The Great Queen Mau Lewat
Chapter 295 side story (A Guang story)
A few days after the arrest, Xu xiang asked A Guang to allow him to meet with Na li.
And it was here that the two of them ended up in the prison where Na li served his sentence.
A Guang did not want to interrupt the two brothers' conversation, so he chose to wait outside, but still did not give up supervision to his future wife. He doesn't want his bastard brother to do the things he doesn't want.
Xun xiang walked towards Na li's cell. He saw his brother sitting up.
" Sister, how are you? "
Na li raised his head and saw the arrival of his sister.
He threw away his face, and curiously said. " What are you here for? do you want to laugh at my situation? " Na Li doesn't know what exactly makes her dislike her sister.
" There's nothing good I can get for laughing at you. I just came here to say that I hope this is after never seeing me. Think today is our last meeting. If in the future we meet again, suppose we are both just strangers who do not know each other. "
Na li smiled contemptuously. " Now you show your true face. After you managed to become a Phoenix and climb up to a high position, you threw away your only brother. Very good Xu xiang is very good. You really are a woman who doesn't know yourself. "
Xu xiang's face was still flat. He did not feel provoked at all. He nodded as if confirming what he said.
" You're right, I'm a woman who doesn't know herself. Years of living with a drunken mother and a scoundrel brother who gambles. It taught me to be evil. "
" Do you know why I used to survive even though everyone said I was stupid and an idiot for acting like a cash cow who continued to pay off debts that were never finished. It's because I'm still looking at my mom. And I don't want you to be sad because of what you did. But since mom is gone, then I don't have to be stupid anymore. "
Then Xu xiang smiled bitterly, "You know what's more pathetic. Even after everything I did. I never even saw or remembered me. He forgot that he not only had a son but also a daughter. "
" Mom will only remember me when you're pressed or in trouble. Really, I'm so jealous of you. You can only make trouble but mom's love still flows for you. As for me, whether ill or dead, I'm sure you'll never look at me lovingly. "
" Do you know, just before I left I heard your conversation. You know that your debt paid off because of a loan from my friend. But you're gonna use me to dredge the money. And it was then that I realized that neither you nor my mother would ever change. "
" What am I going to survive for. So it's the same now. Let's get everything done. From now on you can assume you no longer have a sister. "
Na li who originally wanted to curse at Xu xiang suddenly shut up. His tongue was as if his chest was suddenly hurting. It was as if a huge hammer was hitting right in his heart.
It was as if the sky had just lowered its direction. Suddenly, all the memories of how his sister worked so hard all this time appeared in Na li's brain. Making a speck of guilt appear in the man's heart.
Whether there was any wind, the previously silent Na li suddenly said a word that Xu xiang had never expected would come out of his mouth. " Sorry... "
Then Na Li continued. " ... Maybe it's too late, because mom's dead and I just said it. I don't expect you to forgive me. But can it be after this at least until I get out of jail, that you keep visiting mom's grave. "
I don't know the hatred for his sister who used to exist suddenly disappeared. After Xu xiang took out all the contents of his heart that had been harbored, Na li was attacked with guilt.
Xu xiang hoped that right now Na li was just pretending, so he could still hate her and not be burdened with feelings of regret someday.
" I'll do it. " Xun xiang replied briefly.
Na li nodded as if there was a feeling of relief that he was unaware of, "That's good. "
Both are silent no more talk. Feeling uncomfortable, Na li added. "because there's nothing else to talk about. You better go. "
Xu xiang did not reply. He turned and walked away. But when her steps were not far away, Na li slightly shouted.
" Congratulations on your marriage. May you be happy. "
Xu xiang's heart trembled slightly. He could feel the sincerity of Na li's words. But he chose to ignore it.
Xu xiang still did not reply and only responded with a nod. And he stepped away.
Na li looked at her sister's back which was getting away. Unknowingly his eyes were hot and a drop of tears came out.
Regret, one word that Na li felt at this moment. Ever since her mother died, Na Li had always felt tightness in her chest. He thought he was sick. But now he understands, what is it?
Ever since exiting the investigation bureau, Xu xiang had not spoken at all. A Guang did not want to interrupt or force her to speak. He will wait until his wife wants to talk.
Inside the carriage, there was only silence between them. Makes the journey feel so long.
" Thank you for taking me to see him. " The few words that Xu xiang spoke cast out silence.
A Guang pulled Xu xiang into his arms. He knew the girl was not okay. But he was trying his hardest to be okay.
The tears that had been held back had finally fallen as well. He cried sobbing in the chest of the man he loved.
" why? why did the bastard apologize. It would be better if he never apologized. So I can keep hating him. I don't want to forgive him. Really, I don't want to forgive him. " Say Xu xiang in the middle of his cry.
" Then don't forgive him. We are not gods, we are only human. " A Guang tried to comfort, he also knew how sick Xu xiang felt. Forcing ourselves to forgive will only make us sound hypocritical.
Xu xiang no longer spoke. He went back to silence, spilling a sense of tightness in his chest.
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Peace could finally be felt back by A Guang and Xun xiang. The wedding will be held in the spring. More like three months.
Xu xiang was again busy taking care of his trade union. After the status of the crown princess candidate was revealed. Many people are starting to consider the trade union. And it added to Xu xiang's busyness.
A similar situation also happened to A Guang. He was getting busy with the royal business.
In contrast to Sima Rui actually has a lot of free time. Like today, in the middle of his work he secretly met ziyan at the queen's palace.
" Where's the queen? " Ask the waiter around when he didn't find the wife.
" His Majesty replied, the queen is currently in the tomb. "
" All right.Thank you. "
After finding out where the wife was, Sima rui rushed over.
There is an artificial lake behind the queen's palace. There is also a tomb that is always visited by Ziyan when he needs peace.
Sima Rui saw ziyan sitting while looking at the tomb that has been here for 15 years.
" You miss him? "
Ziyan turned her head and smiled when she saw her husband coming. He must have come here after not finding himself in the queen's palace.
Ziyan looked back at the tomb in front of him. The headstone with the alphabet lettering 'Snowy' was neatly carved there.
Ziyan's fat cat breathed his last when the twins were 5 years old.
Reason die? because age. The life span of cats is shorter when compared to humans. And that day became the darkest day as long as Ziyan was in this new world.
Lucy suggests storing one of the snowy DNA samples so that one day if she can return to Britain, she can clone the cat. However, the idea was rejected by Ziyan. Not because he didn't love her. But for the cloned ziyan it was just like an empty shell with no soul. Even though the same is still different. And for him there was only one snowy.
Ziyan smiled at Sima rui's question. He also nodded. " It's been years, but I still miss it. It was a link between me and my mother. I still remember the strange gazes of people in the palace when I saw how sad I was when Snowy died first. Maybe they thought that my reaction was too much just for the death of a cat. They forget that cats are also living creatures. "
" It's because they don't understand you. When other people understand you, what you are feeling, they will feel it too. So don't mind them. Because of my wife, you just have to care about me. "
Ziyan could not bear to not laugh, in the end Sima rui's wise words always culminated by showing how possessive she was.
Ziyan's hand stretched out, "Thank you for trying to cheer me up. " She said while kissing her husband's cheek.