The End of a Marriage
12. Just Watch!

After feeling enough, I put Dirga's cell phone back down very carefully, then I just passed from inside the room.

This morning I did not deliberately prepare breakfast for Dirga because my mood is currently feeling very chaotic.

And I chose to take Lalita to school because I didn't want to see Dirga's face.

After taking Lalita, my intention was to go straight home. Suddenly, my phone rings. Soon I take my phone and see who's calling. The one who called me was my mom. What was? my mom doesn't usually call me. After I picked up, my mom told me my dad had just been rushed to the hospital. When I was so surprised to hear that, I turned off my phone from my mom and turned my car around to get to the hospital.

The feeling of anger, annoyance and disappointment suddenly disappeared just like that changed with fear and worry. I'm so scared my papa why-why. Because I love papa so much.

*

"Where are you going, Rose?" Ask Arif.

"You go to your mother's house" replied the Rose.

"Why what?" ask Arif again.

The rose snorted in annoyance. "Udah ah don't ask much. Can't I go to my mom's?" ask the Rose.

"Come, but you're a regular dong. It's fine." Arif.

But the rose did not budge and the woman simply passed by on her husband's motorcycle.

*

Fifteen minutes later, I arrived at the hospital. With a quick step I just headed straight to the room where my father was.

"Lord......" Call me when you open the door. Papa was lying limp on a hospital bed with an infusion hose attached to his nose.

"Ma, why papa? Papa's okay, right?" ask my mom who is next to me.

"Your father was suddenly short of breath and immediately fainted unconscious." Answer Mama with a worried tone.

"Keep the doctor's word how are you, Ma?"

"He said your father is getting weaker because he was late to the hospital."

I was really shocked not to hear my mother's statement like that.

Czech....

The door suddenly opened and entered

A sudden rose rushed over to the lying papa. His face also looked panicked. I just kept quiet while observing the Roses. My heart ached again as I recalled the affair my stepbrother and husband had committed.

"Ma, Papa's okay, right?" Ask.

"Dear, your father is fine." replied Mama.

While I was silently pecking, staring at the rose. The woman who turned out to be a thorn in my household. What's my fault?

Less good did I get to him? and there are many men on the face of the earth, but why must Dirga, her husband and her own brother?

It was really her, when she was my sister.

A lot of questions are in my head. I really want to ask him directly if I need to scratch that plain-looking face.

But considering that papa is sick, there's no way I'm doing it right now. Just wait for the rose, after this I will finish you off. I will make you live in regret.

"Mba Sania...!" The rose held onto my shoulder but I quickly dodged to the point of confusing the Rose.

I don't know why now I don't feel happy if he touches me. Even just looking at her face makes me sick.

"Mba, I've been watching you."

"No ah..!"

"Oh yeah, where's Mas Dirga? Mba alone this?" ask Roses.

"Mas Dirga is working again" I replied briefly.

"But Dirga already knew that papa was in the hospital?" Ask and I just shake my head.

I turned the ball lazily, why did he keep asking about Dirga mas?

It didn't feel like the hour I was in the hospital. Finally I decided to say goodbye to Mama and Papa who had realized because I had to pick Lalita home.

*

Late in the evening, after I finished cooking for dinner, I just rushed to the room to clean up the already smelly and sticky.

After the bath, suddenly in the room there was already a Dirga mas who was taking off his work clothes.

"Darling....." Sapa mas Dirga's.

I just kept quiet, ignoring his calls.

"Tumben's new clock showering?" asked Mas Dirga while hugging my body from behind.

"I've been busy all day" I replied, letting go of Dirga's arms.

"Now, honey?" Dirga stared at my astonishment.

"Have you taken a bath there" I said and Dirga agreed.

While I was sitting in front of the dresser, looking at myself who looked so pitiful. Well, I feel sorry for myself for always being fooled by the person I love and love the most.

Without feeling my tears fall again, how not, the shadow of the affair that my husband and my half-sister did just kept swirling in my brain.

I didn't know if he would betray me in the back. The husband that I have always wanted, I am proud, I adore and become the pride of my heart, even those who have been together ten years through joy and sorrow, it turns out that you do such an indecent thing.

Maybe, if you don't look at me with my own eyes, and just hear someone else's story, I'll make sure, I won't believe it.

But as we know, as soon as the carcass is hidden, the smell will surely smell too.

I rubbed the rough clear liquid that kept flooding my cheeks. I don't want Dirga to know that I'm crying. I tried to strengthen myself, even though this chest felt tight.

POV Dirga's.

Under the shower, I smiled wryly considering the incident in the car when yesterday drove Rose home. I don't know why it feels satisfied I want to be satisfied by the Rose who plays so clever.

Getting out of the bathroom made my mind much calmer. I found my wife sitting at the dresser. His face this time looked so different. Natural beautiful face is now turning more beautiful because it is added by makeup polish.

"Darling, you're so pretty." Praise me with a big smile.

There was no smile when I praised him, he just kept quiet with an expressionless face.

I just let out a long sigh, and then I put down the towel I just wore just now. But again Sania just kept quiet while taking the towel. Unlike usual who raved long lengths like a train. And what I know is that my wife really does not like if I put a towel carelessly.

"I have dinner ready" said my wife.

"Dear, then let's eat together." Bring Me.

"Eat it alone, I want to go have business."