
"Diah. All this time I could only trouble you, I left" Alfred ended the word. Then open the door and shut it again.
With a tightness in the chest. Diah stared at Alfred's giant step which was no longer a husband and wife relationship through the window. Cry broke.
Diah then slumped down sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall. He looked up shrinking his tears with his fingers. This is the end of his love journey with Alfred. No married couple wants to divorce. Yet, it is only this path, the best path he must take, for the good of all.
Alfred has not loved Syifa so far. Enough Syifa who became a victim of selfishness himself and also Alfred. No more children are hurt. Let it be that if someday Syifa grows up, and wants to acknowledge her as a mother, she will explain everything.
In the past when divorced with Abim why not be this sick? but why is it so heartbreaking now. Perhaps because they have been blessed with children. He then stood up limping to the bathroom. He intended to bathe and pray Isha. God is the only place where Diah can complain.
*******
Likewise with Alfred, before turning on his motorbike, he stared at the door rented by Diah. It feels so hard why should we split up? It was unexpected that her love journey with Diah only got here.
Alfred loved Diah very much. Alfred turned on his motor and left.
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In the morning the birds chirp in the trees. An isolated area. However, trees on the hill grow shady visible from the rice field. Anyone would be at home in this place. However, this village is almost depleted, abandoned residents go wandering. They want to find a more decent life. If there are only people whose age is no longer young. Even if they want to manage the rice fields it only produces livelihoods.
Miss Reny sat pensively staring at the cere fish who was running around no matter what she thought.
"Bak Reny, how are you?" Gini greeted his cousin's wife.
"Good news, only Mas Mu, who is very sick."
"Yes Ma'am, I also heard the news, but want to see it has not been. The youngest is difficult to leave" said Gini.
"Keep...why did you Crunchy, then go home alone? not taking care of Mas Renggono who is sick?" cecar Renggono's cousin's sister named Wagini. Gini found the crispy bu who was sitting in the rice field.
Cousin Pak Renggono heard the news that his cousin's brother was sick. Why did his wife leave her husband? Although Gini can already guess what his cousin's wife is like. People around the village also know that reny ma'am is not liked by neighbors because of his bad behavior. But as bad as the wife, if her husband is sick will definitely take care of him.
"Your mother is old Gin, often sickly. He's senile and doesn't want to be taken care of with me"
"I'm sad, because instead of expelled, did not expect to? Your Kang Mas is like that" Reny ma'am turned out to go back to the village, and became a successful liar.
"What's the hell, Ma'am?" Gini frowned. At the age of Mas Renggono is only 55 years old, rarely that age has experienced senile.
"True, continue my arrival here, also sent the same Adit," he said while propping up his chin staring at the rice field pretending to be sad.
"What is Ma'am in the mail?" tanya Gini's getting wrinkled.
"Said Adit, I was told to take your Mas house certificate. The cost of treatment runs out a lot"
"So... Adit can no longer afford the hospital arrears that are getting swollen." he said convincingly.
Gini did not refuse nor did he. The issue of the inheritance certificate from Gini's grandfather, and Renggono has not been broken. So must confer with the extended family of grandfather's descendants.
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"Mommy's naughty, why did Mommy kick Daddy out" hu aaaa..." Freddy was crying and screaming on the bed. Daddy's not coming home tonight. Freddy apparently heard his parents' quarrel this afternoon.
"Darling, you don't understand, son, now bobo first, Daddy's home tomorrow" Gita was confused how to calm her son.
"Mommy lied! Mommy doesn't love Daddy. Freddy's going with Daddy," hu aaaa..."
"Yes already.we call Daddy yeah, Freddy the phone" Gita swiped the screen, searched for daddy's name, pressed the button. Then give it to Freddy. But not in the lift-up of 4-year-old children are upset.
"No! Daddy's angry, right! freddy's phone isn't lifted!"
Prookkk" Freddy throws a cell phone on the floor until it falls apart.
"Let's go, Mommy threw a frying pan, too," hu aaa..." Apparently the drama Gita slammed the frying pan earlier this afternoon, directly in Freddy's copy.
Gita leaves Freddy crying. He sat on the sofa watching the phone without any intention of cleaning up.
Gita knew Fredy was close to his father. Alfred always took to play ball, play chess, and other men's games. Gita can't do that.
Freddy continued to cry the night was late and then slept by himself because tired of crying.
Gita approached her sleeping child, removed the hair that covered her face, then kissed her cheek.
Gita then hugged her son her tears soaked the pillow. He was confused, what decision should he take at this time? if the desperate divorce is worried about affecting Freddy's psychic. But if it still survives of course he does not want in honey.
*******
The next day, Gita finished praying intending to wake Freddy.
"Daddy... Daddy.." groaned Freddy the little boy curled up, calling out his daddy.
"Freddy..." Gita grabbed Freddy's body. "Astagfirlullah. You're so hot, son" Gita walked quickly to P3K grab a thermometer. Then again put the heat gauge into Freddy's armpit.
"Daddy..."
"Prophey, dear.O Allah..." Gita swipes the thermometer, Freddy's body temperature reaches 39. Gita then went down the stairs.
"Susters..." Gita walks half-run calling baby sitter.
"Yes Non" the baby sitter who was making a special breakfast for Freddy immediately approached Gita who was panicking down the stairs.
"Prepare the sus car, we immediately take Freddy to the doctor"
"Indeed Freddy why Non?" ask the nurse then take the keys to the hung car.
"It's really hot" replied Gita and then returned upstairs. Arriving at Freddy's room shivering.
"Daddy.. please go home Dad" he said while hugging the bolster.
"Let's go, baby. We go to the doctor..." Gita wants to hold Freddy. But Freddy pushed his mommy hand.
"Freddy won't go to Mom's doctor, Freddy wants Daddy" Freddy said.
"Dear on, we'll find Deddy" Gita held Freddy down the stairs. Then out. Baby sitter already warms up the car outside.
"Fast sus, to the hospital only Mother and Child" said Gita.
"Good Non" the nurse drives her boss' car. While the gita, holding her child while inviting her to talk. Suddenly Freddy's eyes glanced up. His body shook violently accompanied by a jerking motion of his teeth locking.
"Suster pawp, Freddy convulsions sus," hyx.
"Yes madam"
Gita was confused as to what she should do, she just cried all the way praying, may Freddy be safe.
A baby sitter's car gets in front of the hospital.
Baby sitter opens the door for his boss. Lastas immediately ran ahead of Gita's entrance into the hospital to the ER. Gita holds her unconscious son.
"Darling, hold up, son" she said as she cried, not stopping praying. Gita cursed herself to regret for yelling at her son last night. If anything happens with Freddy Gita will not be able to forgive himself.
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