The Peace Of Mind
eps.4

"but I'm ashamed brother"

I saw Justin just take a deep breath and he said.

"Do not be ashamed" he said and rushed to find the whereabouts of his friend.

'huge shame where their stares cake will hurt me again'in my heart.

"Udh just ignore their gaze" he said back then clasped my hand tightly and stepped away to meet another friend.

Justin and I arrived at the table of Justin's friends and they took my life and I just returned with a smile then when I was about to sit there was a woman who accidentally dropped her juice to my uniform, I was there only able to surrender and could only hold back the crying that would come out, I also ventured to leave, but before leaving, before leaving, the woman who accidentally dropped her juice on my uniform pulled my long hair, got sick? Yes that's what I feel, I can't do anything, I can actually defend myself but I see if he has a lot of friends and I'm just here alone.

"heh Lo doing hah Deket Deket guy!!"she screamed in front of me.

"Cowo, whose sister is he?"ask me while enduring the pain in my head.

"Lo ask a guy who? Justin I'm a guy I'm far away you don't need Deket deket same guy I'm!!"his jolt was full of anger.

"Sorry brother does not mean to make deketin his man Kaka, only I was invited here with Justinnya"I'm honest to have this brother in front of me believe and then let go of his very painful trap I think.

"You need to do a lot of reading ******!!!"his words were very loud in my ears.

"I-I'm not ****** brother, I'm begging you to take off the trap's aching" I said to her, it really hurts like my hair wanted to get out of my head, very painful and very sick.

"Shut up!!"jolt Justin.

"Mksd you what huh!! I don't have a girl!!"his words then try to release his jubilant from me.

"Mksd you what huh!! Don't be so strong you!"he shouted in front of the woman.

"Dengerin I am Celsi, he's my best friend and he's also the Queen of the Lion gang, don't Lo macem macem the same him if you don't want me to be the same friend I neror lu and your henchmen, understand?"she said and after she said that the woman who grabbed me lowered her hand and left the canteen, and Justin came up to me and the others came up to me and I felt like someone was stroking my hair and yups it was like he was stroking my hair and he asked.

"It hurts? Here sit first"he said with a soft tone and rarely issued except to his beloved mother.

"Here I elusin!"his words then pulled me to sit with them, I could only give up and nod my head in response.

"Other times if you can martial arts, just don't be afraid"

"Or don't be afraid our dong will be there if you why why"

"Let's be here!"

"Sorry earlier did not divorce because we want to know how far he sampe sampe ngaku as his girl gw"

"Yes gpp kok anyways I gpp must be biasain so it is not too shock hehe" said I chuckled softly.

"To my funny"

"Next time don't be okay?"

"It's also pretty"

"Gemess gw uh"

"Hahaha you're funny you're angry" I said with a laugh looking at those who were nagging me.

They were funny so very funny I was entertained and forgot the incident I had just experienced, they were very suitable to be my best friend, I am the humor a little and they are always compact in nagging me.

Their behavior can be said to be funny in front of me and it would be creepy if someone bullies them ah errata but I also if someone bullies I was surprised because of the words of a Justin who said if I were their best friend, I would love to have a best friend, even if I am not a woman, but at least I have a friend.

I'm ansos child I always stay at home without knowing the outside world and as soon as I know the outside world and friendships with outsiders, I am grateful because I can be met with those who in fact it's a new person I know and I am grateful because I can resist not being whiny in front of them, I've been homeschooling since and I blm prnh feel into a real school and skrng I feel it, very exciting and also very heartbreaking new first entry udh in the bully.

The doorbell reads, Justin and I say goodbye to Justin's friends, then go to class, I still think about my life in the future, how about the day ahead? Will it be so much fun?.

Long enough I thought about it without me noticing, I was already in front of the class, I realized after Justin touched my forehead after realizing I also rubbed my forehead which was just flicked by Justin.

Tuk...

"It hurts Justin, why the hell is on the touch!!"say I'm upset.

"Lu bengong while udh sampe"honestly then I also looked forward it was true we had arrived in front of the class, I also left without caring about Justin, I was still upset with him, I was still upset with him, instead of telling me it was touching my forehead and turning red.

Pissed off? Yes very very upset, after I grumbled indistinctly, the teacher came and gave information if tomorrow my class will be the arrival of a new student numbering 7 people and it's all men, all men, I just listened and kept quiet without commenting like the women in my class, they whispered because they were very curious about the 7 men, Teacher Ratna could only sigh and answer the comments of the girls in this class.

"Enough! The time to learn if you want to see them tomorrow also they will enter, skrng open the book pp 103 to 106 read then summarize do not be noisy and you all work, mother only assalamualaikum"said Bu Ratna then reply by the students.

"Girishal"

After that, Ms. Ratna went out of class and you did all the work Ratna gave you, after a few minutes of work, the bell rang home and we rushed to clean the table and book, before that we prayed together and went home and said goodbye to each other, but before that there are also those who do picket class because it has been determined every day.

Justin and I are at the gate, I'm going to work part time today at the cafe Kencana, I have to work part time because I need input too because I have to be independent without my father's money, after arriving at the gate I also say goodbye to Justin because today I will be late if linger in school, when I will step my feet Justin said.

"Gw Anter" he said then rushed using his helmet, and gave his one helmet to me, I just resigned then ride the motor sport owned by Justin.

"Thank you" I said thank him for not feeling good.

"The same"