
“Hearts-heart”
Amer and Orange cuddle as a sign of each other taking off, to part temporarily.
“Do not, make a fuss Bang Adip, Brother!” whispered Amer to Orange, here Amer felt Adip was closer to him as a friend and did not know there was a heart connection between the two.
“Yes, you also do not trouble Midwife Risa!” replied Orange nodded softly. Then put on the crutches he borrowed from Midwife Rissa's practice.
Amer who had said goodbye to Adip first also left for the city with Midwife Risa.
“You go quickly to the top, do not let the citizens misunderstand!” midwife Risa to Adip and Orange.
“Good, thank you!” reply Adip nodded politely, then looked at Jingga who had washed and changed clothes using Midwife Risa's clothes.
Orange choose long shirts and jeans, simple and polite clothes, considering they are in a place that needs nimble movements.
After Amer and Risa's midwife leave, Adip winks as a code call to Orange to immediately return to the hill, still early morning and not many residents.
Orange swallowed his saliva, suddenly his face reddened and continued to bow his head. Adip saw it go to his own feet. "That's why?"
“You... walk ahead. Don't melt! Have you eaten, right?” adip said as usual talking ceplas ceplos want to melt the mood of the orange.
“Ya!” answer Orange, unfortunately it is getting lower. This time it was Orange's turn to not look at Adip.
The orange walked quickly carrying a small bag containing clothes that Midwife Risa had lent to the two of them.
Adip walks behind to make sure the orange is safe, not falling or being left behind. They had memorized the path leading to the hill so that it walked with focus.
As Midwife Risa said, it was true that primitive citizens were seen at the end of the road to the hill.
"That looks like an indigenous!" adip told Jingga. The orange is silent.
“Jalan is even faster! Don't think we're gonna run away!” adip said again.
“I've been fast!” reply Orange finally felt it had run the maximum out of all his energy.
“Haish, don't argue! Speed your way!” adip replied again not caring.
“Chiih!” luh Orange exasperated stop, stomp feet and put his bag of clothes with a lashing mode.
“Kok even stopped?” tanya Adip was surprised not to know that Orange is again a fad and upset.
Orange's face was already very somber, with her forehead wrinkled and mouth tightly closed, her eyes staring intently at Adip, but like a glassy face was almost about to cry.
“Come road!” adip said so afraid to see the orange so. Adip weakens his voice.
“I'm tired! Didn't you see? I've been trying to walk fast, my legs are still sore! Well, let's just meet them, what if they meet us? We didn't actually run away, did we? Why should I be afraid anyway? So strange! Just face me why??” answer the orange and then let out his emotions by saying a lot.
Glug
Adip was silent not to answer, only knew the orange as chatty.
Jingga herself did not wait for Adip's answer, immediately walked forward while stomping her legs annoyed.
“Hoh... it turns out he was very chatty, I think since coming out of Midwife Risa's house he was moody sad or something happened. Apparently.” Inner Adip stroking chest. Just found out the orange fashion.
Adip also now does not protest and can only pay attention to the steps of Orange only.
While the orange is still with an expression that can not be guessed, with all the annoyance and somehow mixed what? The orange walked really fast so as soon as it reached the hut it immediately sat down and sighed roughly.
“Tuh they came!” adip whispered to the sound of people talking walking towards them.
The orange still did not answer and continued to throw away his face, not caring.
Ignored and silenced Orange, Adip so uncomfortable.
Though all this time Adip who ignored Orange, just knew Adip was ignored so tear apart his heart.
Primitive citizens rose briefly to see Jingga and Adip sat in a hut and walked to a place carrying offerings. Then go again.
“They did ya? We'll see yuk!” take Adip to Jingga trying to get along.
“I'm here! I want a break!” jangga replied that he still did not want to look at Adip.
“OK... I got there ya!” pamit Adip to Orange. Unfortunately once again the orange just silent increasingly make Adip feel pain that can not be killed.
Adip didn't say much more. Maybe Orange is tired of heartache or not. Adip chose to mengahus sense of the challenger, then walked in the direction of the citizens earlier.
“Hoooh!” The orange sighing roughly dissipated his emotions.
“How is this? Does this mean I'll just be alone with him? We're husband and wife, right?” muttered Orange then shook his hands throwing away his panic.
It turns out that from now on, in the brain of the orange twirling with a lot of guesses and shadows many things are not clear, even in the brain of the Orange always appear the same question repeatedly.
Orange is not satisfied with Amer's short story and only emphasizes that Adip helped him. Orange is also impatient to wait for the story of Adip who stall for time.
While alone with Midwife Risa, Jingga asked where the previous orange clothes were, Orange also asked what happened.
Midwife Risa said that the residents caught Adip and himself in the farmhouse. When Midwife Risa cleans the body of the Orange, the Orange does not wear underwear, and only wears Adip clothes.
“That means Adip saw all my body? Put clothes on me? Including touching me dong! Ahh no how is this? Why is he acting so ordinary?” anguished orange mixed with extreme shame.
The new orange realized when he went to the bathroom and urinated, all the clothes attached to it had Midwife Risa.
Risa's midwife also tells details, about the explanation of why in the video Amer, Orange and Adip are tied up in a betel tree.
It was Adip who was accused of doing the deed with an orange.
Although Midwives Risa and Amer convinced Orange, if Adip did not do the deed. But there are bad whispers that continue to shake the mind of Orange.
Whether it's a nasty whisper or actually the mischievous hope of Orange himself. Oranges even hope Adip alone does something, because if Tama, Orange feel very disgusted and upset.
I don't know what really happened. Orang-orang so think, Tama or Adip? Both of them had met the unconscious orange and were in an inappropriate state. Yes it is the truth.
Since he realized, Orange did remember Tama's words and thought he was dirty.
But, Jingga matched the knowledge she knew and she made sure by asking Midwife Risa earlier. If a rape victim must have blunt force trauma to her shame.
The little heart of Orange says, Orange is fine. Orange body parts that are sick precisely the back and stomach, that part does not hurt at all, one side of the orange is sure of it.
On the other hand, the mischievous and perverted whispers came again, did Adip and Tama as men not arise any desire? Orange is beautiful, the body is also good?.
“Aaaah stupid... bodooh! Why am I not aware anyway? And feel anything?” the orange murmur cursed itself.
At that time, in the brain of Orange even continue to arrive Adip's shadow that looks at him with male eyes.
“Haisssh, is that why he wants to marry me so quickly! No... no.., but compared to Tama mending her dong!?” inwardly Orange again his perverted thoughts came.
Oranges even goosebumps themselves and imagine further things.
“Aaah this is all because Tama jerk it... Just look I will destroy your reputation on campus! It feels tormented once I don't know anything!” the infernal orange expels the afterthoughts.
In the brain of Orange continues to be visited by dirty thoughts that are confusing and annoying.
Orange also remembers all the answers of Midwife Risa for her question. Although Orange had heard and knew, but Orange still asked Midwife Risa, to add confidence and judgment.
Midwife Risa is a senior who is old and experienced in caring for women in all life cycles.
Orange asks, how the characteristics of people who are still intact and who have been forcibly snatched. Risa's midwife also answered him with details.
“Why couples before marriage are immunized **, it is a government effort program to protect women from tetanus toxoid, because after marriage, women will experience a lot of injury. First a blunt object wound from the husband that tore the female hymen! Not pregnant and giving birth to”
“What is pain?” tanya Orange was sure, but the Orange already knows the answer.
“Of course it hurts, the name of the tissue to be torn must hurt, it's just that, someone's pain threshold is different. The wound if not balanced with proper hygiene care and good treatment can arise infection. Usually young couples or rape victims will experience isk! Because if forced rape is a preparation from the woman there is nothing!” midwife Risa told me.
Risa's midwife also gives Orange an emergency contraceptive pill if Orange really feels something different from her.
Oranges are confused about taking the medicine or not.
Jingga continued to remember the explanation of Midwife Risa well and equated with her.
“Hoh... Fix.... I don't feel any pain? I'm still a virgin, right? But what if not? Is it true that Tama sucks, why not just Adip? Why am I thinking this way? No. nooo. Not botha.. ahh sucks!!” batin Orange upset banging his own head.
Then Jingga tried to suppress hers, to make sure, it felt really no change.
“Why does it feel this thick? Why don't I know what's going on with me?” inner Orange upset
“I don't drink huh? I should ask him? But how do I ask? Did he find any blood in the hut? Ah, isn't it? How did he find me? Aaah shame?" inner Orange again continued to fight with his mind.
"Tonight, if Amer doesn't come home? Means I'm with him dong? Ah how is this? We're husband and wife, right? Yes I am his wife. I have to ask!” batin Jingga.