
"Ezra... "
"Hmmm... "
"Why am I unlucky, in love or in a relationship? "
"you mean? "
"You know Dr Evan? I just got close to him. But I just got a very surprising fact about him. "
Zoya begins her confiding session with Ezra. It was indeed Ezra who had always been a trash can to throw all the resentment and outpouring of Zoya's heart. And Ezra accepted that. Because that way, he can know what circumstances are going on in his heart.
"What you just found out about Doctor Evan" asked Ezra, who was also curious about the newly discovered fact
Zoya took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.
"It turns out we have a difference of faith, Ezra. And in our belief it is not possible to marry someone who is different from us. "
Hearing that, Ezra was happy but what did he say just now? Be married?
"Zo... have you ever thought about marrying Evan? "
Zoya nodded. And Zoya's nod made Ezra's chest ache. How can Zoya think of marriage even with someone she just met.
"Zop... "
"Hmmm... what? "
Zoya is still leaning on Ezra's shoulder and now her hand is already coiled on Ezra's arm.
"How do you feel about me? "
"you mean? " Zoya who gets a strange question from Ezra straightened his body and released his circular hand there.
"Other than a friend and friend, do you have no other feelings for me? " ask Ezra then.
Ezra has decided to reveal his heart this time, whether Zoya will accept it or not. But at least he would feel more relieved, and any tightness in his chest could be poured out. His friendship problem with Zoya, Ezra will think about it later.
"You mean what the hell is Ezra? I don't understand, don't mess around. " Zoya panics, not wanting Ezra to say something he never thought of before.
"Have you ever thought of me or thought of me as a grown man, not as a friend? "
"Ezra.... "
"Have you missed me for a moment? Have you ever felt a strange vibration in you when you remember me? " Ezra continues to shower Zoya with all the strange questions that Zoya never expected before.
"Ezra. " Zoya instantly stops all stupid questions from Ezra.
"Zop... "
"Stop.. Ezra... Stop. Don't talk anymore. "
Ezra instantly fell silent and looked at Zoya's bowed face deeply. He knows, at this time Zoya must be in shock after getting questions from him. But he won't give up until here. He has already started all of them and will get his answer today as well.
Ezra then took Zoya's hand and placed it on her chest.
"Do you feel it, Zo? Even if you stick your ear to my chest then you'll be able to hear the sound of my heartbeat, Zo... "
Zoya was still speechless, she was still thinking about what happened exactly.
"This heart, she'll always beat faster even faster every time you're next to me, Zo. And it hurts when you tell me about another man. All this time I held him back because I didn't want to ruin our friendship since childhood. But when you have the thought of marrying another man, here... " Ezra pointed at his chest with his other hand, because the other hand was still holding Zoya's hand which felt her heartbeat beating very fast.
"Here it hurts so much, Zo. It was like thousands of knives were splitting him, " said Ezra, who was tearless, and the teardrop fell on Zoya's hand.
Zoya immediately looked up at the ice man, was it true, the iceberg had already melted, so it let out its dew and fell on his hands. Zoya glanced at Ezra's face, implying a sense of hurt in her heart.
"Since when? " ask Zoya at the end, and Zoya's question makes Ezra look up and see Zoya's sad face..
"Since when have you had more feelings for me?" Zoya continues her question.
"Since we were kids and grew up together" Ezra answered honestly by looking at Zoya.
Zoya immediately laughed out loud at Ezra's ridiculous remark.
"Hahahaha... Did I not hear wrong? " said Zoya who still did not believe what she heard.
Ezra who saw Zoya's laughter could only be silent. Looking at her still with a gaze of love and pain simultaneously.
Seeing Ezra who was just Silent, Zoya immediately stopped her laughter.
"So, is that true? " ask Zoya in disbelief.
And Ezra answered him with a nod of his head.
"Why is that man stupid" Zoya said.
"you mean? " ask Ezra not understanding.
"Did you remember my brother Murad who loved your sister from infancy. And now I hear you've loved me since we were kids. Does that make sense? " question Zoya shook her head as she still could not believe what she heard.
"Someone would consider it absurd if they did not feel it, but what I feel is real, and to me this is not stupidity but sincerity. "
Deg. Ezra's speech makes Zoya's chest throbbing pain.
"I've been keeping my feelings deep for you Zo, hoping that one day you will understand, with all my attitude. But until now you never understood my feelings. And even thought about marrying another man. You know what it's like, Zo's pain is so painful" said Ezra, holding his chest.
Zoya instantly fell silent and digested everything that happened today. Ezra reveals her feelings of love and hurt today.
Ezra clasped Zoya's hand and kissed her, and Ezra's actions left Zoya shocked and stunned.
"Zo, after this. I wouldn't expect much from you. Either you still consider me a friend or a friend, or even you consider me a nobody I would accept. Today I just want to express my whole heart to you all this time, so that I don't feel claustrophobic for too long and can breathe with relief . I just want you to know how I've felt about you all along. In the future if we match I will be very happy, but if not possible I will hold this feeling deep for you. " Ezra said as if saying farewell.
"Ezra.
"Can you prove your love to me? "
Ezra raised his eyebrows not understanding what Zoya meant.
"What do you want me to prove? Dead in your hands? or throw myself off the top of this cliff? " said Ezra who wanted a proof of love from him.
Zoya shakes. I don't know.
Ezra then looked at Zoya inside, and the other hand pointed at Zoya's nape. And pointing the nape of Zoya's neck closer to her face, and....
'Cup. '
Their lips both stuck together, making Zoya widen her eyes. While Ezra closed his eyes, he began to sip those sweet and chatty lips alternately enjoying them gently, regardless of Zoya who was struggling to be let go. But it can't be because of Ezra's enormous power. Until he let go of that lip link, when he felt out of breath.
"You... "
Zoya turns annoyed at Ezra, and stands up and leaves Ezra. But his hand was immediately strangled by Ezra and pulled it to make Zoya's body hit the chest of Ezra's field. Ezra clutches Zoya's body in her arms, not wanting Zoya to leave
"Please, don't ever hate me, Zo... I love you so much. Never turn your back on another man, because it makes me sick and hurt. " Ezra then tightens his arms and hides his head in the recess of Zoya's neck.
True, said Ezra earlier, if Zoya listened to her heartbeat at this time, then Zoya would listen to the pounding of the heart that was very tight. And after listening to the heart expression from Ezra just now, for some reason Zoya felt calm and comfortable in her arms. And in the end, Zoya returns Ezra's embrace.
Ezra with his love feelings, while Zoya with uncertain feelings and has not been decided. The two human children with different feelings hugged under the twilight sky that afternoon.