The Handsome Widow's Love Trap
#Jane's Decision#

When Jane, and Juli left the classroom to return home, Edgar suddenly confronted her in the middle of the road that had almost reached her home.

"Honey, we should talk please "say Edgar.

"That's Ed already.among us there is nothing more we need to talk about" said Juli firmly.

"Honey you are my legal wife, until now and that means we are still husband and wife" Edgar said.

"You're mistaken, Ed, it's not that your religion has taught you the law of marriage, if the wife and husband separated for a long time and did not meet his obligations as a husband or vice versa it can be said officially separated, what?.?.. I was wrong" said Juli.

"Darling, I could never find you, how could I give you a living inner birth, while you disappear without a trace, am I wrong because I have always filled your bank account balance but recently I know you left all that behind" Edgar said.

"Heeuh..really a cliche reason, I don't want to hear it anymore, for me now there is no relationship between us" said Juli, who now continues her steps.

"Darling I'll wait, we're not done talking" said Edgar, who now embraces Juli's waist from behind.

"Please I don't want anyone else to think I'm a bad woman that just anyone can hold" Juli said.

"Alright, then we'll talk about everything in the car" Edgar said, pointing to the car.

"just an hour and not more, and it's in our house" Juli said.

"Ok" Edgar said, without thinking, he just wanted to talk to Juli, after which he would look for another reason, to continue together with July later.

Edgar got into his car and approached them with his car, while Jane, who was already sleepy, fell asleep in the arms of the mother.

Edgar immediately took the two of them to take them in the car and Juli did not refuse until now because she did not want to make a fuss, really she was very tired for it .

Arriving inside the house, Juli opens the door for Edgar, at this time he even goes straight into the room, to lay his daughter.

Edgar, directly sitting on the sofa that looks worn even though it is still soft, only the color is faded eaten time.

Juli, already out of the room she went straight to the kitchen to pick up a drink for Edgar.

After a few minutes he returned, while carrying a glass of water on the tray.

"I'm sorry this is all I have" Juli said.

"It's okay that it's important you remember your husband" Edgar said.

meanwhile, July, only shook his head powerlessly to hold back his tears.

Juli turned her face pretending not to hear Edgar's words.

"Sit down honey we talk" Edgar said.

"Mas better get home" Juli said.

"Why?.. We don't have to talk, do we" Edgar said.

"Nothing should be us"

"Dear many, we have to talk right now, why??.. You have to get away from me why?.. You must leave me what I did wrong to you, and you have to explain everything, after that you have to come home with me" Edgar said, cutting back on Juli's words, Edgar did not accept Juli speaking as if there was no answer to all the problems.

"Mas, I don't want to talk about all that, because free ends back again you will turn on me, over all that" said Juli firmly.

"Honey, I can't let you live like this both in difficult circumstances, despite this harsh reality I have to accept I'm not willing to see my descendants live to suffer and you're my wife, I work day and night only for you, you are my goal" Edgar said.

"No mas, not only me and the children, you also have him, and I've done the right thing with the life path that I choose right now, you already have Jerry and Jordan's successor, please let me live quietly with my little daughter" Juli said.

"I deliberately left them for their good, I didn't want them to live in the flaws they used to, it was enough that Jane would continue to hang on to my side, but if you can't take care of them, send the three of them here, I can still afford to feed them and send them to school even in a modest school like Jane's today" Juli said.

"No, I don't want you to let them, to feel life here, Jane also has to know where the real family is, she deserves to be happy" Edgar said.

"Yes... You're right mas, I'm selfish, I'm too concerned with my feelings, so I forget about the happiness of my sons, but what, where it all comes from, you can take Jane if she wants me to not want her to suffer anymore if you continue to live with a mother who is not even good at caring for one child, I can't make her happy with the material, I'm just a mother who has nothing and nothing" July's words were immediately cut off when Jane's crying voice, sounded loud.

"Honey, why are you??." said Juli who immediately rushed to her room.

Edgar followed July, now from behind.

"What's wrong??.." said Juli.

"Mommy, I don't want to come with Daddy, I don't want mommy alone in this world, I'm okay not having Daddy, like they come from mommy stay with me, I love mommy, I love mommy, I don't want to live a lot of money if mommy's not with me" Jane said, apparently Jane heard their chat.

Degs....

It hurt Edgar's heart, he was really not expected by his youngest daughter, although Edgar, realized it was his fault, but what??... he could have received all the honesty of heart from a little boy who was only three years old, who now had a mind he was not supposed to have, but back again all because of circumstances that forced her to think like an adult.

Edgar knelt before Jane, and he aligned them high.

'Honey Daddy knows Daddy is so guilty for not being able to find you and give you the affection that a child needs, but all that is not intentional son if Daddy, Daddy knew from the beginning, Daddy wouldn't let you and your mommy live in the current conditions, dear Daddy so love mommy and all Daddy children, Daddy loves you so much, Daddy loves you so much, it's just that the circumstances that force us to live apart, Daddy didn't turn on your mommy, all for Daddy's fault, but what??. You don't want to forgive Daddy, this dick" Edgar said softly, while stroking his daughter.

July who could not see all that, he went straight to the back porch of the house he cried in silence wanted it to feel like he was screaming, if only all that would not make Jane, he said, feeling hurt at this moment, Juli sits limp on the floor of her tears rushing her face down on her knees, Juli is aware of all this because of her selfishness, her selfishness, but was it wrong if he wanted to protect his already deeply wounded heart like this moment.

Edgar, following her while holding her youngest daughter in her arms.

Edgar immediately hugged Juli who was still sitting on the floor his body shook violently because at this time he was crying Edgar, landed a kiss on July's head," Honey I beg you to come back" said Edgar Lirih, but Juli shook her head.

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it had been almost thirty minutes since July had fallen silent on the spot, and Edgar, now at his side, still hugged his channel of longing, though at times Juli tried to break away from Edgar, but July held back a little because Jane was also still in Edgar's arms.

Jane came down from Edgar's lap, he gives space for the two adults but instead of them talking well Juli instead gets up and walks towards the room she opens the closet taking four necklaces of the same size pendant right broke out in the shape of a sun and if put together would be sun-shaped July worked hard to be able to order it for the last two years she wanted her four children to use it all she also brought two favorite dolls the two daughters came out of the room.

"I leave this for all of them if I don't exist, in this world please make them happy, tell them I love them so much, you can take Jane away with you, it's been enough that he's lived with me here" said Juli, who kept it all on the table in front of Edgar.

the man stared fixedly at the face of Juli who was now looking down from the tears streaming down from the eyes of Edgar, Edgar, the woman he loved so much right now really didn't want to go back to living together with her.

"honey, I don't want any of this, I want you and our son to live with me, I beg you to come back, otherwise I don't want to live anymore, better I die than to have to live this law what??.. all this time I hurt you too much honey, I'm sorry if I've hurt you deeply, I've hurt you deeply, I'm sorry if everything has hurt you, I was selfish for loving you both, but I can't make up my mind, right now because Angela, is dying, she needs me, too, he always asked me to look for you two, he wanted to apologize to you" Edgar said .

but Juli didn't respond she took her coat and her bag then "I'll go to work, and after I'm not there you can take her away with you"july said, who immediately ran away with her tears.

she could not bear to see her daughter go, leaving her but she could no longer see her daughter living with so many flaws if she continued along with her.

"I'm sorry your mommy is Jane, mommy just doesn't want you to suffer anymore and be lonely, if you continue to be with mommy" she said, Juli continued walking without looking at Edgar who was now staring at his departure from the yard of his house.

at exactly one o'clock in the evening July returned to her house, she went inside and locked the door she looked around her house so quiet even though the lights were on because of Miss Morin, always turn on the lights when July hasn't come home by nightfall from the light switch that's outside.

Juli was sitting limp on the floor of her knees which is now a crouching cradle of her head she was really crying bitterly when she was back alive a kara, now she was back, Juli hugs her knees tightly at this time if suicide will not get remission of sins, then this very moment Juli will do her, she said, until her tears dried up July just laid her body on the bed .

now there is no more little girl that he always misses when he works, no more crying, when the girl whines asking for a Daddy, he said, no more laughter when he they were playing hide and seek, no more little girl who always wears her makeup secretly while she was busy cleaning the house, Little Jane has gone along with her father, the father figure she's been craving for all this time, all gone, all she's lost that's left today is just a picture of memories in every corner of the room, Juli saw nothing around her.

as the morning approaches, Juli reluctantly opens her eyes, she wishes her daughter, still there along with her, slowly she palpates, she, the mattress right next to her was hoping her daughter was really still there but all was just hope.

he closed his eyes The tears were pouring out"Jane mommy is not strong, better mommy just die" he said.

Juli, waking up from her sleep she sat on the edge of the bed she opened a small drawer from the nightstand, he took a small clear bottle containing a small grain of medicine that had been able to make her sleep soundly without having to remember the pain of having to leave her three children, Juli took out all of her on top of her palm, and immediately drank all of her, the shadows of his life have been passing through his brain from his childhood filled with happiness to his suffering during the life he is now living, until he remembered nothing else.