The Mafia's Whore
#81: Sadness and Fear
As usual, in the residence of Jhonatan only Gladies and laughter of a small child decorate the dining room. They were used to it, eating without Jhonatan and alone. Gladies, longing for warmth as before, longs for a warm Jonathan, doing whatever it takes for him, but since the incident where he was met with his ex-husband, Jonathan changes and he blames his father-in-law, as well as his ex-husband who has ruined his life.
As for Jhonatan, after the twists and turns of the life he went through, he became a quiet person, with no smile on his face. In fact, he often returned to his apartment from his own home. Not infrequently he remembers all the memories of Bella while looking at the test pack in his hand, two red lines that indicate that he has become a father, but he does not know the whereabouts of his son.
He patted his chest that felt like it was strangling his neck. He clasped tightly onto the test pack and once he shouted loudly.
He threw away the test pack, then both of his legs bent, he grabbed his hair violently. Everything, all his deeds and words in the past he deeply regretted it.
"Araa!!!"
"Aragh!!!
"Aargh!!!!!!!"
He was not strong, for many years he fell into a slump, a regret that bound him.
Brakes
"Master!" shouting Jack. Listening to the boss's cry, he directly hit the door. Now that he breathed a sigh of relief, the boss did nothing that threatened his life.
As a man, he knew the pain created by his master. He knew, that man in every second a deep sense of regret. Everyone saw him alive, but no, his soul had died.
"Master!" greet Jack. "Let me help you sit on top" said Jack.
"Why? God, I want to meet him. Bella said, 'if your heart wants to be calm, pray, Allah SWT will give you peace here, if you ask for something, ask, He will grant all your wishes," Bella pointed at Jhonatan's chest, the man could not take his eyes off.
"I have asked for it" cried Jhonatan increasingly broken. He tried to improve his life, praying that he never did, now he does every time. For the sake of turning into a good man, he even learned to teach. He wants to change, his father's words dance in his mind.
*Change, for yourself and for your child. You believe that now that you're a father, you're turning into a good man, you don't want to disappoint your two children, do you? don't let her when she comes, she doesn't accept your attitude.
Daddy trusts you, you won't let your kids down.
"I have changed" said Jhonatan. He lowered his head and let the teardrops fall to the floor.
Drt
"I'm going to meet you with Bella,"
A message that made Jhonatan instantly wipe away her tears that blocked the writing on her phone. He rubbed his eyes again with one hand, the writing remained the same and sent by the Daddy.
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Dominic, the night wind that blows, he enjoys it. All night he couldn't sleep, his chest hurt. He could not see Bella meeting Jhonatan and his son calling her Daddy, while he, he had to lose the call. He was not willing, very unwilling.
"Bella, huh!"
Dominic twisted his body, his footsteps leading to the bed that contained his little princess. He sat on the edge of the bed watching his adopted daughter fall asleep. "Daddy can't, Daddy's not willing,"
She wiped her tears with one hand. "You did it, I should have hated you and hated your mother, but since my first encounter with her, I was hypnotized and could not hate her, you should have been my cowboys for all the treatment of Jonathan,"
Dominic chuckled, the back of his right hand patting his left palm. "Yes, I lost. Your mother managed to make me feel a deeper love. Every day that love grows and blossoms. I can't forget her beautiful smile, do you know why I take you anywhere? because you look like her, so I can enjoy someone very similar and accompany my days."
"I can't, I'm not willing." Dominic, the man ended up crying in fear. He was so afraid of losing what he currently had, he was afraid that everyone would leave him, the same as people in the past.
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Another case with Bella, the woman continues to look at her son who is very similar to Jhonatan, she is sure, after the adult son is getting similar, maybe people will say they are twins. The face he hated, now folded on his son's face.
"Your mother is trying hard for you, son. I'm sorry, I can't be a good mother. You'll meet your father, your real father. Honestly, I'm not willing to, but I have to prove it, if the mother is a strong woman. I'm happy without your father."
Bella kissed the forehead of the sound asleep Vello. "Thank you for being in Mommy's life, baby."