
White smoke billows over a cup of hot mocha coffee. The owner of the coffee was reluctant to drink it. The finger danced on the keyboard to write his diary as usual.
...I am Salma Zulaikha Marwa the son of Rania Zulaikha and Haidar Dhaky Marwa. Now sixteen years old, next month I've got sweet seveneen which he says is the most special birthday? But of course that's an exception for people whose families are a mess like this. People say I'm the luckiest man, in fact? 180° inverted from original. ...
...Not narcissistic but do I have a perfect face, a watered brain, enough life even more than enough, morals? New hijrah puh sepuh so do not nanya still factory suit only better little. One thing is minus my life, happiness....
...A year ago the most unfortunate incident in school has made me blasphemed all out. When one student who incidentally my close friend committed suicide from the school rooftop. Unfortunately at that time I was considered a suspect when there I was a witness, and yes I was detained at the police station during the investigation of the case. But luck came, I'm on a break free because there was evidence of cctv in the rooftop that time. Unfortunately because born with a lot of luck make friends that I have so envious and spread slander in between schools. The case of bullying I always dapetin, strangely my teachers never know about this. I have a strong mentality but if I am only one against hundreds of students at school it can not dong. ...
...Mirisnya because I was detained by the police, the mother who was initially well sent to a mental hospital because of inner pressure. Bokap I even add to the problem with marriage again and bring the widow son one. I want to be angry but I do not dare to talk to papa because as strong as my mental, anyway most afraid of the same papa. I could finally cry in my room. I really-hate this, stepdaughter papa as if changing my position in his life. And as a result of that case also papa has not cared for me, because the case makes his good name tarnished....
...I had a brother, he was studying in Turkey at the time. After knowing this, my brother refused to return to Indonesia. It was as if the country was where he lived not Indonesia. I am alone in this hell. Finally the odd semester holiday came too, I chose to follow my brother to Turkey even though only a week but enough for refreshing. And that's where my story begins....
"Who says there is a perfect human being? There's not. There are people who are lucky about his career but he's not lucky about his family. There are people who are lucky about their families but not lucky about their careers. There are people who are both lucky but the universe wants him to go faster into his lap. Actually the key to life is one, make your weakness your advantage, which can help you become stronger."
"We won Sal. I deserve to be there when you need me and you also deserve to be there when I need."
"Without you know, you're like sayyidah Aisyah Sal. You're perfect in anyone's eyes, including mine."
"Sister Loly ate rendang, Happy reading ayang" said Salma while pressing the save logo on the note.