
Episode 98: Kenzo's lowest point.
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"Who am I? I'm your wife, and what are you gonna say? would you divorce me if I stayed? hmmm?"
the moon stared at Kenzo.
When he heard that, Kenzo's hands clenched very firmly, he looked at his wife very sharply.
But the moon stood firm.
Of course the Moon was afraid, this man before her was like a monster if she was already angry and lost herself, but the Moon could not let Kenzo drown in the darkness of his own heart.
The moon could instantly understand if something was wrong with her husband, and her job as a wife was to hold her husband's hand.
But Kenzo has not said anything more, maybe deep in his heart he is indeed afraid of divorce with the Moon.
"I don't care what you say, I'll leave after you eat!" ketus Rebulan again continued his steps towards the table in the room to put the food he prepared.
Kenzo's breathing became heavy, he didn't understand why he couldn't snap at the Moon like he was yelling at others.
He could only clutch his hand, nor could he push or hit the Moon for not heeding his orders.
"Eat ..."
The moon again put food in the container.
His tiny hands were already trembling, it could be clearly seen by Kenzo right now.
It would seem that the Moon is actually just pretending to be brave, but it is actually very scared.
*Heard Kenzo's tummy voice rumbling*
"Do you want to make Grandpa worried? do you want to starve to death? eat up!" The moon thrusts food when Kenzo is still standing.
Kenzo looked at his grandfather who was like he was sleeping, and then he took food from his wife's hand.
When Kenzo's hand accidentally touched his wife's hand and Tembi's hand felt very hot.
"Shelf!"
Kenzo put down the food in his hand again and grabbed his wife's hand firmly.
"Why is it so hot?" kenzo was scared to death.
"What?" The moon was confused by Kenzo's change in attitude.
"Why is your body hot? answer me? why?"
Kenzo clutched the Moon's shoulders, his chest tightened, Kenzo fearing that the Moon would end up like his father, mother and grandfather.
"ah! you hurt me .." exclaimed the Moon looking in pain, Kenzo did not realize that he was gripping the Moon's shoulder very strongly.
Kenzo let go of the Moon but he became claustrophobic, his heart racing.
He clasped his wife's hand and without saying anything else he looked down and cried.
The man who was so strong in the presence of the Moon was seen to be at the lowest point in his life.
Unable to think clearly, when seeing that the Moon became worried once, she pulled her husband's hand and hugged him tightly once.
"It's okay, everything's fine, it's okay, just calm down .. calm down,"
The moon didn't know why but she was eager to hug everyone and say if everything was okay.
"Hahhhh!"
Kenzo closed his eyes, he couldn't think clearly since last night, he couldn't even choose what words he should say.
Kenzo leaned on his wife's shoulder while letting go of all the fear that haunted him all night.
Since the death of his parents, Kenzo has been suffering from a severe panic attack, where he can not hear his loved ones hurt or sick.
But his symptoms subsided because there was his grandfather all this time by his side, when it would lose his grandfather, panic attacks that he suffered rampant again.
Crazy thoughts such as blaming others, or thinking all of this was happening because his wife and wife were the cause his grandfather would leave the world was coming from his panic attack trauma.
Kenzo can't control that.
But now when Kenzo felt his wife's body temperature hot, hearing the word divorce, it felt like Kenzo almost lost himself and his panic attack really relapsed.
"I'm here, I'm not leaving, I'll hug you like this when you need to, there's no shame in crying in front of me, because I'm your wife ..."
"I promise I'll get to know you better, I won't blame you for what happened last night, it's all because we don't know each other well enough yet,"
"But I promise I won't leave you, while you still cherish our marriage ..."
The moon could not feel the pain in his body, but he could feel the pain in Kenzo's heart.
Kenzo's heart beating so violently because of his panic attack could be felt also by the Moon.
The moon continued to rub her husband's shoulders, trying to calm her husband from the panic and his bitter cries.
The servants had entered the room when they heard Kenzo's screams, they were worried that something had happened to the Moon because of Kenzo's panic attack.
But what they saw was how the moon seemed to calm her husband.
The butler who saw that was astonished, he certainly knew that Kenzo could not be placated by anyone if in his panic attack state, which could calm Kenzo was usually his grandfather.
But now there is someone else who can appease Kenzo, is the Moon, Kenzo's own wife.
Somehow the butler was relieved and smiled at Grandpa Reynold.
'It turns out your choice was not wrong Mr. Rey, Mrs Moon could really win Mr. Kenzo, you can rest in peace now.' The mind of the butler lowered his head.
The butler who had served those decades somehow had a premonition, why Reynold had not left was because he wanted to make sure his grandson was okay without him.
When he saw this scene before him, he was sure that Reynold would be able to leave quietly and a smile on his face.
While Kenzo continued to hug the Moon, no words were spoken from his mouth but his firm embrace was like an implied remark telling the Moon not to leave his side.
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After a while ...
Kenzo was already asleep in the hospital, the vitamin infusion in his veins kept flowing.
Kenzo looks so tired.
While the moon, was in the doctor's room to hear about her husband's condition.
The doctor who examined Kenzo also had a private doctor of the Kenzo Smith family, so he already knew his full diagnosis in fact.
The doctor explained that the panic attack suffered by Kenzo, came from old injuries since the accident of his parents.
The moon was dumbfounded listening to it all, his heart ached hearing how all this time it turned out Kenzo was cold and arrogant was to hide the pain he had experienced since he was a child.
It is inconceivable by the Moon how hurt Kenzo was at that time, the Moon also came to understand why Kenzo changed once last night.
It all turned out to be out of her husband's control.
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