
And they got in the car. Fitria drove her car out of Nia's yard. The vehicle leaves Kania's house. To the place Kania went.
"Actually elo want to do to the beach instead of his lo do not like the same name of the beach ya." Fitria asked with a still focused view of the vehicle she was carrying. And occasionally glancing towards his best friend.
At this time Fitria does not understand his best friend was willing to do.
" I don't like the beach. But I want to get out of everything that makes my chest fit. I want to feel relieved." Answer Kania.
Actually, Kania has only started to like the beach since Zain invited her. But now he began to dislike the beach again, all because of Zain.
"Yaudah Lo will come out uneg-uneg Lo later. But run out of it Lo do not want to inget again the same name Zain . He is also not good for Lo, he is different in nature Nia. I said gini because I'm Lo's best friend and I don't want Lo why why. And you never look back again. Because the more you look back, the harder it is to forget the past. There's just making Lo cape doank Nia. All you have is trauma, loss and memories that keep swirling in Lo's head make Elo keinget continuously. Now Lo look ahead and make it the spirit of Lo. So that you can find the future Lo. Not like Lo's family." Phitria advises Kania with heart. Afraid Kania is angry.
"Yes Fit thanks for the advice. I actually thought so well. I realized from the beginning that I was wrong too. Yes also cramming relationship also yes just cramming a proper relationship. I also know that he's not human." Kania also threw out her breath.
" Yeah.... And Lo tau Fit, I also have said the same Raihan also. if I open my heart to him, I also do not want to make a date too long. Even I'm happy if Raihan wants to be serious about me. When he told my dad. You know I also want to have a life for my future Fit. But right since I was last in the hospital he met Radit. From there his expression and attitude changed to me. So it's more fun that I don't understand until he says he's his family place. Pas I asked Dewi his word in often ko meet Raihan. I don't want to expect anything unclear either." Kania said about Raihan's change of attitude.
"So much after this you want to do something ?" Ask Fitria again who is focusing on driving.
"Most I ask for a leave of absence to calm myself first. I want to go to Nyokap village" replied Kania.
" ooow.... Yes, if you want to go to the village nyokap Lo can just. But not his Lo ever say yes in the village nyokap Lo no guy wants to ask in a match with Lo ya Nia.. Elo want if in a match with a guy from the village nyokap Lo." Fitria asked with a slight chuckle.
"Yes, how else is fit. Said the parents first If the girl has been proposed a guy, do not get rejected PAK MALI. Yes inevitably, besides he is also not someone else and not a bad person. He's a good man said I was. He said it was still part of the nyokap relatives. " Answer Kania.
Fitria just nodded. Actually, Fitria deliberately recorded their conversation to be sent to Raihan.
Unaware Kania and Fitria have reached the place Kania went. Fitria parked her car. And walk with Kania. They keep moving.
" Where's Nia going?"Asked Fitria who was walking beside him.
Kania just smiled" Patient dong Fit. I want to go there." Kania pointed towards the large rock. Which is on the beach.
The phytria follow the direction of Kania's index finger. Kania pointed towards the large rock that was on the beach.
"Crazy Lo Kania . Elo want to go there to try. I'm not saying that you're there." Fitria was afraid that Kania would jump.
"Hahaha anyhow elo will naek there all. I have a lot of problems, I am not wrong if I think about it. You don't have to go up and up and you'll be sick here anyway". Reply Fitria with a cry.
"Basic lo, ywdh yes mksh has been paying attention to me.."Kania.
Kania stared at the waves. Kania's chest feels tight.
" Zain I hope you are happy, and hopefully I can forget you. And I can start my normal life. Hix...Hiiks..." Kania crying.
Then Kania took a deep breath and Kania shouted .
"Raaaaihihaan kaaamuu jaaahaaatt kaaamuu pembohoong.... Aaaaaaaaa..... Hix...Hix...Hicks......." Then Kania sat on the sand with her head lowered.
"Why when things go back to normal, you stay away. Why do you give Rai false hope, when this heart opens again. You're even away." Kania was crying.
Kania felt herself at this moment to be so fragile. Already left Zain, in Raihan's place. Kania also feels guilty for both her parents. Indeed Kania feels guilty to Raihan for giving hope, and lies other than Raihan there is Zain.
But there's no way he's telling me because Zain's a ghost. He can usually get his family thinking. Because he never expected his relationship with Zain to run long and serious. Actually also Kania has a taste for Raihan, because Raihan men are good for Kania.
But now he doesn't want to hope for Raihan. If Raihan was his, he would have come. But if Raihan wasn't hers, Raihan would have stayed away from her.
Kania felt that next to her was like someone was sitting next to her. Kania stopped crying and looked to her side. Kania thought it was Fitria, but when Kania turned her head the one sitting next to her was Raihan.
Kania wiped her tears.
"Why are you here, you know where I'm from?" Kania asked expressionlessly.
Kania was looking for Fitria, there was Daffa. Then Kania also wanted to avoid Raihan, but Kania's hand was held by Raihan. Until Kania sits back near Raihan.
Kania just kept silent and turned her gaze in the other direction without a sound and without looking at Raihan at all. And Raihan saw that Fitria and Daffa were no more. They do understand that Raihan needs time alone with Kania.
Raihan was still holding Kania's hand, and actually Raihan was also feeling guilty towards Kania. Not her asking but instead she avoids herself Kania. And actually since just arrived at the parking lot, in Raihan's mind just looking for where Kania and Fitria are.