The Fake Friend In Silence
HEART AND FEELING

"I used to meet Salwa in the library, but Salwa was a pendiem. So when I want to say I want to meet him I don't dare" he said smiling wryly

"Sir Budi also often told me, that Salwa tuh always get a perfect value in the physics maple, I always convince it to Mr. Budi and tell him if emang Salwa really try to make it dapetin that value, but Mr. Budi always said that his kayak students there are many in this school, and who want to continue college was not only Salwa, only, but hundreds of students in this school must have a dream not much different from Salwa" he continued with a face that returned seriously.

Vina just silently listened to Lisa's explanation.

"Until yesterday I was not intentionally horrified by the conversation of Salwa and Mr. Budi, Salwa wanted to ask for a brochure about SBMPTN, Salwa said, I'm sure that Mr. Budi just in Salwa's request without thinking to give the brochure, but once again I convinced him that Salwa every day to the perpus and trying to make perfect value in the maple of physics because he wanted to continue college, right?" He said again, then asked Vina.

Vina simply nodded and confirmed.

"That's why I helped him yesterday to make sure Mr. Budi that Salwa did not play the same will he made continue to college, I feel I've seen his sacrifice from long ago, I know, but cook me on them if until sir Budi actually did not give the brochure. And yesterday I was the one who insisted on Mr. Budi to ask for the brochure and give to Salwa directly, sorry if yesterday I had to pretend not to know you guys and pura gatau about you" he said with a face full of regret.

Vina then nodded and tried to understand. Lisa smiled and continued her story

"And now I've been able to win with him, it feels like I want to help him make his dream Vin come true, so I try to make him a good friend. I know Salwa's sacrifice from the tenth grade until now, I often noticed him from afar and it turns out he was as strong as it was" He continued and smiled his eyes turned to look at Salwa's back from a distance

Vina had broken the glass, she then exhaled her coarse breath.

"Gue is so stupid, why am I always cynical. It turned out to be very good Lis. Arggghhh" complained Vina in a frustrated tone

"Udah no papa, anyways I think it's strange that it arrived I'm not sure you guys are cementing. Yesterday Salwa also asked me why I am confident you guys are victorious, and I answered him accordingly and fortunately he believed" Lisa reassured.

Salwa and Bhian came with their orders, and sat down to their original place

"It's Lis, it's Vin" he said thrusting a tray containing their order earlier

Salwa was surprised to see the look on Vina's face a little grim, she then noticed Vina who started scooping the meatballs, Vina still did not realize it.

"Vin why are you?" Salwa asked slightly in a whisper, not wanting to disturb Lisa and Abhian who were eating

"Huh? Why me?" Answer Vina put on a confused face.

"No, I mean you're crying, right?" Salwa asked again looking at Vina's face

"Ih, what the hell lo. Crying why, too, the wind mace test why I should cry" he replied looking serious.

Salwa then tried to understand although still curious about the look of Vina's face, she shifted her seat and began to enjoy her meal.

Abhian finished eating, Lisa too and Vina had also finished her meatballs and iced oranges with nothing left. While Salwa is still seen with her last feed..

"This is coming with me" Vina said

"Where is Vin" asked Salwa after finishing with a chew in her mouth

"To the library, pinjem the book" Vina replied while playing the phone.

Abhian then cleared his throat and joined the crowd

"Gue also wanted to go to the perpus, together" he said, glancing at Salwa who was busy with her orange ice

"Yes, I'm going to the bus too" Lisa said

"Jaudah we are together to the perpusnya" Salwa answered and took the tissue and wiped his mouth

"Okay, yuk!" Vina said while standing up

The three of them also stood up and walked out of the canteen

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When he arrives at the library, Salwa immediately goes to his favorite book booth, Abhian catches up with him while Lisa and Vina seem to be busy with the book he wants to borrow.

Salwa then tiptoed to pick up the incarcerated book that was on the top shelf.

"Who is also naroh his book above, really good" Gergutu while raising his hand higher

Seen Abhian with a sweet smile was looking at him. Of course Salwa was silent and could not speak what, this situation was right first for him.

Again he became a silent Salwa

"Lo's gonna take this, right?" Ask to bring the book

"I am bhi" Salwa answered trying to look ordinary

"Jaudah nih" said Bhian again moving the book in his grasp which was still not taken by Salwa

"Huh, oh iya" answered Salwa in confusion, and then took the book "Jaudah I went there first" He then hurried to stay away from Abhian, unfortunately, Abhian's two hands are now holding him and making him unable to move

"Lo why you should be nervous anyway Sal" said Abhian in a serious tone staring at Salwa's bead

Salwa was silent, her nervousness increased as Abhian brought his face closer and asked the question, successfully rendering himself speechless.

"Ah that, anu bhi" he answered stammered, increasingly looking nervous.

"You're still nervous" growled Abhian then put away his own hand

"I'm sorry bhi" Salwa said, bowing

Abhian was getting confused, that was not exactly what he wanted to hear. It was not Salwa's apology or Salwa's bowing. He only wanted to see a confident and courageous Salwa, not Salwa who again lowered her head and apologized to him as he was today.

He scooped his face rough, confused himself with his feelings, actually he why?

"I'm not wrong Sal, I'm wrong!" He said lirih

Salwa then looked up at him questioningly as if demanding an explanation from Abhian.

"Gue is wrong because I have to like you" he continued, which again makes Salwa silent.

"Gue likes you, I also gor why I can like you. Aarrgh!!" Again he scooped his own face feeling frustrated

Salwa was just silently confused as to how to behave. The next instant Abhian's voice again sounded

"Gue know this doesn't make sense, but I really like you" he said in a serious tone

Salwa then looked up at Abhian, her breathing tight.

"So my girlfriend is sal"

The question sukes make Salwa lose focus, he was confused by his feelings, inginya refused but could not bear, he said, bhian is a good guy especially after helping him a few days ago Salwa felt indebted to him.

Honestly, Salwa was also interested in Abhian, hypocritical if she said she did not like Abhian who always made her blush.

What then? if you accept Bhian's invitation is the decision right, what is the point of dating while still in school? it was not in his list of activities while still in school, was it?

Isn't the focus now on pursuing a scholarship for his future.

What is the benefit of being in a relationship with someone, when the future alone he can not determine.

Abhian must not have known about this very sad life, whether Abhian would accept all the shortcomings that exist in him. He was afraid that Abhian would stay away from him. I don't know..

Salwa was completely confused by her feelings!

Actually Lisa is good what's bad Thor? secretsaa😂!!!!

...HAPPY READING GUYS🌈'S...

Wednesday, 27 January 2021

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