house and was alone.
"Sit down" pinta ara.
"What's up.." added ara asked.
"Sorry mbak.be I did not have the courage to meet mbak ara... but I tried mbak,." said rais.
"Well, what's wrong" asked ara.
"Mbak ara may not like me mbak.bak can refuse my love... because I also know from the attitude of mbak ara, mbak ara really do not like me..but I beg you not to shy away from my family mbak.. mother and mila miss mbak ara.. even every day I ask why mbak ara not take part in the study again...I beg..(stop a moment and continue), let alone mbak ara is studying religion more deeply again, I feel guilty mbak mbak mbak mbak ara because my speech mbak ara not continue to learn mbak..." rais said at length.
Ara did not reply, she just lowered her head.
In the heart of the mumbling fig.."basis little boy, never in love, you should know is if I like you too".
"Mbak ara why not answer mbak.kalu then sorry ya mbak has disrupted the rest mbak ara,, but rais please do consider again said rais earlier..." pinta rais stood up and stepped out of the house.
Just got two steps rais wanted to leave ara, but ara stopped him. Ara immediately stood right in front of the rais. They stared at each other, their gazes deepening. Until the devil who possessed them, their lips meet each other, ara who is already experienced directly******* lips and tongue rais. It seems like rais does not want to lose, even though he is inexperienced but he tries to reply to every mention of fig lips.
After a few minutes they were lulled by satanic desires. They ended the kiss, but they were still drowning in arms.
"Mbak ara.. what have we done this.." whispered rais in a brick voice.
Ara who was immersed in the arms of the rais did not want to answer, she just enjoyed the rhythm of the heart of the rais beating irregularly.
"Mbak.apa mbak ara received my love, why mbak ara want to be my wife.." continued rais who still has not let go of his embrace.
Ara immediately let go of her embrace, while answering.
"I don't know yet.but I don't want to lose you either. but it would be nice for us to be isikharah first.." answered ara.
After the incident just now Ara told rais to go home.
"Come home.thank you for your love.." ask ara.
Raispun immediately assented, but before rais stepped out the door, he held the hand of ara.then he gripped the chin of ara, after which he kissed her forehead.
Along the way the rais thinks, between happiness and fear. He felt happy because his love was reciprocated by the fig, on the other hand he was afraid because it had violated religious norms.