The First Time I Fall in Love
Prologues
I'm 18 years and 2 months old, ready to graduate and fight in the world of work, it's been more than 4 years since I've been dating and with only one person who has even been my best friend to date, our romance at that time was a love monkey who did not know the direction and purpose of dating was what so I decided not to date because it was not time for us to date, right now I'm just focusing on myself and the future I'm going through. That way I feel satisfied and proud of what I have been through and have, I never regretted because I did not date I am proud I was able to go through it alone, although often ridiculed by my classmates I did not fall too deep because I had often heard such scorn, although sometimes it feels tight to the chest but I consider it is just a joke so there is no need to take it seriously and put it into the heart just put it in a bag if you find the trash can throw hehehe.
They think I've never dated because I don't sell, I just don't want to tell them because I don't want to date if they know then all the preparations for my future will just be wiped out without the slightest remaining. I like myself now that I feel I'm an adult for little things that my classmates don't understand. I wish I could be the best among my classmates but I remember one sentence from the internet saying "The one who fights will lose to the bear" calm down I did not immediately waver and give up but it was a motivation for me to try even harder.
My father once said, "The outside world is dangerous if you are careless and not alert you will lose everything so try not to do the pointless"
As for my mother "If you do good and you are disappointed with her reward and you hate her it means you are a self-reliant person, a selfless person who forgets the kindness of him and one day he disappoints you with his attitude you will not repay him by saying free I am good to you but leave him, you are, once he needs help, please help him as much as you can, do not remember that he was once evil to you, remember do not be selfless if it is good to someone"
The words that came out of both my parents when I went to school were "CAUTIOUS, son" you know I don't just take the word CAUTIOUS because I go on a motorcycle to be careful on the road but be careful what we do, making mistakes is human but if you can be more careful and maintain the attitude will be better.
I do not understand why everyone always complains because of the condition of his heart that is breaking with his girlfriend, I can always look fine because I never pay attention to anything that others say. I heard it, I felt hurt but it was all temporary not protracted until I had to think about what to do in the future if I met, My father told me not to do something in vain, but to do something in vain, My mom also said don't be a good person.
Being a good person doesn't always have to help others, you smile only the world already thinks you're a good person is easy right?
Kindness and smiles are good things that you should know how much you have nothing to lose if you are sincere
...Always keep your smile>_•...
...Give kindness selflessly…...
...Stop doing things in vain…...
...Hope can wait long time don't>...