The Legend of the Moon Goddess
43. Infinite Apology

"So, what really happened to you, son?" shangguan Qingshui asked softly but still tucked a sad tone behind it.

"Dad.." replied Shangguan Yue softly as he lowered his head.

His white hands seemed to be tightly gripping a cup, but he slowly relaxed his fingers.

Despite all the sadness, as a child He needed to be honest with parents. It is a filial and virtuous attitude that must be done by every child.

However ... In the present conditions and situations, it is not possible.

However, Shangguan Yue was not able to say one hundred percent honestly to his father. This involves a scenario and destiny that can most likely escape his will at any time.

If allowed to choose, He prefers a safe path but that does not mean smooth in this journey of revenge.

Safe road means to avoid troublesome things for the sake of the effectiveness of the plan in order to continue to achieve success.

In other words, staying away from problems and trying to be the most profitable party is the main point. Well, that's not in every situation to be honest.

But that does not mean telling the whole past is a problem and that does not mean he considers his family as a burden. No one knows the heart of every human being.

Shangguan Yue looked from the most dangerous side, what if his father got involved then the bad guys intended to target him? In this case, things will get more complicated and it could corner him to the point of giving up.

'Sometimes, not everything needs to be told to the others. Just an important thing, considering the amount of information that is not good load bearer dammed by Father, I ... Just didn't want to make him bother, ' Inner Shangguan Yue with shady eyes.

"Before that, Dad. I ... I want to apologize." he said slowly. He was not a shameless person, so apologizing was a must.

"Sorry?" beo Shangguan Qingshui frowned. Shortly afterwards he breathed heavily.

Really, He couldn't cover the skin of the face that was beginning to wavy.

The knuckles were clenched, and he could see that the child was a little frustrated to tell his past.

Is it so hard to tell stories?

"Yue'er.." call Shangguan Qingshui while stroking the back of the child's hand.

He then softly spoke, "flower petals plunge like snow; past, nostalgia, and memory are one. Where does winter make sad drops fall...?"

Shangguan Yue's smile turned wry, "crying is natural ... Spring is the beginning; heat is the intermediate; fall is not stepped on; at last winter is creeping..."

"... Father ... This poem is not the same as saying that 'immortal is the delusion of the temporary one.??'," continued Shangguan Yue with burning eyes.

'b ... How realistic this poem was.' Inner Shangguan Yue.

Sighs sadly, "Yue'er .. still remembers his looks."

Taking a deep breath then Shangguan Yue threw out slowly, "It can't be forgotten. How could Yue Yue forget that it was related to Big Brother Yun and also Mother?"

"Huh ... Yue'er is right."

Pondering for a bit, Shangguan Qingshui then again said, "This ancient poem is from the 'snow and blood' literary book'. Few intend to read it. Most prefer to practice martial arts or get caught up in the greed of cultivation."

"Is ... Yue'er same?" shangguan Qingshui asked with a handsome smile.

It seems he is being tested before telling his past. This is blatant goodwill. It is a bad thing to be angry, you are still a father, Shangguan Yue thought back to calm down.

"Iri leads to greed. Greed leads to arrogance, where in the world is there no such person? Even if there is a 3:7 ratio. Even I am included in the number seven, Father."

Shangguan Yue then paused for a moment. His gaze turned even more resolute, "Will but literature is much more important than cultivation."

"Oh? Why that?" shangguan Qingshui asked interested.

Shangguan Yue then replied, "literature teaches life through complicated poems. It's just that, people do not know if the understanding of poetry about life can improve mental abilities that are important in the advancement of cultivation. When said, mental is the internal spiritual energy that can be the first party in precarious situations or when humans are on the edge. While cultivation was internal spiritual energy at the second layer."

"When we die, as long as the mental spiritual energy is higher than the cultivation level, life can be guaranteed to return. The only drawback is..."

"Only applies to cultivators above the realm of Earth Enlightenment, "said Shangguan Qingshui smiling full of nostalgia that He accidentally remembered.

"Yue'er, you are so brave. Is literature important to cultivation? It's also your mother's habit" she said with a warm look.

"Will however, the reason why people would rather increase cultivation than mental energy, did Yue'er know the cause?"

"I know..."

"There was once someone who advised me and said that all things would be in vain without any understanding of life. And at that very moment he told Yue Yue about the reason I was asking..."

Raising an eyebrow slightly interested, "hm ... who told Yue'er?"

"I don't know, Father," replied Shangguan Yue shaking his head slowly. Honestly, this woman is also confused.

Smiled softly in response, "Dad, I just bet."

"betted? Are you afraid of the consequences?" astonished Shangguan Qingshui tightened his grip against the palm of the child.

"No. To be the strongest, I will do everything possible despite having to bet on myself," replied Shangguan Yue firmly, without any trace of hesitation.

Sighing helplessly, "hah ... Mother and son are the same. However, Yue'er looked more ambitious than Xia'er." muttered Shangguan Qingshui in a sad tone.

He slowly relaxed his fingers.

"Say. What cause? Tell me everything that Yue'er has been holding for the past 8 years. Father it didn't matter if Yue'er hated this useless man. As long as Father could become a big tree and be able to protect Yue'er back, that was not a problem." Shangguan Qingshui said sincerely as he rubbed the back of the child's soft hand.

Smile sadly, "Father ... Can I apologize again...?"

"Haven't it?" wonder Shangguan Qingshui.

Shangguan Yue took a deep breath, for now her throat felt extremely itchy.

"One time sorry is for my selfishness. The second excuse is for what happened. And this time, I want to apologize again ... Father, Mother, Big Brother Yun, Uncle Shu, Grandpa, Grandma, and Big Brother Zhu were indeed people who had always been kind to Yue Yue. That's why one apology will never be enough...!"

"Hey, Son. What mean

Bruk!

Suddenly Shangguan Yue bent her knees before Shangguan Qingshui.

"Yue'er...?!" this man was so surprised.

"Dad...! Although I apologize ... Even for thousands of times ... This guilt...! it will never go out...!" shangguan Yue slobbed with a quivering tone, almost surprising Shangguan Qingshui as a trace of tears began to wash over the child's face.

"Yue'er, don't cry ... I'm here, Dad ... I won't make you suffer anymore...! Father will also always protect Yue'er...! So, relax..." Shangguan Qingshui stood up and began to clench tightly to the child.

Even it was very tight, not wanting to let go.

Shangguan Yue slightly clucked, "Why do you all always say the same thing...? Protecting me? Watch me? Then what about your lives...?! Every time someone says protect me, do you ever think...? At least one thought to protect myself rather than my life?" slowly oozed.

"Among the 3 Worlds, trillions of lives are alive! I am just one like a dust that blows...! This, isn't this not worth it? Life exists only once, twice is a coincidence, 3 times is luck! But ... destiny can't be trusted!"

"Two lives after one life? Why is it like that...?" shangguan Yue surprised his father again.

"Yue'er ... What really happened to you...?"

Shangguan Yue then hardened his jaw, trying not to drop the puddle of water that had made the pupil hotter.

It could be seen that He bit his lower lip, feeling that he deserved to remain in the Shangguan Family? Family is good but is He worthy? This woman is pessimistic.

"Dad ... I-I don't deserve the Shang-Hang Family

"Yue'er is a member of the Shangguan Family. Want it a century, two centuries, even if it becomes a betrayal, Yue'er is still Shangguan Yue. A woman surnamed Shangguan...!" firmly Shangguan Qingshui smiled gently.

"Whatever happens, the past is over. The present is the present, the future is the future. For Dad, Yue'er is the most beautiful girl and will never change. Yue'er is Dad's son, Yue'er's responsibility is also Dad's responsibility. Does Yue'er understand...?"

"Dad.." muttered Shangguan Yue quivering.

"Then from that, no matter what happened in the past, Yue'er will always be Dad's favorite. The future is the same."

Shangguan Yue frowned sadly, "T-but Father ... Big Brother Yun and Big Brother Zhu died because of me ... They were killed in front of Yue Yue ... But..."

This woman smiled bitterly, "Yue Yue is so useless ... Even until the last second .. effort is empty and can only be regret..."

"So, Dad..." Shangguan Yue raised his head and started to look into the father's eyes fixedly, "do you hate me?"

This woman's face cooled down, and it could even be seen that it was not a sad look anymore, but rather a look that represented emptiness, regret, hatred, and also a deep sense of resignation.

"Your first child died together with her fiance ... My mother also died a few years after my birth. This dust like Yue Yue, was a misfortune for the Shangguan family indeed..."

"..." the man-Shangguan Qingshui only displayed a flat face yet was like he was holding the heat from his head.

"Don't you agree, Dad? Let Yue Yue guess, will the next second you throw me out of this house? Or cancel myself to be the rightful heir of the Shangguan Family...?" shangguan Yue asked in succession causing the father's head to nearly explode.

"Yue'er is not dust...!!! Yue'er is the father's son!!!" annoyed Shangguan Qingshui raised his tone to the child.

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