
Killa already knows that Ray likes her. From his behavior, but Killa pretended not to know. Several times Ray gave code, Killa also pretended not to catch the code signal from Ray.
When Ray expressed his joy, Killa frankly refused kindly, her heart was numb, her heart no longer believed in love.
Not Ray's name if you give up just like that even though it has been rejected by Killa. Ray is still struggling to break Killa's heart.
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Kiara - as her best friend, does not want to be silent to see the numb Killa, who is afraid to fall in love again. Kiara who knows if Ray likes Killa and Kiara sees Ray sincerely likes Killa. Kiara tries to convince Ray that he is different from the Son.
"Don't hit men equally, Kill. Not all men are depraved, like your ex-husband. Do you want to die and not marry again?" advice Kiara, and currently Kiara and Killa are hanging out at the cafe. A suitable place to calm Killa's mind especially accompanied by a glass of Capucinno ice and chocolate-flavored toast.
"The thing that will make women lose interest and difficult to fall in love is the loss of trust, trauma, and fear of being hurt. That's what I feel! I'm afraid of getting hurt again, Ra." replied Killa as she stirred the Capucinno ice with a straw.
"Try again, kill. Don'tbeafraid. It's not that you often advise me that life is a test. There's always a test. I see Ray as different from Son. Open your heart to Ray. He sincerely loves you." Staring at Killa who was looking down.
"It's true that life is a test, there will always be a test. I was afraid of getting hurt again. And I don't deserve to be with Ray, Ra. He's a mountain while I'm just a valley. You'll know with the Son only his parents don't approve of him because I'm his degree under the Son. Moreover, this Ray is much higher than the Son." replied Killa merrily, then Ray put his head on the table.
Killa was confused by her feelings. There is a love for Ray, especially during this time Ray did good for Killa's heart a little open, but on the same side Killa was traumatized. The trauma that enveloped him and that's controlling Killa's taste now.
"Didn't you see Ray's family very much agree that you're with Ray. Moreover, Nadia he was much more agreeable. Ray's family isn't like that. From what I see they don't look at matter."
"That's it, Ra. I'm afraid, you don't know what I'm feeling. You know I'm a widow, I don't deserve it." Killa's eyes were already glazed over, raised her head and took out a piece of tissue on the table. Wiping the eye that has a clear point in the corner of the eye.
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On holidays Ray invites Killa to go for a walk, as usual Killa will keep her distance. Ray today wants to try again, trying to say that he wants to marry Killa. Ray will accept whatever the consequences even though his heart will be broken again if rejected by Killa.
The beach where Ray took Killa on. With Ifan Ray and Killa walking along the beach.
"Hmmm, Kill, can I tell you something?" ray said hesitantly.
"So, please do what?" killa said slowly.
Ray breathing slowly relaxes the body to continue talking.
"Before I want to apologize, I'll repeat the same question I used to say." Killa was curious and then stopped her steps.
"You don't want to be my life partner." he added.
Killa frowned, Ray knew he didn't.
"Sorry," smiled bitterly. "Open up you know if I can't, I don't deserve it and I'm afraid of getting hurt again. Our caste is different and I am a widow. There are still many women out there who are better than me, sir. Who wants to be a companion to life, sir." Killa scaled, stroking her arms while facing the sky that showed the atmosphere of twilight.
Ray smiled, standing next to Killa while looking up at the sky. "You know why twilight is fun?" turning her eyes to Killa asking for answers and Killa not answering Ray's question. "sometimes he was red they were happy, sometimes he was dark grieving. However, the sky always accepts twilight as it is. So do I, I accept you for who you are. I don't care if you're a widow and our caste is different. Love remains love, I love you from your flaws and advantages. So do you want to be my life partner. No need to answer now whether you want to or not. You just answer me tonight and my family will come to propose to you. You can answer whether you want to or not."
***
"Give me a chance to fill your heart, Kill. I promise I won't hurt you. I'll try to protect you. If I hurt you, you can kill me." Ray said at a special night, Ray wanted to propose to Killa. Ray is currently at Killa's house with his family.
Killa. Shut up just looking down, contemplating yes or no. Killa also had to struggle with his argument. On the other hand he has a taste for Ray but on the other hand Killa is scared, traumatized. That's always what Killa thinks. And Ray's words this time really shook his heart. Killa doesn't see the crack of the lie from Ray, which looks real sincerity.
"I know you've been through a lot of trauma but try to open your heart up a little bit. Here in front of you is a person who loves you sincerely, loves you seriously all my soul and body. And now I prove by bringing my parents back even though I was rejected, I don't resent or hate you, I mean the fight for my love." regret speech to take a deep, long breath.
"I surrender your decision, I accept whatever your decision is. If you accept me I'm very grateful, but if you don't accept it I accept it with a big chest, and you remember I won't stop here to love you, I'll love you forever, Doesn't love expect no return? if I wish I could get love back, it's not love, it's buying and selling. Both sides are asking for profit. Love is not the same as business. Where there is opportunity, there is profit to be pursued."
And finally Ray's words like that managed to make Killa look up his head and then say if Killa mwu became Ray's life companion.
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