
Loralei could not resist the increasingly intense stuffing when her mother did not respond. The worst thing that was never expected to come a second time. Watching her parents helpless against pain.
Loralei's heart is so inundated. As a child who had one parent, he was powerless and unwilling to let go. Understand that desire is too selfish. Restraining his mother to remain in the world is tantamount to letting the pain continue to attack and eat away at an old and old body.
But, can Loralei ask just once? At least let her mother feel happy meeting her first and only grandchild. Carrying even if only for a moment. Or at least let him talk for a while, even if there will only be parting sentences.
At least Loralei can chat in the last moments, not just see the condition where the eyes have been closed as if resigned if life is stretched.
Loralei had no power to withstand the squeeze in the heart and was deftly attached to the neck that was so suffocating. Slowly she shuffled, her husband's embrace as if no longer strong to withstand all the mounting sadness. He squirms beside the patient's bed, letting his knees touch the floor and ignoring the contractions that strike back even more violently.
“Mom .. I know our time is soon. Can you get up? Just a moment,” pinta Loralei. He was crying in the hand that had been held. Every drop of her tears fell on the skin that was no longer tight and began to feel cold. “I have never thanked you for giving birth and raising me, nor have I apologized for not taking care of you every day, not being by your side at all times.”
Loralei continued to sob and did not know how to deal with pain in the chest and abdomen and all over his body. It feels like a blasphemy that is so slashing because it is not just a physical being attacked, but also a squeeze in the heart that never subsides. The heart has been pounding ever since, although the monitor still shows signs of life and the mother has not left the world.
Agathias tried to give her strength, rubbed her arms and led Loralei to stand up. He could not give a soothing sentence. If he was in the position of his wife, would have been hit also if he saw the only family he had was already on the verge of life and death. So, he let the woman vent sadness. At least he is on the side to be the first person to be a backrest if the legs are no longer able to jump the body.
“Lo ..”
That barely audible soft voice made Loralei quickly wipe away the tears. He leaned closer to his mother's head. “I'm here, Mom.” Back to grasping that old hand, and rubbing lovingly.
“I'm sorry—” Linda Nyx spoke with breath starting to look stingy so it makes her need to pause for a moment. “I'm too much trouble you.”
Loralei's head shook strongly. “I don't feel bothered. Everything I do for you is my dedication to my parents.”
There was a faint smile on Linda's face. The look in his eyes was already glaring and barely exuded any glare. “Hopefully smooth delivery.” With all his might his hand touched the belly of his distended daughter. “This child will surely bring happiness to you. Do not be sad for a long time if I am no longer strong enough to withstand pain.”