
Ervan would not let go of his hand from his wife's innocent body at all
"We learned to open up to each other"
The image nodded its head in Ervan's arms
"I want to hear what you want from me?"
The image raised its face so that it could look at each other
"You have made me satisfied, brother, what more should I ask for?" smile sincerely
"Don't you want to know why I've been acting this way all this time?"
"I won't force you to tell my story, sis, I'll wait until you tell me yourself sis"
Ervan kissed the tip of the head of the image gently
"Our marriage is not for love, but I'm really lucky to have you"
"Because our marriage happened by chance I was at the right time, with no basis in love at all. I keep thinking the things you used to do are definitely going to do too"
The image justifies his body's position in order to better gaze at Ervan, and for the first time Ervan recounts his childhood to his wife. The dark period of Ervan's life that had only been known by Nino. The image hugged Ervan's innocent body very tightly
"But you're wrong about one thing, sister, you're wrong to say we're married without love. Because that day you stole my heart"
Ervan looked at his wife as if he could not believe how the woman in his arms could love him at that moment, while at that time they did not know each other at all
"That's also one of the reasons I asked for my right as a wife, brother, because I want to have you completely" with complete confidence
Ervan could really breathe with relief hearing the words of his wife
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Ervan had just married a daughter of a famous businessman, at that time the woman's family had offered to live in the luxurious residence of the woman's family. But Ervan politely declined and brought Citra back to her apartment
"The room here is two, I leave all the options in your hands. Want to sleep in my room or sleep alone?"
At that time without any hesitation Citra chose to sleep in the same room with her husband, and Ervan followed Citra's wishes
Ervan never touched his wife during the pregnancy of his first child, Citra still tried to think positively at the time. He thought Ervan might want to value herself as a woman
Without Ervan knowing it, Citra had given up all her heart, but for Ervan at that time she was only carrying out her duties as a temporary husband of Citra. Do not do relationships like a couple, even Ervan never hugged the body of Citra when they sleep together
In the eyes of the large family Citra Ervan became a savior figure for their family's good name and also a figure that was very proud, even when her father Citra offered to have Ervan hold one of their companies. Ervan rejected this without any hesitation, making the name of an Ervan even better in the Citra family
The image at that time was only a wife who was pregnant and sometimes she wanted to feel the attention of the husband, but Citra still never said all cold attitude to others. He only hoped that the next time he had given birth to Ervan's attitude would change
Time was running very fast now Citra's stomach was getting bigger, and then there was a problem in one of the Nino projects outside the city. Ervan immediately volunteered to go review there, Nino had tried to stop remembering the image that was waiting for her baby to be born
But Ervan still insisted on leaving because she could not entrust it to anyone, and it was true that only a day Ervan there Citra was rushed to the hospital because it was about to give birth
Nino who heard this directly contacted Ervan but produced zero results, because Ervan did not want to leave his job. At that time Nino was the one who replaced Ervan accompanied Citra in the hospital, Nino apologized sincerely to Citra and her extended family
The Citra family increasingly salute Ervan who is considered a hard worker, but other things with Citra at that time he really felt disappointed over Ervan's attitude
Little by little the feeling of disappointment in the heart of Citra was piling up, after a few months she gave birth to Citra could no longer hold back the disappointment in her heart. Because Ervan still doesn't touch him
Citra makes her determination to make Ervan a choice, she brings her son and entrust his son to his parents on the grounds that Ervan will join the service out of town. The image returned to the apartment and waited for Ervan to return from the office
By the time Ervan arrived at Citra's apartment was already in the living room and preparing her heart to accept even the worst of options
"Yes"
Ervan stepped her feet towards the room and Citra began to open her voice firmly
"Can we talk for a second, brother?"
Ervan finally sat herself in the living room
"What's wrong?"
"I want to talk about our relationship" brother"
"Yes, by the way"
"When did Brother Ervan behave like me?"
"You mean?"
"I want Brother Ervan to do Ervan's duty as a husband"
"Oh sorry I forgot, now there is already a baby should I raise your monthly money yes" casually
"I'm not talking about money, brother, I'm talking about your problem that hasn't made me a full wife"
In an instant Ervan's face turned serious
"How do you want it?"
"Sister Ervan must do Ervan's duty as a husband, or a brother may go to live with me"
"Have you met anyone better than me?"
With innocence Citra replied by shaking her head
"Well, I'm doing my job as a husband, right?"
Citra feels trapped by her own deeds, but Ervan actually carries out her duties as a husband from that night on
And until whenever possible Citra will never forget what happened that night, because after Ervan cleansed himself he sat his body on the edge of the bed. And when Citra came out of the bathroom, she was laying down her body
"I've done my duty as a husband as you wish, I may not be a good man but I can guarantee forever I will never stay with you and our children. And there will never be another woman beside me, as long as you are my wife" with certainty
The image could only fall silent as it continued to stare towards Ervan
"But the promise I made before marrying you remains valid until any time, if you find someone better you can tell me"
"He thinks I'm a girl? yes there may not be another man, now you are my husband and even you admit that the child is our son. What else am I supposed to look for?"
"I hope what I'm doing now is enough, because you can't ask for more than this"
"I don't know, brother, can I still find another man better than you? but I'm sure now my heart is completely yours"
"From now on I promise to accept you for who you are, if you can only go so far. Let me learn to get used to your attitude"
And on that night Citra had decided to choose Ervan forever to be her life partner
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