The Last Tear's

The Last Tear's
Chemotherapies


Baekhyun is undergoing chemotherapy for the next time..


Baekhyun had to undergo Bone Morrow Puncher (BMP) aka spinal cord drill to find out what percentage of cell blast from cancer suffered..


Baekhyun also had to undergo eight stabs in the spine more or less, just with local anesthesia.. This process is what makes him horrified to face cancer.. It hurts so much..


The chemotherapy Baekhyun underwent was countless, as the main treatment of leukemia was chemotherapy..


It also must be with Baekhyun's condition that is fit enough to do chemotherapy..


Just so you know, leukemia spends six treatment protocols, if not wrong each lasted for six months. Knowing the treatment schedule in detail is important for Baekhyun, as the process goes on for a long time.


Learning this treatment schedule also increases his motivation to recover even though he has to work hard to divide his time with his schedule.. Moreover, he had to undergo exercises or something after doing chemotherapy..


Moreover, the effect that Baekhyun will experience because chemotherapy if only feel nausea, dizziness, canker sores, and others that can be resisted by drinking juice, eating a lot and nutritious.


However, if the joints are painful, difficult to walk, the spleen and liver are swollen, making it no longer because it feels. Just felt good because of the effects of chemotherapy, had to undergo chemotherapy again..


As of now Baekhyun had swelling of his spleen and liver..


And make him rest completely after undergoing chemotherapy..


He had to lie to the Member and his Manager for the chemotherapy he was doing..


And indeed Baekhyun deliberately took his empty schedule to do chemotherapy..


Baekhyun was pounding weakly on his bed.. In his ward..


Every now and then Mi Sun would check on Baekhyun's condition.. He can't leave her alone..


" i haven't done anything all day but I feel so tired.. My body is very weak and my stomach is nauseous.. Baekhyun said to Mi Sun who was accompanying him"


" Oppa should take plenty of rest.. So try to sleep.. Said Mi Sun while holding Baekhyun's hand"


" ahh it hurts all.. Baekhyun said as his body curled up to Mi Sun who was sitting next to him"


" a time like this I just want to be lost.. And not feeling all this.. Baekhyun complained that he was feeling the effects of chemotherapy"


" Oppa, would you like me to tell you a story for Oppa? will make Oppa quickly fall asleep.. What does Oppa want? Mi Sun asked and got a nod from Baekhyun"


" yes, close the eyes of Oppa..


" There was a girl who loved a man who never thought in the least of all could have a heart like this. Sweet.. He-he's so sweet. Smiling gently, laughing transmits happiness, saying gives warmth. The man is like the sky. The blue one reconciles, the vast one pervades the world, its world. Who willingly dimmed so that the stars showed the beauty of the night. Who is willing to give rainbow after rain. Which provides the warmth of the sun and the coolness of the morning drizzle. A beautiful sky with twilight that offers peace of soul, its soul.


" There is a girl who loves a man. A girl who never knew the reason why she could love him so deeply. The girl liked her smile, missed her voice. He likes the look in his eyes. The eyes of a man who loves. The warm look of love always emanated every time he looked at the girl. But that's not why the girl loves him. It was not because of her smile, her voice, her beautiful eyes or even her face.


The girl loves him because of him. Only himself.


Loving the man because of everything he has.


" Umm?? Who're they?? Oppa wants to know who they are??


All right, I'll tell you. Keep your eyes closed Oppa.. We'll meet them..


"Darling.. Did you see the gate I said at the beginning of the story? A gate to a garden. The flowers bloom with beautiful colors, butterflies flying, green grass like a soft permadai. That garden, the garden of a thousand flowers. Come in, baby.Step your feet into it. You will find the answer you asked earlier. About a girl in my story.


Have you found it? He was sitting in the garden waiting for his man..


Mi Sun tried to suggest Baekhyun's thoughts.. So that he can sleep..


Mi Sun understood what Baekhyun felt was uncomfortable for him..


He always felt pain when cancer drugs entered his body.. With high doses of medication..


Her passion for healthy is great..


Sometimes Baekhyun will feel why God does not end his life when the pain continues to stab him..


But Mi Sun understands psychologically it will happen to any cancer patient who does long and painful treatment..


So Mi Sun could only make her strong with her spirit..


There was a loud snoring from Baekhyun's mouth, a sign that he was asleep..


If it can be divided.. Mi Sun wanted to feel some of her pain or if she could she also wanted to replace Baekyun's pain..


Indeed Mi Sun knew all the effects of chemotherapy would be like but she never felt it..


The doctor just studies his material and sees how his patients fight for his life without feeling it themselves..


But just looking at it made him sick..


Especially seeing Baekhyun who is always in pain with the chemotherapy that he did.. Making Mi Sun weak seeing her in pain.. Especially without family next to him..


The door slowly opened.. Looks like Soo Yun walked in.. And slowly He closed the door then walked towards Mi Sun..


The two of them sitting on the balcony of the hospital now did not want to disturb Baekhyun's sleep.. Because the VIP room Baekhyun's nursery has a balcony..


" have you eaten? Soo Yun asked as she gave a box of Mi Sun's favorite cake"


" thank you.. Said Mi Sun"


" was he just sleeping? Didn't he just do his chemotherapy?.. Ask Soo Yun"


" yes.. I can't bear to see him in such pain.. I'm.... Mi Sun's speech was cut off because it held back crying"


" is it so heavy? Ask Soo Yun"


" that's it.. You have to be strong for him.. Said Soo Yun trying to calm Mi Sun"


" you're his strength now.. Imagine how He would do all this to make Him heal.. He did it because of your love.. You remember how a Mi Sun seduced her into doing this treatment.. He did it with your love.. He can be strong because of that.. So you have to be strong.. Maybe I can't do what I'm talking about, but I'm sure my friend can be strong.. The Mi Sun I know is never weak.. Be patient.. Said Soo Yun while hugging her friend"


Mi Sun cries in Soo Yun's arms.. This is how Mi Sun can vent her emotions.. With crying.. He could not cry in front of Baekhyun..


Mi Sun did not want to make Baekhyun even sadder from feeling guilty..


He must be strong for Baekhyun.. Must..


" don't you want to eat your cake? If not, I'll take him home.. Hows it? Said Soo Yun"


" you're either giving me the intention or you just want to tempt me.. Here.. Said Mi Sun while wiping her tears.. And take Soo Yun's cake"


" ohh look.. You're a doctor.. Wash your hands before eating.. Said Soo Yun"


" hhh just calm down. I always take her.. Said Mi Sun while taking her Sanitizer hand"


" it's up to you.. You are indeed yes.. Said Soo Yun"


" diminish your voice.. Husttts... Said Mi Sun"


Friends are not there when we are happy.. He will always be there when we like and mourn..


That's my best friend..