The Love Or Obsession?
Trauma Periha

"You can cry, you can scream. But not to give up." - Jeon Jungkook.

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Thanks to the hard work of the crew and artists, the recording process was finally completed. It only takes two days to take a video in each place you choose. In addition to the beach, they also visit other tourist attractions.

It only takes editing so that the MV is completely finished and ready for release.

Today, they intend to return to Seoul. Yoongi said faster is better, so that the final touch process is also completed. He wanted to enjoy his leisure days immediately, without any work and other problems.

But the name of working to bring the baby is not easy. Jungkook, the man requested that they settle down one more day before returning to Seoul. They want to enjoy a vacation that is really a vacation, because yesterday they went to a tourist spot to work.

"Where are you going, Jung?" Ask Ji-eun.

"I don't know, but I feel like I still want to be here."

"You'll waste time delaying your return, while you don't know where you're going." Yoongi Sahut.

"That's it, let it go. There's no harm in it anyway, we can unwind here before returning to work in Seoul." Lerai Hoseok's.

"What if we go to Waterland? I've been there before." Taehyung.

"Where's the place?" Ask Hoseok.

"Not far, maybe just a kilometer or two?"

"Okay, we're there now. It's not noon yet." Break Hoseok.

|Jeju WaterWorld, Jeju Island, South Korea|

Tourist attractions that can be said with water paradise, because this place is like a waterpark. There is a sauna room and a Korean-style spa, then a children's playground whose arena is almost all water-related.

Like swimming pool and slide. This place is perfect for kids.

"Are you kidding me?" Yoongi.

"Wae?" Taehyung looked at the surprised looking Yoon-gi, did the man never see the slide?

"You brought us here? That's right." Yoongi.

"Is there a problem? You don't want to play the slide?"

"No. I'm not a baby like you."

"Yes already. You can just go to the salon or go to the sauna, you must be tired and sore from being constantly angry."

Yoongi snorted, he completely thought nothing of Kim Taehyung. What kind of friend he is, taking him to a water ride like this. It wasn't that he didn't want to, it was just that he didn't like it and the reason was only one.

"You okay, Hyung?" Ask Jungkook. The young man was well aware of what Yoon-gi was feeling, playing in a place like this was the same as looking to die according to Yoon-gi.

"I'll just sit there." Said Yoongi without answering Jungkook's question.

Jungkook wants to follow Yoon-gi but his hand is immediately pulled by Taehyung. Looks like the young man can't wait to play the slide. Similar to Bongsoon and Hoseok, the two men seem to have been infected by the behavior of two large babies.

"I'll just wait here." Ji-eun.

"Why?" Ask Kim Taehyung.

"He can't swim, Kim." Bongsoon.

The young Kim rounded his mouth and nodded and invited the lover to follow Jungkook and Hoseok who were already at the top.

Yoon-gi sat in a long chair not far from where her friends were playing. Seeing the happy faces of the children playing water slides made him laugh.

"May I sit here?"

Yoongi looked up at the side, Ji-eun standing next to him with her hands behind her. No answer comes out of the man's mouth, but Ji-eun sees that Yoon-gi nods faintly.

The girl surnamed Lee landed her butt next to Yoon-gi, looking straight ahead where Yoon-gi's gaze was also pointing. It could be seen from their place if Jungkook and the others were very excited.

"Why here?" Chirps Yoongi.

Ji-eun turns her head, looking at Yoon-gi with a questioning look. What does it mean that he cannot sit next to her? But he saw the man nod in response.

"You're not coming with them?" Yoongi explained.

"No."

"Why?"

"I can't swim. You alone?" Ji-eun asks back.

Yoongi is speechless, not intending to answer Ji-eun's question. Because he thinks Ji-eun doesn't need to know why. They are both just strangers bound by an employment contract, so neither should know each other's privacy.

Ji-eun also seems to understand the silence of Yoon-gi, she is clearly self-aware of who she is. There's really nothing wrong with the question, just that Ji-eun can sense if there's something that Yoon-gi can't tell you carelessly.

Yoongi sighed and lowered her head for a while, then looked at the uncomfortable Ji-eun nearby. The man felt bad because he was often cold to the girl.

Honestly, Yoon has never felt close to a girlfriend. He always limited his distance and kept his eyes on him. Therefore, Yoon-gi is known as a man who is cold and stiff but not with his friends.

"I have a fear of a great discharge of water." Said Yoongi suddenly.

The girl surnamed Lee turned her head, trying to digest every word that entered her auditory senses.

"You mean, you're traumatized by something water-related?" Ji-eun and Yoon-gi ask without explaining.

In the past, Yoongi had experienced bad things in childhood. At that time, his family was on vacation at a beach. Little Yoongi loved water but the man could not swim. Unlike Gumjae who is already proficient in swimming because the man took swimming lessons from childhood.

Out of pity for his sad looking sister, Gumjae suggests that Yoon wear a lifeguard. That way he will be able to play in the water without fear of drowning.

Yoon-gi agrees to her brother's advice, asking the father to rent a buoy at a rental place. And soon a big buoy was brought by his father.

Yoongi sat in the middle of the big tire, playing splashing water with his brother. Until unknowingly the buoy moved away because of the impulse of the current he made.

Not only that, suddenly the waves came and turned the buoy he was riding so that made Yoongi fall into the water. The boy screamed and waved his hand as his body began to sink.

His chest felt tight due to drinking sea water, as well as his nose that felt sore. Luckily, his father took him ashore and saved him. If it is one second late, maybe Yoon-gi is already in another realm.

Therefore, Yoongi always feared the sea water and waves, once did mental therapy to eliminate his trauma by practicing swimming but still the man failed.

Although a little mastered the technique of swimming but the fear was still lodged in his mind. Until finally, Yoongi suffered from severe depression, not wanting to see the water in the slightest.

The man was unable to bathe, drink, and perform water-related activities for some time.

Ji-eun knows it's not easy for someone to tell her bad memories. Therefore he no longer asked, although in fact the girl was very curious. What is the cause so bad that the trauma is also great?

There is a radiance of fear that Ji-eun sees in Yoon-gi's eye bead, but again if the man remains calm. Even occasionally smiling when he saw his friends playing in front there.

"I'm sorry if I'm curious." Ji-eun said sincerely.

"Forget it."

Yoon-eun has absolutely no intention of telling Ji-eun that, only Jungkook knows that, and she doesn't want to tell anyone.

The reason for that was definitely because he did not want to make others worry and pity him. Because actually behind the current figure of Yoongi, the man had experienced a very severe depression while trying to eliminate his trauma.