The Fortitude of a Mother
write a letter that hurts the heart

*To neng mirah on the spot .

Assalamu'alaikum wr.wb

First I want to ask you and our son, are you okay?

I know, you must think I'm a shameless and presumptuous person, because you have dared to send a letter and ask your news, right?

I also know, you must really hate me, right*?

"Udah know nanya," said mirah ketus, as if she was talking directly with herman

But really! with this letter sent, I truly apologize to you both, especially you 'neng, I realize my mistakes will not be easily forgiven.

But, with all humility, I beg you, you will open your heart to forgive all my behavior that left you a few years ago

And 'yes, I've seen the photo of our daughter, she grew up well, she's also very pretty and adorable, and one more thing, her face is also very similar to mine

And I really really wanted to meet him, hug and kiss the boy, be the father who was always there and protect him.

Forgive me, because only now I am sending a letter, I just realized, it turns out after seeing a photo of ratna, this little heart really wants a child, which can not be given a spirit, because he can not have offspring.

Akang hopes, if one day I go home, you want me to invite to refer, for the sake of our child!

I hope you are not selfish, forget everything and start a new life again with me, we will be a happy family in one piece, I, you, the Ratna, and the spirit.

**Nafas Mirah hunts him true emotions, when reading the last sentence in the letter he read

"Basic, selfish man! did he say, Refer? hah, don't expect! anyone who wants to live in the mix, I really don't want to! he said I shouldn't be selfish, but he himself was a very selfish man! he said I should forget everything? no way!"

Mirah vented her emotions,**and squeezed the no-bedosa letter**, for her it's easy to forgive, but no! to forget**.

His tears flowed profusely along with his overflowing emotions, he really did not expect herman to talk like that

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After reading the letter from herman mirah just kept quiet in the room, he wanted to forget all the contents of the letter, and regret arose in his heart because he had read a very hurtful letter

"Basar heartless man! it's good he never called, cih! apparently he sent me a letter, because he wanted a child, after eight years of not caring even a penny to support nana, now he wants my daughter? it's so awesome!" mirah hit the pillow that had been faithful to accompany and listen to her cries even in silence.

It turned out that the action of mirah could not be separated from the sight of someone, who had been watching him from the door of the room, was carried away by emotions that were too, so that he did not realize the presence of disah who was staring at him gently

Yes, ever since it was disah just standing in front of the door of the room mirah, actually he was very curious about the contents of the letter from his younger brother, and he intended to read it as well, he actually wanted to read,but when seeing the reaction of the mother of one child, it separated undo the intention in the heart.

The story was so shocked when mirah evaporated emotions after reading surata from herman, from there also he knew herman wanted to refer to his mother nana

"You don't know shame! don't know yourself! the herman, he who left his wife and future children first, for a bitch named rohanah, now he also asked for a reference, cihh!" I don't know why, even though herman was his real sister, but he was really very emotional with all his behavior.

"I really didn't think it over," he muttered again, then disah decided to go from where he was standing, and let the spirit alone calm down

Separately then threw his butt in the chair, with a look that was really not pleasant to look at, the wrinkles on his face more clearly visible if he was showing a face like this, he said,and it cannot be separated from Moses' observation

"Why mother? why are you putting on such a spooky look?" ask moses

"You're saying I'm spooky 'sister? yasudah, you'll sleep in the middle of the room tonight, don't go in the room!" disah glared, her mood is really bad right now

"Maaakk, don't be so dong.Yes already, my father is sorry.But the story dong, actually mother why? until it's that face?"

Moses scratched his nape, he was confused because he was wrong, asked this way the wife glared, asked so, the wife glared as well.

"Astagfirulloh, it's me again" he murmured

"Emak Iaaang, what is it.Try to share the story with the father," refer to moses again

Fucking jerky,

"Search what mak?"

"Where, where is he?"

"Being in the saung lisung, the same neneng," answered moses

"Owh good, so he won't hear what I'm going to say,"

"So, sir..."

Separate then told him about what he knew, about the contents of the letter sent herman to mirah, as well as the reaction of the spirit that looks so disappointed and hurt, again...

"Fuck you, that herman! again he hurt our sister, "moses clenched his hands and punched his thighs, so upset

"Kan, what did I say? damn it he was, "separately chimed in

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Days change, the longing in the heart of cu'eng is increasing every time, now he really can not wait anymore, and desperate to ask the homeland of mirah to omi

"Why did you ask my sister's hometown?" omi squinted her eyes, suspiciously

"Ah, just curious.It just so happens that I am very bored, and want to refresh my mind for a moment," he said

"I'm also a boy, if to just refresh the mind, in this city of Bandung many are cooler.and fresh from my sister's hometown, but if you have other intentions, I really understand," omi raises her eyebrows, her mind, let alone a man willing to ask for the address of a woman and wants to go see her, even though the journey will be very far

"Tch, a lot of talk," he said

Omi just shook her head while giving a piece of paper that had been filled in the address where the sister lived

"Please take sir" he said politely, but a suspicious smile he displayed

"Why is your smile like that?" tanya cu'eng, grabbed a piece of paper in omi's hand, without saying terimaksih, then he left

"Basan kasmaran people" gam omi, he really understands now, seeing cu'eng behavior like that.

"Hmm, if they like each other, how 'yes? mirah and cu'eng are different beliefs" he said to himself

"Ah, what a fool," he did not want to bother, then continued his work.

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