The Love Me For 100 Days
Can't forget

**day to 86**

Morning comes approaching with a warmer temperature than yesterday, although a heavy snowing night still makes Meira not abstain from vacation to take care of her shop.

While tying his shoelaces, he thought that last night after he and Ervin took shelter, Ervin said something confusing to him.

“you're right. Even someone who has never done anything wrong in his past, should be punished this much.”

He wanted to ask back but, his words were immediately echoed again by Ervin.

“aku..Sedang trying to convince myself, if I have wrong in the past and after this morning, I am sure.if I am just a loser !” he said, covering his face with his right hand.

“Meira, thank you. Because now, I can feel what you've been feeling” said Ervin while standing.

He really did not give Meira a chance to ask or answer his words. Meira just sat down and saw him leave in the snow last night.

Meira is now in front of the store, want him he will not take care of other people's problems anymore, a dreamy face with a gloomy smile, clearly visible on his beautiful face. From the inside, Ervin was cleaning the glass. Seeing Meira with her sad face, she drew something with water that she sprayed on the glass.

**duk ! dukk!**

Ervin's finger tapped on his glass and Meira turned to his left. From the outside, he only saw Ervin who was smiling while pointing to the glass.

Those gloomy eyes became wide-eyed in shock at what he saw. A picture of a smile and flowers adorning her side, again reminded her of the thing she wanted to forget.

And that smile was right on Meira's face. He looked back at Ervin and again looked at the picture of the smile.

“no..no..Meira ! this is all just your illusion ! your mind is in a mess right now !” meira closed her eyes and kept shaking her head.

His eyes remained closed when he entered the store, his behavior, even more his feelings were more chaotic because Meira tripped the man's legs right after opening the door.Ervin's hand caught Meira who almost fell forward.

the beautiful eyes with thick masculine eyebrows, still continued to look at Meira's face which was in her arms. Ervin just kept making his feelings mixed up as he looked behind him as he fell down earlier.

“lain times beware”

The man's smile still lingered after Meira stood up. His face could no longer be hidden by the reddish color of his cheeks and the look of nervous eyes.

His days were going very slowly with the mind still haunted by the shadows of his misdeeds.

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Meira moves out of her office and goes to the roasting kitchen while checking the performance of the employees and the orders. Before approaching Ervin, he was stopped by chatter of employees who seemed to be giving birthday gifts to Ervin.

“happy birthday yes Ervin. This is a little gift from me. I hope you like it and not the voters.” Roy said with a happy smile while giving a gift.

“calm down ! I am not a chooser. It's simple whatever I'll take it.”

Again his hearing channeled words similar to the figure of Raka. He was sure last night that he had cleaned his ears and was not drinking.

Meira was still standing there with her hand still holding the doorknob. His daydreams soon broke when Ervin opened the door.

“oh..? bosses. Are you looking for someone.?”

“hah..?oh, ng.gak kok ak.aku.”

“eh boss Ervin today's birthday. We have given him a gift!

If Raka hadn't filled out the employee's form, they all including Meira wouldn't have known when she had her birthday.

And actually, the writing is just a fictitious essay. Not his birth date. He was caught in trouble again by his reckless behavior.

Meira looks confused with other employees who react like that. She decides to say happy birthday while tucking her hair back.

“iya boss. Thanks.”

“alah it looks like our break hours have ended. let's get back to work ! the spirit of all..” Meira said after replying to Ervin with a smile.

Afternoon was the perfect time for Meira to finish all her tasks and thoughts. The clock in his hand shows at 5 p.m.

What was not finished before now, he finished everything and prepared to go home. However, before that, Ervin again surprised him by giving chocolate-coated mousse cake.

“bos, please take some time so that you can taste my new recipe.” said Raka.

Meira had no other choice and agreed.His hand took a small spoon beside the plate to split the cake in the form of triangular pieces. Raka had prepared something special for Meira by slipping the dough and strawberries behind the chocolate layer in the cake.

however, Meira seems unhappy and her hands are like cramping when she finds out that they are strawberries.

“Bb..bos..? is something wrong.?”

“huh..?! why do you have to hide something to fool me..?

is this your wits or are you deliberately setting me up so I can still taste it..? didn't you know that I don't like strawberries anymore.?”

“bos, i.”

“what are you doing all this for…? did I ask you.?” sahut Meira with a sharp glare.

“bos forgive me. I am indeed.”

“what are you..? are you deliberately my employee here so you can continue to play tricks on me, making trouble for me.?” exclaim Meira while standing up because of her emotions.

“bos ! I'm sorry okay..? it's just a regular cake, why are you overestimating it.?”

Meira is shocked by what she hears from Ervin's mouth. He got out of control and just exploded as he remembered everything about Raka. He himself did not realize that what he was snapping was Ervin. Not Raka.

“hufft.I'm sorry Ervin yelled at you. Me, I have to go home now.” Meira said, patting Ervin on the shoulder and going home.

Along the way, he unceasingly covered up even held his head due to the unprovoked anger.

About Raka, and everything about it.

still, Meira can't forget even though it's been years. Because Raka, is a person who cares deeply for her in her difficult times.

And the daydream, made him fall because he was hit by a car that was speeding behind him.

Soon the driver of the car took Meira to a nearby hospital despite her injuries, not severe enough. Only his elbows were bleeding with a few blisters on his knees.

The pain in his body is not at all worse for him than every suffering that exists because of Raka.

And he just hoped that his hatred would disappear whether it was when.

Seriate…