
In the hallway of the school, there were still few students and schoolgirls leaving. I walked alone, until when I was about to turn cross paths with Rio.
I immediately intercepted it. Then pull it to my side with all my might. “Gue wants to talk to you Rio,” said I who pulled it to the rooftop.
Passing through many stairs I passed by taking Rio to the roof of the school. Arriving there, I inhaled a lot of breath as the air supply that made me engulf earlier.
I let go of Rio's hand, then turned to look at him, Rio and I stared at him. Until I went straight to the point discussing the thing that made him a little bit away yesterday-yesterday.
“Rio, you still have a problem about me with Sandi?” I asked Rio.
“Lo already know, keep why it to me?” Rio raised his words.
I was a little scared actually, but I still showed an attitude where to be firm and strong in front of Rio. In case he plays physically, I have to pull out the chicken mane.
“Gue asked again because I want to tell you, that I'm the same Sandi was a friend. No more, we are legitimate, I do not want to have more relationships than friends in a friendship that has been lived so far,” I explained to Rio.
He just looked at me lightly, rolled his eyes lazily, he seemed lazy with what I said. “If you don't believe it's okay, Rio. I said what it really is.” I directly said that in front of Rio himself.
He also stared hard at me. “Lo should be aware of Rio, friendship for me is more important than a feeling. I myself have to throw away the same love Sandi, because I want us all more friends, I do not want you disappointed, I also do not want to see our friendship all destroyed just because of love ....” I could not bear to not shed tears, at this point I felt my anger was already limitless, sadness was already at its peak.
“Gue .. want everyone to be my friend, I don't want any more feelings between us all, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to lose other friends, I don't want to lose any more, because you guys are a part of me.” I shed back a tear.
“Gue love you, Rio, I love all friends, there is not a little in me that distinguishes between you,” continued.
“We The Geng’s, forever will be The Geng’s, your coz is something valuable second after my family. I'd rather enjoy a moment of friendship until the end of my life than spend the end of my life with a sense of love with the person I love, although it is also a part that I just felt Rio.” I was crying so much.
“G-gue erasing all the feelings in me made Sandi was a painful decision, I first fell in love, but I had to be confronted by a friendship that was fractured by loving each other. Lo ...” I can't continue the words to Rio.
I wiped my tears, holding my breath that was hunting me. “Gue does not understand lo, it's up to you, maybe this is the hardest thing for me to maintain friendship just because you are too selfish with your feelings, I'm tired, I'm tired, the point of love in the highest caste is to give up for the sake of his happiness.”
I left Rio who was speechless on the spot, not twitching at all. I went down the stairs, wiped away the tear marks, and ran straight to the bathroom when I was downstairs.
I stared at the bathroom glass. “Lo why so stubborn Rio!” I was upset to splash water on the glass in front of me.
I washed my face once more, wiped it dry, then returned to class. Throughout the lesson, I just daydreamed, even to the point where the break at the beginning I couldn't get out of class.
I put myself to bed at the table, until Sandi sat in front of me, gently rubbed the mane of hair, then called my name, “Cantika, wake up yuk.”
I who heard his voice looked up, staring at Sandi and all my friends who were by my side. Then suddenly the Son took out a sandwich and milk that was placed on the table.
“Eating, Can, you hungry-hungry club, I was just the same other friends,” said Putra who is still with what he is comfortable saying.
“Diem lu Put, don't make people sad so sprains anjrit!” muttered Reyga who elbowed the Son, I saw it even showed a slight smile.
“Lo said it would be sprained, you did not see, noh Cantika ngakak,” reply Son who muttered and reciprocated to argue with Reyga.
“That's a bege smile, not a ngakak, you think he ngakak in heart, do you open his heart?” Reyga always responded to what the Son said, I turned my eyes to my face.
“Are you okay?” ask Sandi to me, I looked at Sandi and then looked at the others.
“Im okay, but earlier I came out all what I rasain, I kelas the same Rio, he is very selfish, so sorry if for example I act as I want.” I lowered my head. But not one of them was cursing, but warm hugs from Alya, Devi, Tara, and Via that I found, while Sandi stroked the back of my hand.
“Lo has made the right decision Can, I salute, you dare to take this step, we do not have the right to scold you, because you know better what you should do, as friends we should support each other.” Devi said that wisely, making everything idle.
“Gue is also not happy you meet Rio kok, because here for the good of our friendship. Lo managed to make a right decision,” said Alya who rested her head on my right shoulder.
I looked up and showed a happy smile, “Thanks everyone, I am grateful with you, the best reinforcement, the best support, the best listener and advisor.” I said that to everyone.
They embrace each other, forming a warmth between the friendship that has been established rather than a love that is nothing but a trigger for a problem. We must try to shake off all the feelings that should not exist in a friendship between us all.
Just let Tara and Rendy have a love affair in the friendship, because I'm sure, they won't do anything stupid in the friendship to make it destroyed, hopefully so.
Rio's? Let him think once more of his actions, I don't want to comment much for Rio, only I hope he returns to The Geng’s, where LorezQ and CaPaMud are united.