
life is like a blank paper, it depends on us how to fill the paper what we fill with neat writing or with scribbles. if we fill it with scribbles all will look bad by us and others, but if written neatly will look good and beautiful in the eyes of people but behind good writing there are also scribbles that people do not know ...
people can only judge a person from the outside but no one knows how the person is, no one knows how broken he feels, how many problems he passes, no one knows how much he has, all must not know her.so do I who look cheerful, happy, smile but actually I feel very lonely, sad, and crying in tears... oh yes I forgot to introduce my name, my name is Maura Az-Zahra I am a short girl who is 26 years old and until now I am still a single girl, friends my age are already at work and have a husband even have two children, another thing with me who is still a successful unemployed who pretentiously busy here and there ... since the age of 10, my mother and father have died in an accident so I decided to take me to live with him, om very good man but different from his wife who always compare me with her son named Sisil every there is a problem Aunt always me who so the impact so I started not at home and when I went to 2nd grade high school I started working in a cafe, I can say school while working and since then I decided to live alone in the house of my parents the parents' house is not sold so I do not have to bother to find a cost .. but fate said another that earlier I thought would continue to work with the arrogant I applied for college, but fate said another that I thought I would continue to work with the arrogant I applied for college, the beginning of the first semester of college was still running smoothly but in the 2nd semester of the cafe where I worked turned out to be bankrupt so all his employees were stopped and since then my finances began to irregular sometimes me eat and sometimes just eat noodles to save, while in college I'm looking for another job what I work to pay. college but all still no results and finally I decided to stop college in semester 3 was actually sad to have to drop out of college but how else I was also confused by the financial so it is difficult to ask the same om I am ashamed because I myself decided to leave his house om and surely his aunt will also be angry if you know asking for money but yes it is possible this it is still me but, even though I became unemployed success this dream and my mind remains high, loh, I still want to go on vacation to Korea and be able to watch a K-Pop concert in Korea, the name of his dream is who knows it could be reality hehe
because of my desperation about the job that has applied where but not accepted so .I decided to apply to be tkw, it's been two weeks I've proposed but still no reply came in the email..
"oh God really gini my fate, what sin I did so that my fate so this" said Maura almost desperate with circumstances
arrived the notification of his phone also sounded a sign of an incoming message
"aaarrh Alhamdulillah finally notice of employment" said Maura pleased
email message "welcome for you to be selected as one of the TKW that will depart in Sunday this week, please come directly tomorrow at 08.00 to the office for further talks, thank you " the short message however could make his heart Maura so unbecoming
"so TKW the feeling is still not because there is a sense of pleasure, sadness and fear, and, happy yes I can get a job with a big salary and later will be in kumpulin for a vacation to Korea can meet the meaning of Korea, Korea, sad to be separated from om and his other family and do not know how much longer can meet with them and if I fear so TKW who often in the news must survive with an evil and abusive employer, Omg can't imagine how scared I would be to find such an employer and I don't know where to send it yet? what in Arabia, china, turkey or where but obviously I am for now grateful first because I will work .
deflected day
at 07.30 Maura has taken a shower and is well dressed ready to leave for the employment office..
a few hours later Maura arrived at the employment office,when Maura until his office is still not open maybe about 10 minutes and more waiting there are many candidates for TKW and TKI who will leave abroad..
"Hey .would you apply to be TKW too? " ask maura with the girl sitting next to her
"yes. whose name are you?"
"i'm Maura! who are you?" Maura asked back
" my name is Mila, oh yeah where's your TKW going?"
"if I came here anyway his goal to Korea, who knows if I was there can meet bts hehe" said Mila while crying
"yes, I wish I could go to Korea too "
"kalo is not wrong yes we are leaving it indeed to Korea" said the hijab girl who also sat next to her miles
" is that right?" maura asked with a big smile, "if it is to Korea I will be very happy not to bother anymore I go to Korea again" said Maura
"oh ya know my name Anisa "the hijab girl thrust her hands to Maura and Mila
"i'm Maura yes you can call me Rara"
"i'm Mila "
they were busy chatting while fantasizing about the Korean oppa they would meet
" if I was just hoping to meet with members of the bts" said Mila
" if I want to meet le min hoo" said Anisa "if you're Ra?"
"i'm the first to want a good employer to continue watching all Korean artists' concerts"
" amiin .. hopefully yes" said Anisa
the office was already open they one by one told to go into the room