The Indigo [Breathing In Two Realms 2 ]
Chapter.21 Darkness rises light

Why do problems always happen to me? I am not an innocent child. Not an innocent child and can be played or fooled.

I am confused by my life that seems so unlucky, why should I accept all of this?

Dear God, please give meaning to all the suffering that befalls me.

I groaned and hoped God would explain the meaning behind the suffering that was happening to me. My life's suffering continues to come beyond reason.

“Heart,” said someone to Varel as he was about to put me on the bed. I felt very weak and shivering with cold.

“You guys better go out to get ready for lunch,” someone orders, I don't know who he is because my eyes are closed and my head hurts so much. So that I can't recognize him.

“Good Brother!” answered the friends compactly but in a voice that was not too big and then their steps sounded out my room.

“So dear to him, he always stricken with misfortune,” now after a few seconds I was laid on the mattress, I began to be able to recognize the voice I heard. It was the voice of Sister Marlina who gave her concern to me.

“Maybe God is training him to become a stronger servant again,” and this time it was Kak Amara's voice that was heard answering a concerned question from Kak Marlina earlier.

Currs...

The sound of water rang out, it seemed like it was water coming out from the feeling of the cloth.

Then I felt a warm damp cloth placed on my forehead, it made me feel better because my head that had felt frozen now slowly felt better.

“Let's go out and let him rest,” take Kak Marlina to Kak Amara.

“Iya,” replied Kak Amara briefly and then they both left me to rest for a while.

Dar.

The sound of the door closing.

Then I closed all my thoughts hoping to go to dreamland. For a moment I thought about what Kak Amara had said earlier. He said, maybe the trials that are happening to me are a mental exercise given by God, so that I can be stronger and stronger in dealing with all the problems that happen to me.

I felt that God had answered my question earlier through Kak Amara, I felt relieved when I realized it and then I fell asleep in peace. I was really relieved by God's answer through Kak Amara. I slept and rushed off to dreamland.

A minute later I was in a fantasy realm, a dreamland. In this nature we can sometimes live like a princess, or as a cast of horror films.

Tests.tests..

The sound of water drops was heard.

Walk with a very peaceful feeling. Now I am in a lush and green valley, overgrown with colourful flowers.

I walked through the flower garden, I walked along the path that led nowhere.

Whistle.

A colorful bird flew freely across from me. I smiled and pranced along the path.

“Huuu hu huu..” a melodious voice sounded from the end of the road.

I stopped prancing around after hearing that voice. I walked slowly and was amazed at what I was seeing.

I rushed towards the gazebo that looked very beautiful, located beside the calm lake. Butterflies flying, a white goose swimming in a calm lake.

After I reached the gazebo, I walked down the stairs connected to the lake. I sat on the third stairwell. I let my feet into the water.

“Mama!” I hugged him tightly and so did he.

“Mama to anywhere? We miss Mama so much, come home Ma!” I said in his arms.

“You'd better just go for it, son! One day you will find all the answers to your questions,” Mama replied while stroking my hair. I let go of my embrace and leaned on Mama's shoulder.

“Take a month, Mom,

Get me the moon, Mom,

Which always shines in the sky,”

I sang while looking at my mom. My mom smiled and sang with me.

“In the sky of the bright moon,

It reaches the stars, though,

Get me the moon, Mom,

To illuminate, the,

My sleep is good,

In the dark night, though,

Get me the moon, Mom,

Get me the moon, Mom,

Which always shines in the sky,

In the sky of the moon,

It reaches the stars, though,

Get me the moon, Mom,

To illuminate, the,

My sleep is good,

In the dark night, though,

Get me the moon, Mom,

Get me the moon, Mom,

Get me the month, Mom,”

I enjoy this fantasy realm along with smiles and happiness.

Seriate