The Father For My Son
CHAPTER 2

" Why did I think of them." Karin murmured while taking a breath because from the moment she came to the store Karin seemed to not focus on working.

" Dorr." one of Karin's friends was startled when Karin was daydreaming. " Why are you? from the moment I came I looked around looking very confused." Ask her.

" Huh, uh, gpp I'm just sleep deprived so I think my head hurts so much." Said Karin while wrapping the clothes that will be sent to the customers.

" You sure? " Take it one more time to make sure.

" Yes." Yeah." Karin replied briefly, yes indeed Karin is not a typical person who often speaks, she is more silent and speaks as necessary.

Did not feel the time has shown at 5 pm, Karin is ready to go home because considering there is a Pricilla in her boarding house.

After arriving, Karin sees Pricilla who is asleep, intent to wake up but Karin undoes it because she sees Pricilla who is fast asleep.

" Eummmm, is Karin home yet? " Pricilla woke up hearing someone's voice.

" Yes, I was just getting to wake you up, but you slept really well."

" I'm sorry I overslept so I didn't know you were coming home" Pricilla said with a bad taste, as this was Karin's boarding house.

" It's okay, oh yeah have you eaten? " Tanya Karin because she just remembered from the morning did not ask if the woman had filled her stomach or not.

Pricilla shook her head. " Not yet, because I don't dare go out."

" Prepare to go with me to find food, the baby in your stomach must be starving." Karin passed out leaving Pricilla preparing.

After arriving at the night market, Karin bought some food ” Is there anything you want? buy let me pay for it." said Karin, because he was a royal with food considering he was so hungry because he did not dare to eat anything in the house of his adoptive parents.

" No, this is all enough, I feel full. "Pricilla's stomach is not strong enough to accommodate the food that Karin bought, he said, because he was afraid of vomiting so no one wanted him to eat anymore.

Both of them immediately choose to go home because the time has shown at 9 pm, not good for pregnant women out at night.

After arriving at the boarding house Karin and Pricilla sat on the sofa while turning on the tv "Karin may I ask."

" Hmmm, what do you want to ask?" Karin asked back while glancing at Pricilla.

" Euh, do you know where Aditya is? I don't feel good having to linger here with you, let alone having to burden you." Said Pricilla while looking at Karin who looked confused.

" Aditya she's in Kalimantan, she said she didn't want to take responsibility, so she told you to abort the baby in your womb." Karin explained what Aditya said.

" Yuhhhh!" Pricilla took a breath "she doesn't want to take responsibility for what I have to abort this innocent baby." Pricilla's murmur is still heard by Karin.

" But Karin, how do I finance him while I don't work, my family drives me out, and Aditya doesn't want to take responsibility."

Karin was silent, not a single word came out of her lips, because Karin was confused as to how and why now she had to be involved in this dirty thing. it feels like Karin wants to be submerged on the bottom of the ocean to eliminate the taste of her stun is very dizzy.

After ending the conversation, Karin tries to call Aditya back, but unfortunately Aditya's mobile number is not active. Karin tried to call Aditya 20 times but all of her calls were not answered.

" Fuck, you're just a hassle." Karin rubbed her head that hurt.

A few days later

" Karin I can't do it like this, I'm gonna abort this baby if Aditya can't get in touch." Because according to Pricilla this is the only way.

" You're crazy, the baby didn't ask to be present in your womb, but you're guilty. " Karin could not think with the woman, if Karin did not resist disappointment maybe Karin had dragged the woman to leave.

" But Karin I have no other choice, I have nothing and my family has kicked me out."

Karin thought for a long time what she should do, and suddenly Karin immediately thought and said. " Let me take care of the baby when it's born" said Karin tampa consciously.

" really? are you kidding me? "

" I've never joked about anything, so take care of the baby until it's born after that you can go anywhere, let me be the mother." Karin actually felt heavy by talking like this, but out of nowhere made her lips talk like that.

After the conversation, Karin prefers to sit outside while thinking about the exit and solution, trying to contact Aditya but until now his mobile number is not active, or Aditya deliberately changed the mobile number.

" Is this the right way out? arghhh why did I have to talk like that, how if later I invite the child was miserable, considering my life was complicated and a piece of kara." Karin continued to chatter and was frustrated with her decision.

One Week later

" Let's stay here until the baby is born, and I'll take care of all your needs as long as you take care of my future baby." Yes Karin promised to wait and take care of the baby who is still in the womb.

" Wall... Thank you for helping me, if not for you somehow my fate is now! forgive me for hurting you, for scraping the wound for my presence in your relationship as a third person." Pricilla feels guilty about what happened in the past, where she continued to tease Aditya until they were in an illicit relationship, if time could be re-scripted maybe Pricilla would not scratch the wound repeatedly on Karin.

" Hmmm, it's enough don't talk about it anyway I've forgotten it." Karin did not want to talk much about her mass that was so painful.

Karin feels herself the figure of a woman who has never been lucky in any respect, her crushing family, the couple who left her by scraping her wounds, her life has to fight hard while treating her illness.

Yes, Karin experienced severe trauma and depression since many wounds were sown, Karin often wanted to commit suicide because she felt unable to continue living, and she was not able to do so, but Karin is very strong until this moment she can survive.

Behind her silence Karin she harbors so many wounds, disappointments, traumas, hides her pain and actually lives a hard fight on her own.