The Hijra Bunga Desa
Messages of the Past

In the evening Simba who has not yet returned home, makes the Rose feel lonely. And to get rid of his lonely feelings, he opened the blue application. As soon as he logged into his account his net was fixed at the top right corner, where there were several messages going into his account. Curious, Rose clicked on her and saw messages from people she did not know. One by one the Roses checked it until his fingers stopped on one account that had once filled his past.

"Pak Fandi.." - Wirih Roses who then opened the message.

"Hi Roses... Your happy tidings? Do you still remember me, I hope you still remember me as I remember you, Although I've got a family now but only the smell of your body I can feel when I'm with her. To forget about you I was forced to marry Papa's choice because I was devastated when you said you were happy with your husband. But it turns out I'm wrong Rose, I still can't forget you, I'm getting tormented every time I fulfill my responsibilities as...."

The rose stopped its long reading. He felt annoyed why there were words that reminded him of his obedience with Fandi.

"Astaghfirullah'haladzim." The rose closed its eyes stroking its chest to calm its huffed heart. Simba walked into the room and saw what the Rose was doing.

"Yes..."

The rose gasped when it saw Simba who was already standing in the doorway.

"Mas Zaidan." nervously, Rose immediately hid her phone under the pillow. Without seeing it Simba stepped closer to the Rose and asked what had happened.

"Why do you look worried?"

"e-no... I'm just worried because I haven't come home yet."

"Masya Allah my wife... I'm sorry, but I told you to change Papa's meeting outside the office."

The rose only nodded and felt guilty as Simba peeked at her forehead then walked into the bathroom.

"Astaghfirullah'haladzim's chat... I shouldn't have lied." rue Rose.

While in the other room, Faza was telling Zayn what happened this afternoon. Where Roses have begun to feel suspicious if something is hidden from her husband's family.

"Until when will we hide it Mas, Ana has the right to know so as not to feel tormented by her own expectations so great. If he knows we'll find it easier to find solutions to their problems. Poor her, it's been three years almost every month to check whether she's pregnant or not."

After digesting what Faza said. Then take a deep breath and get up from his seat. "I have to talk about this to Zaidan first, you know yourself that it was Zaidan who insisted on not telling Ana because he didn't want to see her sad."

"Now Ana is very sad by continuing to hope without knowing the true condition."

"But at least we're there to deal with it together, With our support and compassion, Ana won't feel alone."

"Well, then I'll meet Zaidan first."

"Ehhh... Zaidan's outside, Ntar's in the room again, he's just coming home."

"Oh yes, tomorrow." Zayn returned to his bed hugging Faza's stomach in an interesting motion until he laid down.

In another room, Rose was hugging Simba with her left chest. Simba stroked Rose's hair and occasionally kissed her head.

Rose closed her eyes feeling the calmness of being in the arms of the husband, Forgetting for a moment about how difficult it is to have a baby. But it was only a few minutes because the moment he closed his eyes his mind also recalled his conversation with the mother-in-law.

Finding the Rose stretch her arms Simba lowered her hands and looked at the Rose.

"What's wrong?"

"What if it turns out I can't get pregnant again?"

Simba was surprised to hear the Rose question. But he tried to calmly answer that question.

"Why are you suddenly asking like that?"

"Yes, It's been three years since I miscarried. I'm pregnant too."

"Don't three years, not even thirty years if God doesn't want us to have a baby, then I will always be faithful to accompany you in the old days."

"Maaass... Don't say anything, I'll feel imperfect if I can't give you offspring."

"I am also like Ana. But what can I do, I can't imagine how broken it would be if you knew what the Doctor said." - Simba's inner self became so sedi.

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