The Love of a Paralyzed Widow
episode 4

Alma pushed her wheelchair down the house that belonged to her husband , the house seemed deserted because everyone was going out to walk their way was happy because they managed to seize the woman's property . Alma was saddened that she was about to leave the big house soon .

There are so many memories of her and her husband in that house, she felt longed for that time . The period in which they are happy to enjoy life alone with her husband was no parental intervention at all because they lived apart from them .

She misses making coffee for her husband, preparing her breakfast preparing her work suit, she also misses when she laughs jokingly with her husband.

Alma felt that her longing would not be cured because considering that she missed people who could not come back again . she could only vent that longing in tears .

I don't know how long he cried in the last week his eyes have felt tired to feel heavy .

but he also can not always fall , he must rise for the sake of his mother he must recover for the sake of his future .

" If all that hadn't happened maybe you'd still be with me and maybe right now you'd be by my side, comforting me and not letting me be sad ... I miss you so much and so does our son . " Say Alma in tears .

the woman continued to advance her wheelchair until she now arrived in one of the rooms that she had prepared specifically for the baby .

Whichever woman's heart is unharmed when she sees a room that has been filled with baby equipment will never be able to live by the baby because the baby has already gone to the creator .

" I'm sorry dear mama, mama can't defend you . Forgive me son .mama can't hold your hand tightly, give you food, feed you, teach you to walk and talk . You haven't even seen your mom's face, baby ... Mama knows you left mama to make mama a stronger woman and mama thanks for that son, but one you need to know dear . Until whenever you remain a baby mama, until whenever mama still loves you in the heart of mama .mama sincerely do you go son may you calm down in nature there . " Said Alma with tears the woman was still staring at her child's room with a sorry look .

But he also could not make his son back again it was all suratan fate he had to mengikhlaskan his son so that his son was calm and peaceful even though for Alma it was hard but he will try as much as possible .

" Goodbye dear . " Say the woman again shut the door of the room slowly . Maybe he will never see the room again because he will soon be out of the house .

" Samma ..." Omit someone who approached her with sadness .

Alma turned her body and saw that person who was none other than her biological mother , the mother who had taken care of her from childhood and the mother who was in her worst moment was beside her.

The woman approached and rubbed Alma's tears slowly . His face was sad to see the condition of his son.

" Don't cry son everything will be back to how it was dear, don't cry anymore son mom will always be with you dear . Strengthen yourself Alma because the road you take is still long and winding to happiness . You're a strong woman I'm sure you can . " Say her mother strengthened her Alma .

Alma was silent for a moment she felt her mother's words were true she wiped her tears rough .

" Let's Mom go to Alma's room, Alma wants to finish Alma's stuff before Alma moves out of this house . " Take the woman to her mother .

" Let's go .." said the mother, pushing Alma's wheelchair slowly .

When entering the room Alma stopped she felt sad again when she saw her wedding photo attached to the wall of Alma's room .

" Mom please help Alma take down the wedding photo and some photos of Alma and Alma's husband . " Say the woman asked her mother for help .

Without answering his mother immediately lowered the photo . While Alma , the woman walked under her husband's desk where in that place she had provided some cardboard for the container of goods that she would carry .

" Put it here buk .." said Alma gave the cardboard to her mother.

After that, the woman returned to put her wheelchair towards the closet . in her take out all the contents of the closet and put on her mattress one by one .

" Will you bring all the kids?" Ask her mother not to believe because the clothes are so many .

" Maybe only some of Alma's clothes that Alma brought other buk will Alma donate ." Alma sissy .

The woman folded the clothes while sorting out which of these she would donate and which she would carry .

While holding her husband's shirt she recalled her past . She put the shirt on her husband's body every day and it made him sad because he would no longer be able to do the light work.

" Have you folded your clothes, son ?" Asked his mother to throw off Alma's daydream .

" Not yet Ms. .just a few left . " Say the woman explained .

" Let me help son . " His mother's proposal helped Alma .

" Mom doesn't cough anymore . ?" Tanya Alma who did not hear her mother cough earlier .

" No need to be Alhamdulillah . " Say mother Alma was grateful .

" As her mother's cough comes when the mother feels soybean . Forgive Alma ya Bu , because Alma long in the hospital mother so bear all her own. " The woman still feels guilty about what happened to her mother while she was in the hospital .

" Don't blame yourself constantly son, it's not your fault either mother was wrong for not being able to refuse the order from your mother-in-law . I want to not think about it again . We have to forget it and start a new life. " Say her mother advises.

" Mom's right ..." Alma agreed with her mother's advice. Then the woman came back busy with her clothes .