The Faithful Guard at Kala Kubuta
Conscious

...I never knew what my next story was. But, I know, if God doesn't leave me alone....

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Days passed by, and today Syafira was in her house, that is, in her room. Here, Syafira is alone with a sitting position on his bed and with a straight eye toward the front.

Shafira only missed the Ummy and the Abi. He only wanted Sang Ummy and Sang Abi to be by his side for a moment. Maybe, it's impossible that it could happen, but that's the reality. Syafira only wants the presence of Sang Ummy and Sang Abi by her side for now.

Since the incident at the hospital at that time, why Syafira so fond of daydreaming and even he often unconscious. Unconsciousness here, does not mean fainting, but being under his consciousness. Nothing has caught Syafira's attention since then, making her more often moody. In fact, when asked Syafira preferred to answer with a sash or nod his head.

Hafidz had already told the Doctor to check his sister's mental state, and of course the results also made Hafidz worried. The Doctor stated that Syafira was experiencing depression and this depression could have led to his psychological disorder. And this made Hafidz very worried, especially until now Syafira did not want to talk to anyone. In fact, when his friends came to visit here, Syafira did not care about him at all, but he was just busy with his own daydream.

"Assalamu'alaikum ..." greeting someone when entering Syafira's room, this person is none other than Kayla, a close friend of Syafira. There was not the slightest answer from Syafira and this could be understood by Kayla. "How are you, Syafira?" kayla asked, as she placed her bag on the sofa of her room.

Still the same, there is no answer at all, but only Syafira who constantly daydream. So Kayla sat on the edge of Syafira's bed and gently held her hand.

"When are you going to be like this, Fir?" tanyanya.

"Until ummy and abi return." replied Syafira just like that. Yes, from now on Syafira was not really dreamy, but just not interested in talking.

"Astaghfirullah, Istighfar Fir, Istighfar!" kayla's orders are really tired of the selfishness of her best friend.

"They've calmed down there and you should be able to accept that, Fir!" tell Kayla again.

"No, because it's not time for them to leave, I still need their attention, I still need their affection, I still need their advice, and I still need their guidance. Hiksss ... I just want them back, does the Creator not understand me? Hikss ..." she cried just like that.

"Hiksss ... hiksss .. I just miss them, Kay. I just want them to accompany me in this world, hiksss ... hiksss ...." Syafira is really frustrated now, the hope for the spirit of living the twists and turns of life is no longer owned. Syafira was tired, Syafira was helpless. There was not the slightest bit of burning spirit, for all of it had been covered with sorrow.

Kayla understands that her best friend is in a time of depression. Threw the Friend into his arms and calmed Syafira in his arms. "I don't know what else to do Kay, hikss .. I'm blind, hikss ... My life is so empty .. hikss ... hikss ...." isak Syafira in the Friend's arms.

Kayla let go of his embrace, and looked at Syafira with an encouraging smile, though she knew that she would not be able to see him. "No Fira, I'm sure you can. Yes, you may be blind, but don't make your mind and heart go blind either." Kayla said sincerely. "I know, it may be very difficult for you, but believe me, that God will always be with us and God will not give a test beyond the limits of the ability of a servant."

Shafira admits now, that she has completely forgotten the Creator. It is only because of sadness that he forgot everything, he forgot, that God will always be with him, even though as heavy or as small as our lives. Yes, Syafira really felt disappointed with himself, because he had forgotten the God who had created it. "Astaghfirullah, hikss ... Kay, a-I am truly a sinner, hiksss .. I forgot him, hiksss ... a-I ...."

"Room, Fir! While it is not too late, repent to Allah and ask Him for forgiveness, for the best place to calm your heart is your prayer." Kayla hugged Syafira so warmly. "I never know Fir, what your next life story is, but all I know is that you must be strong through it all and I will always support you to whatever extent." Kayla continued in her heart. Although Kayla spoke in her heart, but of course Syafira heard everything. Again, Syafira really does not know, whether this is really the words of Kayla's heart, or just an illusion. "Thank you, Kay." said Syafira who felt that comfort in the arms of the Friend.

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On the other hand, Reval continued to reject the request of his parents earlier, and even the persuasions of his Sister-in-law and his own brother were not heeded. "Mother, Reval did say, Reval won't be transferring schools, after all why did Reval move to another school?" refuse it for the umpteenth time.

"Son, Mother please, participate in Mother's request this time. Mother promises, if after this Mother will not ask anything from you." refer to Riska who has also been umpteenth time.

"Sorry Bun, Reval can't." he refused again, then passed from the presence of his family just like that. "Even if it's for the girl?" alex asked who was standing looking at his son. Hearing the word 'girl', instantly made Reval stop his steps for a moment. "Reval, I beg you, help Dad to atone for the family's guilt" Alex asked as he approached the Son. "But why should I, Dad? So what does this have to do with moving schools?" ask Reval who still does not accept.

Alex breathed his breath out violently, before he finally answered his son's question. "Because only you can help me."

"Yes, maybe Dad should have helped her, but unfortunately, they did not want to receive help from Dad. But, you won't feel calm, before this guilt goes away. And this guilt will go away when you've helped them. And this is the only way that you can help them, especially the girl." explains Alex who looks so sad.

Reval who felt sorry for his father finally decided to accept the request of the Father. "Well, Reval's going to change schools." he broke up and went straight to his room, which was on the second floor.