The Greatest Female Soul
362. Panic makes me forget
In the car, Dimas couldn't help but think about his father. This was the first time he had met his real father after so many years.
He could not close the longing and also the desire to feel the affection of the Father, but his logic said to never forgive the person who had thrown himself, his brother and his mother in the past.
"Yeahhhh..." Dimas breathed his heavy breath.
He leaned his head against the side of the car and closed his eyes, Ryan and Ezio stared strangely at their best friend who had since walked out of the school area just silent.
"Why Dim?" asked Ezio, who was sitting next to Dimas.
"Hmm?" Dimas opened his eyes and looked back at Ezio with a questionable face, not understanding what his best friend meant.
"Since then you have been in it, where the breath is so loud. You think of something?" ask Ezio curiously
"No, I'm just tired. Again mengerasain my head dizzy and heavy, it does not feel good" said Dimas lying, he did not want his two friends to know what he felt at this time.
"Would you come by the hospital?" ryan asked worried about his foster brother.
"No need, you forgot that brother was the greatest doctor? Brother is in the mansion too right now?" dimas chuckled.
"Ha-ha I forgot about that, then until the mansion I told Brother Dara to check on you" said Ryan
"Hmmm..." Dimas nodded, he did not reject Ryan's proposal at all. Because later he will tell me about his father who came to the brother.
Dimas closed his eyes again, now his two friends were silent did not disturb the break Dimas. They both thought that Dimas was having a headache and needed rest.
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After Fifteen minutes, the luxurious car carrying the young masters entered the Star mansion.
Ezio and Ryan walk flanking Dimas, both worried that Dimas would faint while walking.
It's a lot better, but only this time they saw Dimas complaining of pain. So they were of course worried, whereas Dimas himself was just poking a smile not knowing what to say with the situation he was in at the moment.
Seeing her youngest son coming home in a fire by his other son as well as his two sons' best friend, Ellena could not help but worry. He who was holding the sky immediately gave the baby a wobble to Dara and walked closer to Dimas and others.
"Dimas baby, why are you son?" ask Ellena to worry.
"It's okay" Dimas replied.
"Lying mah, Dimas was complaining his head hurt" said Ryan
"Zio also denger Dimas said that Auntie" said Ezio
"Oh my God, why don't you take her to the hospital? Then let's go check into the hospital!" ellena panicked.
Ryan and Ezio looked at each other and scratched their nape, whereas Dimas only held back his laughter. It turns out Ellena did the same as Ryan just did, and it's true that panicked people can forget everything.
"Why look at each other? Let's go to the hospital!" said Ellena again.
"Well, Dara is also a doctor. Even have the best doctor's title" said Dimas
"You sick deck? Let's check first" said Dara who had stood up and handed Sky to Kai.
"Check in my room, Dimas all want to lie down. Dimas' head is heavy" Dimas said
Dara did not ask much and nodded, the others waited below until Dara finished checking. Dara and Dimas headed upstairs.
"What's wrong? Is there anything you want to talk about with brother hmm? Brother knows you are not sick at all" asked Dara when they were in Dimas' room, he understood if there was something stuck in his sister's mind.
"Silver is the best doctor, even immediately know without checking first" said Dimas chuckled. Dara just sighed and looked at her sister without speaking.
"Sister, I met the guy" said Dimas again, it certainly made Dara surprised
"Where?" ask Dara calmly
"At school, he wanted to break in but was blocked by security" said Dimas honestly.
"What do you feel right now?" asked Dara, she preferred to ask about her sister's feelings first.
"I don't know, brother, I honestly can't lie to myself. If I also miss his affection as a father, even though I have received the same affection from Papa Adnan.
But given what he did to us and mom, the resentment in this heart is still very strong. Especially when he saw his face earlier, somehow I felt disgusted and his face was filled with a lot of falsehood" said Dimas.
Dara stroked her head gently, then smiled at her sister.
"It's natural that a child misses his parents, as bad as they have done to his children, and vice versa" said Dara
"So don't you get angry that my heart is still weak and still misses him?" ask Dimas
"Sister isn't mad at you at all, it's natural. But can you speak in the opinion of a personal brother?" dara asked, Dimas nodded and looked at her brother.
"There is a saying that if no parent does not love their child, they love their children in their own way. But there are times when the saying is not entirely true, there are some people who do not fit into the criteria of the saying.
Honestly, I know what the guy experienced in the span of one and a half years" said Dara again, it made Dimas surprised and looked at his brother, he said, but he did not intend to interrupt Dara's words.
"Sister's hateful feelings for that guy, very, very big. Even beyond a child's affection for his father, brother won't lie to you about this. Brother is a living witness to what the man did and what pain he gave to mother first.
But even so, as a child and also an older brother who knows very well his sister really wants the love of a father. Brother is trying to suppress the ego and hatred of brother.
Brother knew all this time that guy was living hanging out in the street, brother knew that. But sister has no desire to extend a hand to help her get back up" Dara said as she turned to her sister.
"But big brother didn't let him die on the streets either. Haaaahh.... Big brother thought about this for a very long time back then, and big brother decided to give him a chance to come back with us. As long as he regrets everything he did in the past and wants to change for the better.
But unfortunately, it turns out that the sister hopes too high. The man is still high ego, still short-sighted mind, still arrogant and rotten also his heart. Although he was currently in a very bad state and fell in the bottom hole. But its nature does not change, it is increasingly becoming.
Big brother had already investigated everything and big brother decided not to accept him in this life.
But big brother will not force you to think the same as big brother, you also have decisions that you can take yourself in your life. You have all the rights and you believe you are a smart child and you can make wise and smart decisions" Dara said.
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