The Neglected Angel
Chapters 13. Ayesha's Feelings and Degrees

Chapter 13 (Revised)

Aisyah was lying limp on the bed. He has vomited several times. Though the drug given by Zahra before can relieve nausea due to morning sickness. However, the medicine he got from the doctor yesterday felt that there was no efficacy at all.

'In fact, women who are pregnant because of zina do not feel pain and difficulty like women who are pregnant by their halal partners. But, why do I often experience pain from the beginning of pregnancy and a lot of difficulties during this pregnancy?' Aisyah looked at her flat stomach, but felt hard to the touch by the hand.

'O Allah, what is this to me, in order to remind myself to always repent and improve my worship?' Aisyah's tears fell back down her cheeks.

Her dreams and desires of becoming the future wife of a Syakir Ustadz, are shattered already. The shadows that had crossed his mind long ago, were now gone.

The family of his dream man already knew his disgrace. Although Ustadz Syakir and Syakira had no problem with him who had been stained and would accept the baby in his stomach, if Andromeda did not want to be responsible. However, it turns out that the man came with his family and said he would be responsible by marrying Aisyah and admitting the baby inside her stomach.

'Does God make me feel this pain, for I have not been wholehearted and have accepted Andromeda as my husband?'

'If, seeing his treatment to me all this time, of course I was upset and often felt heartache because of him.'

'O Allah, if Andromeda is the best mate for me, then open our hearts. May this marriage be a worship for us. Make this household a field where we get many rewards.'

'However, if this married life is full of sorrow, sadness, and no happiness at all even though we have tried. Separate us in a good way.'

Aisyah and Andromeda got many messages of advice from both their parents. How to build a household life in order to achieve happiness while living it.

The clock on the wall showed at 04:00 which means 30 minutes more at dawn. Aisyah had been performing the tahajud prayer at 02:00 when she could not sleep, because she felt sore all over her body.

The woman glanced to the right, where the man who had now become her husband was fast asleep. Only regular-sounding breath and a wide, sturdy back he now showed him.

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Andromeda, who was sleeping on Ayesha's back, actually woke up when she heard the sound of vomiting. However, he only saw from a distance not coming into the bathroom.

"Truly marriage in Islam involves not only two individuals (the bride and groom), but also the extended family of both parties. Generally, after legally married, two large families will have strong bonds" said Abah Ahmad earlier.

The married life will feel perfect if it follows the instructions taught by the Prophet. By following or practicing his advice, health will be maintained, the pleasure and pleasure of the soul to be perfect and the purpose of marriage can be achieved.

"In order to get a sadinah household, mawaddah, warahmah. Islam considers that marriage is a noble and sacred thing, worth worshiping to Allah subhanallahu wa ta'ala, and following the sunnah of the Prophet shallallahu alaihi wa salam. It is also carried out on the basis of sincerity, responsibility, and following the existing legal provisions.

"First, marry for worship. The first thing to do is to set the intention of getting married for worship. It is important to always remember that the self and the partner are human beings with all their flaws, not impeccable angels.

"Next, there is an emphasis that the duty of the husband is to work for a living. Because work is a form of gratitude for the gift of Allah SWT. Work is the process of collecting sustenance. If the results of his efforts are achieved, then it has to do with destiny because it is related to what is done. If not satisfied with the result, then there is a necessity to feel qana’ah."

Qana'ah is an attitude of willing to accept and always feel enough from the efforts made, and keep away from dissatisfaction.

"Second, communicate with each other. You must communicate with each other in a smooth and polite manner. Every time you speak, say it in a good way.

"If the husband and wife can communicate well, this will minimize misunderstandings in the household. Not only that, this good habit will also be imitated by his children.

"Don't forget, you must also be committed to carrying out the obligations and rights that have been required of him to his partner."

Every utterance that comes out of the old man who is now his father-in-law, is like a whip to him. Wanted her status as the husband of Aisyah.

'I don't want my whole life to be stuck with people I don't like.' (Andromeda)

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Did her second home life after this change? What changes will happen to both? Wait for it to go, yeah!