The Indigo Twins
The departure of Roy
In the next room.
Alisa is on her stomach looking at the photo of Dava in front of her, she has washed and gave the frame to the photo.
Occasionally tears fall suddenly when important moments with Dava remembered in the mind of Alisa.
"Doooor"
"Allahu Akbar" surprised Alisa who heard the shout.
Alisa stared intently at the man who was laughing out loud after making her surprised.
"I can't really ngaggetin me" Alisa's nagging with her jutek face.
"Yes sorry, don't have to jutek it dong, later it's more ugly" Roy sedu by pinching the squash on Alisa's cheek.
"It hurts" Alisa brushed Roy's hand off.
"Why did you come here?"
"Remain if you don't see you"
"What do you do, you're gone, now go, you yourself say it's better to die than to live"
"You don't get angry, I actually don't want to like this sa, I want to keep looking after you" Roy hopes Alisa is no longer angry with him.
"While you're taking care of me, I'm not asking for it either"
"You didn't ask, but Dava used to take your nitipin to me before he left for America, he was just afraid of you in anything with the kids, he said, unfortunately I often disturb you to be closer to you and the children no one dares disturb you"
A single tear flowed down Alisa's cheek as she knew it.
"Why didn't he tell me he told you to take care of me?"
"Maybe Dava doesn't want anyone to know, I never even told anyone this, just like you don't, because it's a little private"
"Dava I miss you so much, why now he can not be contacted, he said he will return, but why do not make it in touch ajain aja not able" since Alisa kept trying to contact Dava but still can not, wa Dava number has been inactive for approximately 1 week.
"Maybe Dava is busy because he forgot about you, you're positive thinking"
"But the time can not spare a little time for me, he does not know what if now no one wants to be my friend, I will be alone again in class, I will be alone again, he goes you go too, I hate you both, I hate"
"Who said there won't be anyone else who will be your friend, how will there be someone who will make you a queen"
"Who?" curious Alisa who had not been a man close to her in class.
"There, he loves you more than he does" Roy points to Dava's photo.
"I feel like he's the man God created for you"
"Who is he, where is he now?"
"He's not far away, he's near you, just that you don't realize that he loves you, he's always trying to make you happy, but you're still not aware of his whereabouts, but slowly you'll realize who he is I mean"
Alisa was silent, she was trying to remember which man she had been close to.
"He's around you, he's always with you, he loves you so much"
"He's around me, he's always with me, he loves me so much, the question is who he really is, why don't I know?"
Roy just smiled."You'll know later, you're not promised anything, are you Dava?"
"Dava said he'd come back to this country after he grew up, he said he'd apply for me"
Roy is silent, he remembers exactly the words of Dava who said he would not return to this country again so Dava told him to take care of Alisa.
"Roy, why are you silent, what do you think?"
"No, I didn't think of anything"
Alisa still continues to look at the photo of Dava in the frame.
"Sa are you gonna wait for Dava to come back?" the question kept Alisa quiet.
"I don't know Roy, I want to wait for him anyway, but I'm afraid he won't come back here again, in vain will my struggle if he really doesn't come back here again"
Roy smiled."If I may advise you not to wait for Dava, you just find someone else, because I'm just afraid Dava won't come back to this country again"
Alisa is silent she does not know what to decide, waiting for Dava or looking for a replacement.
"I don't know Roy, I don't want to think about it, later I'll decide to wait for him or not"
"Roy" Andin's call brought their conversation to a halt.
Roy looked towards Andin, Elfa and Khalisa who appeared in this room.
Roy nodded."It's time I left, I came here just to say goodbye to you if I'm going to go"
"J-don't go Roy, I'm the same who if you go" Alisa tries to prevent Roy from leaving her forever.
"I have to go sa, I can't be here anymore, it's not my place anymore, I'm sure you can fuck this all by yourself"
"No Roy, I can't, I'm not that strong, let alone the kids in that class, I can't be strong if I'm disturbed by them" tears kept flowing down Alisa's cheeks, she kept trying to keep Roy from leaving her.
Roy smiled."But sorry if I can't be here, I have to keep going, look at me, from here you have to be able to learn independently, you have to be able to fight your own fears, you have to fight your own, because you can't forever depend on what's called man"
Alisa is silent, Roy's words have a point too, but the practice is difficult for him to apply.
"But Roy I can't"
Roy cupped Alisa's cheek."I'm sure you can, Alisa Qiensyah can't fight those bad boys"
"I'll try but if I can't?"
"If you still can't, you call Tias or not Daniel, ask him for help, he will definitely help you" Alisa nodded.
"Now I say go first, you be careful here, do not be sad because there is someone who is not willing you sad like gini"
Alisa nodded even though tears kept flowing.
Roy wiped those tears away."I go first yeah, you're fine here"
"Jagain I'm from up there" Roy smiled hearing that.
"I'll definitely take care of you from there, you don't have to worry, I'll go first huh, goodbye Alisa"
"Goodbye to sa"
"Good bye"
They all smiled and then disappeared from this room.
Alisa's cries hardened again when they could no longer be seen.
"Roy" said Alisa who was crying loudly.
Alisa buried her face in the pillow by crying because she lost the figure of Roy, who was willing to pretend to be someone else to take care of her.
Really after this Alisa does not know whether there are still people who are as good as her or not.