THE EMPEROR'S HANDICAPPED GIRL
I Missed You So Much

"Hoeeeek!! Hoekk!"

This morning Sabia woke up with a crazed feeling of nausea. He sat in the closet and vomited all his stomach contents. But because all day yesterday Sabia did not eat anything, now only water mixed with mucus that he removed from his stomach.

Sabia's tears dripped bitterly, this morning she was nauseous vomiting alone. Her mother went to the market while her father had gone to teach. Had there been an Emperor, he would have gently massaged Sabia's neck while cleaning up the rest of her scattered vomit.

"Hoekkk!" Bia spewed out mucus that tasted bitter.

"Huhuhuhu ..." Her tears broke. This half but his mood was already shrunk formless. "Kai .. huhuhuhu ..."

Feeling that she had cried enough, Sabia slowly got up and doused her vomit droplets that had somehow littered anything. He poured out any direction and cleaned his mouth that still tasted bitter. Groping the surroundings, Sabia returned to the room and scattered slowly.

Her chest felt so tight this morning. Waking up alone, without hugs, without good morning and without greetings for her fetus made Sabia feel dying. Especially when he vomited just now, it was usually the Emperor who painstakingly accompanied him without the slightest disdain. Bia grabbed her phone lying in her bag. She wanted to contact the Emperor, she missed her heavy and annoying voice, but unfortunately Bia did not have her husband's number. Even so, Bia was still afraid to contact him. His father would have been very angry if he had known Bia was contacting the Emperor.

Bia was still not sure if the Emperor had betrayed her, she would not have slept with Patricia, the uploaded photo must have been an old photo.  The emperor had changed over the past two months, he had become extremely sweet and considerate. It is impossible for the Emperor to be a traitor.

Tok to tok.

"Mrs ..."

Bia flinched, she sharpened her hearing as someone knocked on her bedroom door.

"Bia, it's me Memey! Are you still sleeping??"

Quickly, Sabia got out of her bed. He quickly walked to the door and opened it in a hurry.

Memey came after Mr. Darma called him last night. Memey did not know about the news, he was very surprised when he heard the story of Mr. Darma last night. As he searched for news of the Emperor in the sosmed, the news had already disappeared without a trace.

"Mey .." - Sabia held back the tears.

Memey exhaled a sad breath and hugged his best friend tightly. Bia suddenly cried as the warm embrace reminded him of the Emperor's embrace.

"Huhuhuu .." cried Bia sobbing.

Memey is speechless. He simply stroked the back of his thick friend warmly. Hearing Sabia's heart-wrenching cry, Memey also shed tears of sadness.

Half an hour later.

Ms. Darma has come home from the market and is cooking in the kitchen. Memey accompanied Sabia in the room. The gloomy face and holding back the wound made Memey grieve. This was the third time he saw Sabia slumped, and all because of the Emperor!! Memey's hands clenched silently.

"Gue is wrong Mey, until God punishes me rich gini!" hiss Bia while twisting the tip of his pyjamas.

"Bia, don't say that!! It's all your fucking husband's fault! He should be taught a lesson for wasting people as good as you!" cerca Memey emotion.

Bia nodded doubtfully. "The emperor has changed, Mey. He's not as bad as he used to be, he's so sweet."

"Don't be fooled by his bullshit, Bia! Crocodiles are so rich, so cute even though behind the rotten!!" memey's protest broke Sabia's assumptions. "Lu don't want it when he never came home and even slept in the woman's house!?"

"But now the Emperor always comes home, Mey! He's changed a lot."

"Bia, you're too naive of her! Bucin know?!" memey gauntlet. It's hard to wake up a friend who's blinded by love!

Bia fell silent again, could he have lost his logic? Could it be that he is too naive?

The noise outside made Memey inching to his feet and out of Bia's room. A courier appears to be chatting with Ms. Darma in the living room. But soon the courier left.

Bu Darma looked up in shock, and then showed a white box to Memey.

"Courier, he sent from the Emperor's house. He said it was for Bia," he explained in a whisper.

Memey frowned curiously, and followed Bu Darma into the kitchen to check out what the box contained.

"The box is cold, is this Bia's favorite ice cream, huh?" racau Bu Darma while opening the box.

And sure enough, a soft pink ice cream with a strawberry fragrance filled the box as the lid opened.

Memey swallowed his saliva quickly, it seemed like the ice cream was delicious!

"Now, you take it for Bia, she hasn't eaten anything from here!" Ms. Darma thrust a glass and a spoon at Memey.

With painstaking care, Memey filled three scoops of ice into the clear glass and took it to Sabia's room.

The distinctive strawberry aroma caught Sabia's sense of smell, Memey handed the glass in the hands of his best friend.

"Now! There was a delivery from your beloved husband's house!"

Bia scooped the ice with a heart of gloom, as the melted strawberry-flavored ice melted within her mouth, Sabia's tears dripped again.

"Well, it's crying again, anyway!" memey protest panic.

"The Emperor told the driver to send this. He knows I'm getting this ice cream and won't have breakfast before I have this ice!!" clearly Bia was among his sobs.

Memey scratched his hair which was immediately itchy to see his best friend so turned very crybaby like this.

"Udah dong, Bia, don't cry anymore! Kasian your baby is sad. Yes, stop crying first!" pinta Memey pleaded.

Bia wiped her tears quickly, Memey was right, she should not be sad so that her fetus did not feel the sadness she felt. He must be tough. Finally with a bated cry, Bia finished the ice cream bit by bit. No more Emperor protesting his habit, no more men waiting for him to finish his ice cream and accompany him to breakfast. Bia breathed her sad breath.

Late in the afternoon, Mr. Darma came home from teaching. Bia still doesn't want to eat anything since yesterday but she has finished three glasses of ice cream. Mr. Darma was angry when he found out that the ice cream was a shipment from the Emperor. He asked Memey to throw away the ice and buy it instead at the supermarket.

Although sad, but Sabia did not dare to refute her father's orders. He knew his father was still angry with the Emperor, but Bia was sure it would not last long. His father was a forgiving man, although a little harsh, but he knew that his father loved the Emperor very much. Moreover, he will have grandchildren from the man he hates, Bia is sure all this will surely pass soon.

Tok to tok.

Bia sharpened her hearing when she heard the sound of the living room door on tap. He was sitting in the living room with Memey, so the noise from the front room was clearly heard to Sabia's place.

Mr. Darma got up and opened the door. He watched a man carrying a box.

"Who's looking?" ask Mr. Darma quickly.

"This is a delivery for Miss Sabia, sir." The man handed the box he brought to Mr. Darma.

With doubt Mr. Darma grabbed the box. "Who is this from?"

"From the Emperor, Sir. To Miss Sabia."

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