The Monarch System II
Ch - 42. Contrition.

- Dong Chu

In a private room in a dong chu restaurant, shin and yuki sat facing each other to eat the food available on the table.

Shin still noticed a pair of red and black stones in his inventory.

'What exactly is this stone until Yui wants it? even my eyes could not read the status of the stone.' thought the shins staring at the status of the 2 stones.

[????]

Status: Life

Description : ????

Even the curious Shin could not do anything because the pair of stones could not be recognized by his eyes,

"Then since when did you get to know the 2 big ladies in country C?" said yuki breaking the silence in the room.

"Are you jealous?" said shin teasing yuki

"Who's jealous, I'm just asking." ketus yuki while eating her food

"Father, if you ask, it's answered, not back."

"Yui does understand mama the most, this is the shrimp that you have peeled" said yuki ignoring shin and spoiling yuki who sat beside him.

'Fuck boy, if there is yuki, he always goes against me.' thought the shin who was upset because yui turned to yuki's side.

"Haaahh~" shin also let out a long sigh signaling he gave up because 2 against 1, he said,

After that shin also told of his meeting with xia an and li wen, without covering 1 event at all on yuki, yuki,

Shin also recounted his meeting with 3 influential people in country C, who lived in the city of J.

Although there is a bit of a lie in the story when it comes to Ryuji, martin, and Yi shen.

"What is your relationship with ayase ryuji?" said yuki

"Well, you could say the same with mister martin and mister Yi Shen, why?" shin asked back after answering yuki's question

"He's my foster father and sister?" said yuki.

"Foster father?" said shin curiously

Yuki was silent for a moment, as if hesitant to tell a story, but the comfortable feeling in his heart when with shin even defeated the doubt in his heart,

Yuki then tells about his life before becoming an idol,

"That night was Christmas Eve, my parents were managers of a well-known company in the city of K, as usual my brother and I were waiting for them to come home,

When they came home, they were involved in an accident to death, we knew that because the police came to our house, since the death of our parents, we knew that, we fell into poverty because my father was accused of corruption and other crimes,

We began to live on the streets because no relatives wanted us, at that time we slept in the streets or parks and stole food to survive.

One time my brother left at night when I complained of hunger, after a few hours he came back with blood all over his body,

I cried loudly to see the brother who was badly injured while carrying the bread that was in his grasp, at that time I could not think what, just the fear of loss that enveloped my body, even the cold rain I can no longer feel,

It was at that moment that I knew my foster father saved us, from that day I knew my adoptive father and went with him,

Since then my brother and I have been living in the underworld, because my brother is worried about me, at the age of 13 I was introduced by my foster father to uncle martin, since then I entered the idol world." yuki said a little about her past, though,

Shin was just speechless to hear the yuki story, shin had never expected the life story of yuki before becoming such a bad idol,

Here shin also thought he wanted to make yuki happy because of his bad life story,

'Not in that world, not in this world, why can't he feel life with his parents at all, why? wh why? was my decision wrong? I chose this world so that he could forget his childhood in that world, but in this world he also felt the same way.' Shin thought as he looked at yuki with a glare

Without shin noticing, his tears fell thinking about the fate of the girl he loved.

"Sorry." said shin and lowered his head to hide his tears,

Yuki also understood the meaning of the word shin, but yuki could not do anything about what had happened.

"Why are you sorry? it's just the past, I'm telling it not to make you feel sorry for me." said Yuki

But shin remained silent at the words yuki said, yuki who felt bad even tried to change the situation,

"By the way, didn't you refuse when I took you to the party? I didn't even know there was an auction" said yuki, trying to divert the conversation

"....." shin was still silent because of his guilt

"If you continue to be moody I will leave" yuki said in an annoyed tone as shin ignored her,

"Mommy, don't be angry, papa just feels guilty for making the wrong decision" said Yui down from her chair and hugged yuki

"That's wrong? wh why? even that has nothing to do with him." yuki said,

Yuki who felt unable to bear the attitude of shin left with an annoyed face leaving the silent shin.

"Papa, are you sure you're not chasing after mama" said Yui who stared silently at shin

"What can I do? if I don't make the choice to go back to this world, if I just choose to wait, she will be reborn in that world and be able to feel the love of new parents" Shin said

"Why are you so naive? what papa is sure, if mama is reborn she will be happy, the world is cruel, even among the nobles there is a lot of child violence,

it's good if you were born among nobles like lyisa, but if otherwise? papa's decision is right, let's just say this, if someone else is a candidate jaira, the world will still be destroyed and mama will also return to this world, he said,

Papa was lucky to return before the death of mama in this world, if someone else came back and it was after the death of mama, papa and mama would not be able to live as they are now" Yui explained,

Hearing Yui's words, Shin immediately got up from his seat,

"You're right, I'm being too naive, this is not the time I regret what happened, thank you yui" said shin,

Shin ran after the yuki who had left him, and Shin ran quickly before he lost track of the yuki,

Leaving the yui who called the gyana to pay the restaurant bills, shin continued to run looking for yuki, but shin did not find the whereabouts of yuki.

"Where are you?" said Shin as he wandered around the restaurant

'There's no way he can disappear that fast, what's going on.' thought a bad-feeling shin.

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