The Forbidden Desire of the Wife
Abraham's Feelings
“Ya already Ma .. Mama can rest. It's clean in this room, Ma because Marsha always cleans it. Bed linen and blankets are also clean, although simple can be to rest first,” said Marsha.
“There are many Sha .. Thanks a lot has helped Mama,” he said.
As soon as Mama Saraswati entered the guest room on the first floor. Then Marsha and Abraham went into his room. Abraham looked ordinary and held his wife's hand.
“Are you okay Hubby?” marsha asked her husband.
As a wife who knows the character of Abraham, Marsha certainly knows that Abraham does process everything first. Then Abraham would be able to tell a lot of things. Abraham was often a closed person, but with Marsha, Abraham could always be an open person.
Abraham smiled and nodded his head there, “I am fine. I am okay,” reply.
Not much to say, Marsha immediately hugged her husband. She held her hand to embrace her husband's body. Marsha was so grateful and proud of Abraham's character.
“I know it's not easy, it's just that you want to do your best. I know in your heart it must be turbulent. It's just that you want to forget all that,” said Marsha slowly.
“I'm fine, Shayang. After all, the best way to live a happy life is to forget about revenge. Letting go of everything that has happened, whatever else you want to fuss about. Everyone gets hurt from their own point of view. But I don't want to be hurt by my past anymore. Let it be, I want to live happily and assume everything that happened in the past is God's way to mature me.
Hearing what her husband said, Marsha broke her embrace and smiled at Abraham, “I like you who are like this. A man who is mature and does not hold grudges. You are a great role model for me and surely Mira is also happy to have Best Daddy,” he replied.
“Soften Shayang .. I used to be vengeful too. However, after thinking about it for me to continue to grudge and make me lose myself. Just, I'm sticking to my decision, I won't let anyone hurt you and Mira. If, until that happens .. I will not hesitate Shayang. My priority is to protect you and Mira,” Abraham replied confidently.
“Me and Mira will be fine. We have a figure who looks after us. Thank you very much Mas Abrahamku,” reply Marsha.
Abraham chuckled amusedly there. There are times, Marsha's words like this that make him laugh and feel happy. Then both of them now lying on their beds, Abraham put his hand under Marsha's head, so that the woman could rest and lean on his arm.
“I used to hate him, Yang. Not just because he took Papa from Mama. He also closed the door so that Papa would completely forget me and Mama. Plus, the rude talk he had to you when we met at the Mall used to be so. I remember everything, but I decided not to take revenge. After all, no matter how hard and how great my grudges in the past, it would also not change what had happened behind my back. I'm not the grown man you said I was. I am still a man who holds a grudge first and also there are many other things that I have to improve,” Abraham told his wife.
Marsha then chose silence, and only a moment later did she speak again, “I can't be like you, Mas. I was still disappointed with my parents who decided to split up. I also can't forgive Melvin for everything he did to me. Lately, I've been trying to manage my emotions well. Trying to forgive and forget even if it hurts. Looking at you, I think I was encouraged to be able to do good things,” Marsha replied.
“It's okay. Sometimes we need time to process everything. The important thing is not to push too much. You are my wife, but you do not have to be the same as me. You remain a special God-created person with all your shortcomings and advantages. It's okay, Shayangku.”
Abraham gave advice and also wrapped Marsha's body so tightly. One that Abraham understood was that they were two who had become one. However, for Marsha, Abraham understood that how his wife was a person with various uniqueness, shortcomings, and advantages. He did not demand that Marsha be the same person as him.
“Sleep yuk Shayang .. tonight have a holiday first well, there are guests below. There Aunty Saraswati was expelled because her son wanted to ***-***, cook here also her ex-daughter-in-law wants*****, even though we are a legitimate couple,” reply Abraham.
Marsha also smiled, “Iya Mas Abrahamku. Its alright. I am also tired, already sleepy, maybe already want this period,” reply Marsha.
“Cash? Not yet, just two weeks ago you were the red cross. Cook for the red cross again? Just Taste Shayang,” reply.
Marsha actually laughs there, “You lived my red cross time huh Mas?” tanyakanya.
“Not facing, only I remember, the red cross just two weeks ago really. Cook yes, want the red cross again? Surely let me not touch you well?” reply Abraham.
Marsha quickly shook her head, “Neither. I also never refused with you,” replied.
“Eat him, don't be. I can remember that. Yes already, bobok well .. tomorrow morning wake up early and make breakfast for Aunt Saraswati also yes Shayang. Let his feelings improve,” reply Abraham.
Marsha then nodded her head, “Iya, tomorrow I make a meal for Mama Saras. He likes fried rice for breakfast. Let me make fried rice tomorrow,” reply Marsha.
Now the two choose to go to sleep and tomorrow Marsha will wake up and start making breakfast for Mama Saraswati too. What Abraham said was true, at least with a breakfast menu that is preferred, can make the feeling better.