
My heart doesn't feel calm. Even though I hold the money is not how much, but if taken by people I will eat how?
"Sir, speed up, Paaaak?!!" I'm tepokin the driver's seat.
"What's the matter, Mother? If speeding there will be danger, Ma'am. Afraid of being ticketed, too" said the driver.
"But I think someone's following this car, sir!" my spoken. Let him know if I ask to speed it, there's a reason.
"Nothing, Ma'am! It was calm, guaranteed to be safe" said the driver.
Astaganaga, the driver is very tired. Gregetan really wanted to take his steering. During the trip I was not calm.
"If the bike is already sold, I will move from the boarding house. Let Nay stay the same I also sleep in a comfortable place. Although the most comfortable place is with both parents," I said in my heart.
After a half hour journey
"It's over, ma'am." said the driver.
"Thank you, sir.." I give you some money sheets according to the fare rates in the application, I give you more bells. Maap is not stingy, but it's just mengepet wallet again.
I took Nay upstairs, Nayla who was lying in my arms made my heart really tight. The same kind of child who has to be horrified his parents fight mulu every day.
I slowly closed the gate and began to climb the stairs. My hand that held Nay coupled with a cage that contained a uniform makes me quite difficult to make iron stretches on the stairs.
This hour must be quiet because the average who ngekost not students but the employees who return home above 5 pm.
I carefully opened the pi and fell Nay on the bed. And ngebiarin the door of the room ngablak so that there is air from outside into the dalem. So there's an air exchange.
I stretch-in the body daunted, quite pegel also ngegendong Nay that is quite heavy.
"Yes a canoe, the sound of all my joints,"
I turn the fan and hadepin into the wall, so as not to highlight the body directly. I sat on the floor and began to open the uniform that Almeer loved, the superior maupin subordinate color item. And there's some sort of sealed apron on the waist it's dark brown. Everything is still in a new state. I think that coffee shop was established not long ago, maybe only a month.
I elus the uniform on my lap, I stood up and walked towards the closet. Seeing the number of several clothes that were chosen by Mr. Raga. The corner of my lips went up, but my eyes couldn't lie, he let out his clear liquid. Dropping wet my cheeks that were originally dry do not use kerontang.
"Together his employees, Chel ... The place and jobdesk are different. The important thing is that your work is halal and you do not have to lie here and there. No need to manipulate the heart, no need to fear the will, no need to be stuck with feelings that should not be?!" I said that I took off my usual suit to the office, with the uniform from the new workplace.
Again, I think I heard again the sound of his car, Mr. Raga.
"The car.." I put my ears together well, I wiped my tears everywhere.
But this time I did not chase down, because I was afraid that it was just a mere hallucination and made me disappointed again for the second time. Now I simply put the clothes in my hand into the closet, and my feet did not make me chase the car, but closed the door so that the engine sounds again. And sleep next to Nayla.
"It's not just you, Nay is sad. But aunty too." I muttered before closing my tired eyes lamenting for life.
And now I'm so excited I hear the voice of a little boy talking. I opened my eyes, which I thought had just taken a moment.
"Nayla's? That's Nayla's voice, right?" slowly I opened my eyes.
"Nay, Naylaaaaa?!" I immediately got up and got out of bed mebghampiri Nayla.
"Aunty wants?" nayla asked, she showed me some rambutan grains.
"Where did you get this fruit, Nay?" I asked Nayla.
"From grandma's,"
"Heh, whose grandmother, Naaay? Throw, throw away, Naaay?!!" I took the fruit in Nay's hand and threw it in the trash outside. I looked outwards with Nay's arms, no grandmother Nay meant. I took Nay in and closed the door, only the window I was waiting for opened.
The sky is infinitely high, where the subtle-creatures will begin to come out of their hiding places. And I was careless already sleeping late in the afternoon like gini.
I sat in Nay on the edge of the bed.
"Nay laper?" aky just my niece, she's nagging
"Sorry aunt yes, Nay must have been surprised earlier." I said while cupping the cheeks of this beautiful girl.
"Nay inget right? Aunty has said that Nay can't open the door carelessly?"
"Yes," said Nayla, she lowered her head.
Haduuh, I was wrong again talking like a child. I sat on the edge of the bed too, Nay I picked up to sit on my lap.
"Aunty kayak gini because auntie loves the same, Nay. Inget Nay can't take food from people Nay doesn't know. Okay?"
"Yes, Aunt. Sorry Nay.." said Nayla.
"Dear, it's okay. Now a auntie pesenin food huh? Sorry that the tantenya even fell asleep. Nay want to eat what?" I asked Nay.
"Capcay! same melon juice," replied Nayla.
"Okay, now auntie pesenin first yes.." I got Nay off my lap. She sat on the bed and I started ordering food for the two of us.
Before Maghrib came, I sat down with Nay. I bribe him, I like Nay eating voraciously. It is quite good to replace the weight that is stopped because of illness.
"Bak Gita, how is there no news? Is there anything wrong?" my mind wondered, while I continued to feed Nay until the food ran out.
Living here is not the best thing for Nay, but this child needs a new atmosphere that does not make him depressed. And I'll take care of him like my own son. With the presence of Nay when I was down also a cure so that I did not dissolve in sadness and began to rise again.
Maybe again the recovery process from illness, Nay at 8 o'clock just sleeping. After praying with me he was sleepy and I tried to caress and fable him some legend stories, until finally he fell asleep. As for me, many things that I do, clean the room until it does not feel the time has shown at 11 pm.
Just now I want to join the fall, because tomorrow has to leave in the morning, suddenly I hear someone else wearing a broomstick.
"Cuuuu ... Open door...?!" the granny's voice was right in front of my door.