The Ghost of Thusilent
17. What Is the Meaning of Self?

Riziel also woke up in the morning and had calmed down a little about yesterday's events and saw next to her Sakira who slept together.

"Sorry big brother yesterday was a surprise because of a nightmare" Riziel who rubbed sakira's head while apologizing and the clock showed 04:45.

Riziel Woke up from her bed and went to the bathroom to prepare for a morning jog and when Riziel was bathing Sakira also woke up to see Riziel was not immediately shocked.

"Where is my brother?" Sakira is turning scared.

Riziel came out of the bathroom and saw that Sakira had woken up and spoke with fear, saying "It's quiet here brother is better off to the dressing room instead of wanting to jog in the morning" Sakira who heard it was very happy and went out of Riziel's room to her own room.

"How are you doing, son, is it getting better?" Sinta who saw Riziel walked to the dining table who was preparing to jog together.

"It's okay and sorry Riziel bu shocked and worried father and mother" Riziel who apologized to her parents.

"It's okay that father and mother are always there if they need help or want to tell a story" Kirota who spoke up and made Riziel who almost shed tears.

"Why are you crying?" Sakira who just finished changing her clothes then went to the dining table.

"It's not just a flick and let's go" Riziel who started to clean tears with her shirt.

"Sir and father, our mother went for a morning run" Sakira spoke to her father and mother.

"Yes be careful there don't be naughty" Kirota who spoke to Riziel and sakira.

"Fine father" Sakira who spoke to kirota then went for a morning run with Riziel.

Sakira and Riziel decided to walk until they got there and after a long time there were a lot of people.

"So let's run" Sakira who invited Riziel to run in the morning.

"Alright and don't get too far from big brother" Riziel who started running at once over Sakira who ran first.

"Pursue if you can" Sakira who began to fly away.

Riziel was chasing sakira who ran not too fast and finally caught also like a kitten who ran away to play.

"Ah big sister has caught me and I'm still losing" Riziel who lifted sakira's body and carried it on her back.

"Have lost it doesn't matter and play to the playground no?" Riziel invites Sakira to play in the playground.

"By my brother but put me down I'm ashamed to be seen by others" sakira who is ashamed to notice others.

Riziel also lowered his body and went to the playground that has many children as big as sakira and there are also school friends.

Riziel leaves Sakira who is playing with her friend and Riziel goes to a nearby stall to buy 2 bottles of aqua water.

After buying a drink then back to see the condition of his sister who played and after getting there saw sakira is fine then Riziel gave 1 drink to sakira who was playing.

"Ahh cold sister" Sakira who was playing was surprised by Riziel who gave a cold drink and attached it to her cheek sakira.

"Eating a break first must be tired of drinking first" Riziel who began to open the bottle cap that was her own as well as her sister.

"Thank you brother" Sakira who began to sit near Riziel who sipped her drink.

Riziel took a sip of her drink and her sister continued to play with her friend and keep her drink in Riziel.

After a long time Riziel waited for Sakira to play finally finished as well and they returned home.

Riziel and Sakira decided to run up to his house because the distance is not too far and reached the front of the house and sipped the drink until it runs out and threw it into the trash.

Riziel and Sakira enter his house and his father is feeding aiko and sakira immediately limp while sitting on the porch of the house.

"Dad tired" Sakira who talks limp.

"Sana ate first so that her body would not limp and rest in the room" Kirota who spoke to Riziel and sakira.

"Good dad" sakira who is still limp.

"Ohhh where is mom's dad?" Riziel who asked Sinta was not home.

"Your mother is shopping at the market and I'm going to the room first" Kirota spoke to Riziel.

"Yes father" Riziel who spoke to kirota then went away.

Riziel immediately raised Sakira's body and placed it on the front seat of the table while Riziel prepared for herself and Sakira.

"Drink again so as not to limp" Riziel who is still preparing food.

"Yes brother" Sakira immediately drank and then after Riziel finished preparing a meal with Riziel.

Sakira and Riziel also ate together and in the middle of eating his mother, Sinta just returned from the market to shop.

"Ehh the children have come home it turns out that fortunately the mother has prepared food" Sinta who just came home shopping and entered the house saw her son was eating.

"Yes that's how mom and sakira limp so I tell them to eat first" Riziel who spoke to Sinta.

"Well, if you've had a rest in the room" a prayer reminiscent of Riziel and Sakira.

"Yes ma'am later after finishing eating" Riziel spoke again to Sinta and then continued eating.

Sinta immediately stored the vegetables in the refrigerator and then Riziel and Sakira after finishing eating directly into their respective rooms to rest.

"Hahhh bath first tired" Riziel who spoke to herself then took a towel and went into the bathroom.

Riziel was after finishing the bath immediately took her clothes in the closet and then after finishing Riziel immediately took her phone on the study table.

After that Riziel also slept on his mattress while checking his phone while waiting for the time to the afternoon.

Riziel who opened whatsappnya and there is a message from yesterday has not been read from sakura I don't know what it is then Riziel opened the message due to curiosity.

(Sakura)

(Riziel)

∆[Sorry just opened hp what was it yesterday?"]

Riziel also replied to his message but there was no answer then Riziel while playing the game while waiting for the afternoon and after finishing playing the game 1x rank mobile phone vibrated because there was a reply message from Sakura.

(Sakura)

∆[yesterday where the hell did I chat not reply, and I shop to Indomaret you do not work I think sick since the incident at that time!?"]

(Riziel)

∆[Sorry yesterday sleep kebablasan so forget the work is what?"]

(Sakura)

∆[Something I want to talk about seriously]

(Riziel)

∆[Later if I work]

(Sakura)

∆[Already beware no]

Riziel started out of the application then read comics on mobile phones that update today as well as watching Youtube and after a while ago Riziel saw the clock has shown 17:05.

Riziel immediately prepared her work clothes and then put the phone in her pants pocket after it came out of her room and say goodbye to her parents after it went out of the house.

Riziel immediately picked up the bike in the garage and immediately put on a helmet and went to work and after arriving there that was still empty no one came.

"Have I just come where the others are or come too soon?" Riziel asked herself.

"Riziel came yesterday where's there no news?" Mr. boss is bored in the room to go out to look for the wind.

"Ahh father turned out to be me yesterday so suddenly forgot to tell the father" Riziel who spoke while scratching his head.

"Please now make stock of goods before anyone buys" the boss immediately ordered Riziel.

"Good sir done" Riziel immediately took the stock book of goods and counted them.

Riziel was stocking the goods after that only after another employee came that deon who immediately alternated stock after the goods again.

"Yo Riziel turned out to have come and here I help" deon who greeted and helped.

"Yes now your share counts the stock of the goods after that again" Riziel who began to give the stock book.

"Well, and in front of you, someone is looking for you, who is he?" Deon asked Riziel.

"Secret is none of your business" Riziel replied with a chuckle.

Riziel also went out of the Indomaret was sakura who was waiting there.

"Riziel turns out you're okay" Sakura who starts to see Riziel come out and speaks straight away.

"Yes it won't hurt that easily" Riziel who was directly sitting on the chair opposite to sakura.

"All I want to ask is there ever been a woman you liked not before me?" Sakura who speaks straight to the point because Riziel does not like stale bases.

"Nothing and I want to ask what is true identity?" Riziel asked again to sakura.

"Well shall I say that the identity is something that exists within oneself from the attitude, personality and purpose of one's own life" Sakura began to explain it to Riziel.

"Well do I understand so the identity is the same as the purpose of life for what is really and want to talk what else sakura?" Riziel who has understood what next must be.

"I just think that you are thinking like other men who like women and make them more special for themselves" said Sakura who spoke with a hint of embarrassment.

"That's well maybe tomorrow I will talk about it in school only and now it is working so it will be disturbed" Riziel who understands what sakura means.

"Well I go home first" Sakura who wants to go home.

"Hey I'll take it a little far if you walk" Riziel who immediately wanted to take him so it's okay.

"Alright thank you and sorry to trouble you Riziel" sakura agreed.

"Deon take care of me for a while to take my friend first" Riziel who spoke to deon who had just finished calculating the stock of goods.

"Alright don't be long" Deon spoke directly to Riziel.

"Yes and let me drive" Riziel who started picking up the bike then turned it on.

Riziel and Sakura immediately went to take Sakura home and a few minutes in front of her house.

"Riziel close her eyes for a second?" Sakura who got off the bike Riziel then asked Riziel to close her eyes.

"What the hell? And what do you want?" Riziel was starting to feel strange.

"Close your eyes for a second?" Sakura forces Riziel and Riziel to start closing her eyes.

Riziel who started to close her eyes then on her cheeks felt warm and then Riziel opened her eyes slowly to see sakura who gave a kiss on her cheek.

"That's a sign of gratitude for always helping me" Sakura who started to enter the house.

"Based on the stupid girl I didn't ask for anything in return" Riziel then restarted her bike and went back to work.

Riziel also arrived at her workplace to start working and thought 2 parts that are about identity and sakura doing embarrassing things and making Riziel out of focus.

Riziel immediately decided not to think about it and then focus on work until finished work and went home directly to his house because it was once night.