The Meaning Of Borahae

The Meaning Of Borahae
Epiphany


" Gabut "a word that is often spoken not from the lips or heart


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Oh Hi, I forgot to introduce myself~


My name is Ifa, I was a student in Junior High back then, wait that time? well, because I told you about my past experience :)


I'm not very popular at School, but I'm pretty smart there~


Bully?? of course it was there, even I myself had been a victim.


I thought my friends back then, were just looking at wealth status, and I hated that!


I've always been ranked first in class, and I realize friends around me value me just because of that.


Oh come! I'm not lying.


But I'm not the type of person who is silent when bullied~ haha in fact I turned the situation around in Class 2 Junior High


It was a tough try, you know!


 


Kriegg_break time


Srak srak


"Hei Ifa" said one of my friends, call him Siska


"Oh hi" reply me


"Tomorrow time to do the task, how?" Siska


"What's the matter!?"


"Our job is, who can draw only lo"


"Oh" my response


"as delicious as he said the task of the group was told me to doang ngerjain" in my heart


"Trus, how is the frame" asked Siska again


" Think noja" I went out of class, intend nyari eat because the stomach worms already demo


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Kringggggg kringggg\_Bel home school


I don't come from a rich family, but I'm not too poor either...


Departing and returning to school I use a pancal bike, you must know, the SMP is prohibited from using a motorbike, and the distance from home to school is not too far less than 2km


 


"Assalamualaikum" I shouted at home, as usual Father and Mother all work, My brother and sister, already married and at home I live alone :)


*sepi*


Although there is no answer, but it has become a habit for me to greet when I get home


no no no no


I went into the room...


Bruck


I threw my body into the bed


"Huh.." tired.


I'm the kind of person who rarely talks much


haha some people say, my pronunciation is pedass~ I don't know I'm sure.


14.00pm


"Laper" one word in my brain and stomach


ctak.i turned on the stove, prepared to make instant noodles.


I am used to making noodles, when Mom is busy, even almost every day I eat them, this is a bad habit not to imitate!!


3minutes, not long, right?


Taking a plate, preparing drinking water, turning on the tv and fan, it's my habit when eating alone, do not forget HP always beside me.


Even though it's been 15 years, I still love cartoon*Upin and Ipin**. I think it's better, than a violent movie.


I occasionally open HP, see friends' history


until the Kpop tone appears


*Fire (BTS)*


I caught a glimpse~


"Cih I hate K-POP" at that time somehow I really hate anything that smells like K-POP, but the more I hate it the more curious I get


What makes them like K-POP!!??


THIS WHY!!?!


" Huh..."


You might think I'm complaining a lot by saying *Hah*...


I'm bored


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"Ahh I hate this situation" Remembering my friend's history earlier, I started stalking BTS, well it just so happens that BTS was Booming at that time


I searched on YTB, wrote *BTS*


Appearing perfomance FIRE there~ happened to haha


I look closely


" Handsome" the first word that occurred to me, my heart could not lie


Finished with *Fire*


I saw my homepage written *Spring day*


Curious?? Ofof course??


I started to see their perfomance \(BTS\) interspersed with many lights, I thought earlier it was flash hp, it turns out their character stick is commonly called *Lightstik*


Nyutt


How come!! I'm not a part of them!! Why do you feel the tightness!? not quite right


They (BTS) are not just singing


I started shedding tears


oh come on, stupid think I'm so Alay


What is this feeling?


At the end of the video their fans sang together, BTS joined in tears because of that, they were together.The conclusion I got in the meantime, they love themselves and everyone (Army)


Can I love myself??


yeah, I realize, I'm the one I love the most


From there I started to open my mind


**Not them why, but me!! Ah why did I hate them before, haha seeing them makes me


Feels a little comfortable


Well I thought to fill up the free time.


Possibly


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**Connected**